fall3n4ngels

[fall3n4ngels]

everyone hurts me so much i’m so tired of it i can’t trust anyone again i can’t i just can’t i can’t im never letting anyone see me be at my lowest god how was i so stupid to let myself be so comfortable with someone and then just have them talk shif behind my back because im too depressing this is literally insane i hate people i hate them

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it’s so hard to just no kill myself already…it’s like i’m hanging on for nothing, there nothing to my life there’s nothing special about me i can’t keep a good friendship even if i depended on it which i did my relationship feels as it might fall apart and im just so so tired god please help me what have i done

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my heart feels like it’s shattered into a million pieces it feels like the end of us, no more me and him i know it just could be a rough patch but if he doesn’t want to change how am i supposed to go on??

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me when i basically have no friends anymore but at least i lost 14 lbs 😍😍😍😍😍😍

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ive been so paranoid about food all weekend since i can’t weigh myself at my dads place …. ive lost ten pounds and ill rlly go insane if ive gained

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(I luv making unfunny memes)

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all i ever wanted when i was a kid was just a good fucking friend but i can never get that whether i leave or they do it just never lasts even if im so certain ive found my “best friend forever” fucking corny ass saying for a reason because it doesn’t fucking exist it has no meaning

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i knew things would all go to shit

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bruh idk why it’s all of a sudden just been so easy to not eat i feel it may have to do w me going off birth control and also smoking weed a lot again i only wanna eat when i have munchies

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i just want to die i hate myself and no cares enough to see me living why am i still here

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the way him just giving me basic orders makes me so horny it’s insane

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i want him to ruin me and control me i want him all over me omg i feel like i’m in heat bruh

[fall3n4ngels]

for you i hold my breath

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WHYWHYWHWYWHYWHYWHY WHYW HY

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genuinely wonder how he’d think of me if he saw my tumblr or if anyone in my life saw these posts

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is this just karma ? is this just life punishing me for all my rotten behavior ? how i was so two faced and craved validation i threw my own morals out the window ? is it my fault i was just a 16 year old gil who wanted to feel fuckung normal for once spending most of my life feeling so isolated and shut out from everyone my age how i couldn’t make friends proper when i finally did i was doing everything i could to keep it that way i don’t understand what’s wrong with me i want help i don’t want to be like this