fakehopeandbrokendreams

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Sometimes love can hurt you so much.. Especially when you know there is no future for you together..

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At the end of the day, when you're all alone and no one is watching, the tears held back will start to flow..

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

don't rush things. follow the flow; strike when the timing is right.

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just accept the fact that no matter what you do, nothing can be changed. once you're able to, you're view on life and how you handle shit will change. sure you'll still get depressed and feel down sometimes; but that will be just for a moment; nothing can faze you once you accept that it is what it is.

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I do not deserve happiness.

I am shit; my life is shit; and will always be shit.

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and the endless cycle of pain continues

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

placing high hopes on something and knowing it will never happen hurts differently

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Shaking with rage; seething through clench teeth; how much more stupid can humans be? and I fear the answer to that question..

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It's not that I'm afraid of falling in love. It's the pain that's comes together with love.

The scars from the past might heal but you never forget the pain, the hurt and the suffering; the grief; all the self-doubt and inadequacy felt after every little rejection; and the what-ifs that come and go through the mind on a whim; making you question your actions; if what you did was enough, or was it the right thing or choice; if the things that you do, subconsciously or not, caused their love to dim ever so slightly.

It's not the pain of a break up that I'm afraid of; it's the feeling that no matter how hard you try, it is and was never enough; knowing that all your effort was but a spec of sand on the beach; knowing that she saw your all as nothing at all.

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

Falling for someone while knowing you'll never be together hurts differently.

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Hope is the most dangerous thing that one can feel.

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

Dreams that remain dreams..

It's useless to think of a future together with her.. because no matter how hard you try, at the end of the day her heart belongs to someone else..

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Common Sense?

Contrary to popular belief, common sense is not as common as the name suggests..

It's more like a DLC or SSR skill..

That's the world we live in..

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

Never set an alarm if you can't wake up.

You know what I don't appreciate?

Having to turn of your fucking alarm from 5am while you continue to sleep like the asshole you are.

Fuck you. Like seriously, fuck you.

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

What I use tumblr for:

Release frustration & tension.

Write what's on my mind while staying anonymous.

Browse pictures that pique my interest.

[fakehopeandbrokendreams]

What bullshitery is this??

Excuse me but what the fuck?

What in the actual fuck?

Nani the fuck?

What in the actual McFuckins is fucken happening?

The fuck is this? The fuck is that? The fuck is happening rn?