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⊹₊⋆.˚ Confessions ⋆.˚₊ ⊹

summary: the bllk boys and their romantic confessions, some are love, some are not! all of them are pretty cute though, not gonna lie…

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⊹₊⟡⋆ Isagi Yoichi ‹𝟹

isagi makes it a point to confess to you in person. he spends a few days thinking (and overthinking) exactly what words to use. he wants to make sure he can confess his true feelings and also let you know how lucky he would feel if you accepted him.

once he’s ready he’d send you a text or call you, asking you to meet him somewhere quiet, maybe just his house or yours. the two of you meet up and he’s immediately flushed. he’s nervous and excited all at the same time. he’s the kind of guy that would want to have built a strong friendship and bond before confronting his feelings for you, so he’s confident that you guys will be ok no matter what happens.

he’d take your hands in his and look you in the eyes while he confesses. his gaze would be warm and sweet, he’s just glad he could even get the opportunity to express himself to you.

“I’ve really love having you with me. You make me feel better, even when I thought I was fine before, being with you just feels better. The closer we’ve gotten, and the more I’ve seen of you and your world, the more I realize how badly I want to be a part of it.”

⊹₊⟡⋆ Bachira Meguru ‹𝟹

as soon as bachira realizes he has feelings for you, he feels immediately ready to tell you. he’ll let the feeling settle for a little and try to tell you in an indirect manner. he’ll swoop in with a surprise kiss on your cheek, giggling as he watches your flustered expression. or maybe he’ll leave little notes around for you, in your bag, in your car, in your pockets, in your books, etc. they’d say silly little things about how adorable you were that day or he’ll briefly write about something that reminded him of you, maybe some mediocre poetry he thought up in his love sick state. you’d catch on pretty easily that it was bachira, and he never intended to keep that a secret.

then after a few days of messing with you, he decided he’d tell you the next time he saw you. when the two of you met up he immediately sucked you into a bone crushing hug, like he was holding on for dear life. he’d pull away, “hey cutie~ guess what…” he’d coo at you.

“i like you! Like, I really like you. Maybe I even love you. actually, yeah, love sounds better. I love you! I wanna take you on a date and kiss your stupid face. I know you feel the same, I wish you could see how red you are right now.”

⊹₊⟡⋆ Nagi Seishiro ‹𝟹

Nagi realized he loved you when he began to notice how sad he would get when you leave. being sad is a serious pain for him. he doesn’t like the way it makes his brain and body feel all fried and stressed, he hates not wanting to do anything even more than he already does, yet simultaneously willing to do anything to get you back in his apartment. Nagi would beg you to sleepover every time you hung out at his place, he’d sometimes try to wrestle you into the bed. you were just so kind and warm and calming to him. he felt graced by you and your presence.

his confession would come out of him like a nice long sign of relief. he’s been having this strange internal battle between his love for you and his love for laziness. it’s a hassle to have to confess and then put in the effort to build up a romantic relationship, but in the end he decides it’s even more of a hassle to not tell you how he feels. plus, you’re so worth it.

“It just doesn’t feel right when you’re not with me. It’s like I don’t really know what to do with myself. You make me feel alive. That sounds cringe. I love you, is what im trying to say. I hope that makes sense.”

disclaimer: do not date a guy like nagi in real life you cannot gentle parent this man child lol

⊹₊⟡⋆ Reo Mikage ‹𝟹

Reo’s confession was a long time in the making. he clung to his feelings for as long as he could until it really felt like he was gonna explode if he didn’t tell you. he did that because he wanted to wait for the timing to be perfect. he wanted to find the perfect spot to do it, the perfect words to say, all at the perfect time in both of your lives. but of course, things rarely work out that way.

what actually happened is he blurted it out in the middle of you talking one day. you were telling him about something you were working on, something you loved and were really proud of. he was listening so intently, or at least trying to. his thoughts kept stringing him in a different direction and before he knew it, he dropped the L word on you like a nuclear bomb.

“I-uhh…Ok listen, I’m sorry I promise I was listening to you it’s just…you look so beautiful right now and you sound so cute and excited. It got me all frantic, I didn’t mean to drop that on you so out of nowhere…it’s true though, I do love you. I should’ve told you a long time ago.”

⊹₊⟡⋆ Michael Kaiser ‹𝟹

(unless you speak german) kaiser has already confessed to you a million times. “ich liebe dich~” he’d say to you upon every parting, telling you it was simply a term of endearment. if you did happen to know what that meant already, or if you took the time to search it up, he’d be like “yeah, I said that, so what?” this man would propose to you in the middle of times square in broad daylight he’s so confident but that’s a different hc for another time lmaoo.

his confession is charming and flattering. he truly worships the ground you walk on while also believing that he’s the only one who could appreciate you as you deserve. his hands cup your face and his eyes fall warmly on yours. his voice is direct and steady. not a twinge of nervousness can be seen, just pure love and admiration. he speaks to you with a calm and lulling voice, a tenderness he only lets linger when he’s with you.

“Liebe, don’t you see how soft you make me? I’d hate for you to not realize how I feel for you. I want you to be mine, if you’ll have me, that is.”

⊹₊⟡⋆ Rin Itoshi ‹𝟹 (i wrote so much for rin wtf)

Rin has walls that he has spent a lot of time and effort building up over the years. they’re forged to keep out anything and everything that may be a distraction from his goals, but if this is the guy you’re going for, i’m sure you’re a persistent little pest. you’d sneak your way into his life, just by being there, texting him, talking about him. soon enough you’d infested his mind as well, suddenly he’d find himself thinking of you when he least expects it.

one day he was on the pitch, just a practice game, but you were in the stands watching him. throughout your friendship you’ve done this quite a few times, so he has no reason to pay much mind to your presence in the middle of the match. today was different though, you were up close, eyes beaming at him in the center field, hands at the side of your head clutched together in a little cheer. he hadn’t done anything yet, the match just started, what were you even cheering for? it was cute, he decided. that’s why it broke his focus long enough for the other team to score. actually, it was adorable. so adorable it tugged the corners of his lips upward slightly, which he quickly moved to cover with his hand. he just threw a match and he was smiling? what were you doing to him?

after some time of thinking you might be employing psychological warfare against him, Rin decided it was time to really sit down and confront his feelings. he’d go a few days, maybe even a week or more without speaking to you. don’t worry, he was thinking about hardly anything but you the entire time.

“Sorry for ghosting you, I just needed to think about some things. It made me a little sad to be away from you too. I hate you a lot less than I hate everyone else, you know? Don’t get cocky about that. Also, don’t leave me ok? I’ll be nicer, yeah sure. Maybe I can walk you home…or something. Here, let’s hold hands.”

⊹₊⟡⋆ Sae Itoshi ‹𝟹

he’s way more flustered about it than you might think. he’s not embarrassed or nervous necessarily, he just hasn’t expected to feel this way about anyone. similar to kaiser, sae thinks he’s the only person who could truly love and appreciate you as much as you deserve. this typically stoic and selfish man finds himself smiling in your presence and wanting to give you everything you want and more.

your relationship until this point has been uhh… “transactional” we’ll say. the two of you liked going out and hanging out together, but no feelings attached. a few kisses were shared here and there, he’d take you back to his apartment to cuddle sometimes, but wouldn’t ever let you sleepover. eventually things started to get a little more *intense*. you did start staying over, a lot. so much so that you had a toothbrush on his bathroom sink and clothes in his closet. the first time he ever had the thought of being in love with you was when he realized his sheets always smelled like you now, and he wanted it to stay that way.

the fact that you were enough to turn his head, take over his thoughts, and make him fall in love with you feels like proof beyond the reasonable doubt that you are perfect.

“You can move in, if you want. I wouldn’t mind. We’re basically already dating, so I don’t see the point in denying it anymore. Yeah, I didn’t think it would go this far either. I like knowing you’re here at my place, with me and not with anyone else.”

HONORABLE MENTIONS

⊹₊⟡⋆ Oliver aiku ‹𝟹

“You know I love you, let’s stop pretending. Seriously, you could keep me on a tight leash if you really want. Promise, I’m not going anywhere, babe.”

⊹₊⟡⋆ Kunigami Rensuke ‹𝟹

“I love you, I want you to know that. It’s ok if you don’t feel the same. I want to care for you and keep you safe, you mean so much to me, you don’t even know.”

i love this post so much, the nagi disclaimer i had to put, the strange onion analogy for rin, the flustered reo moment. also just isagi being here, the man that you are, Isagi Yoichi. i had so much fun making this - aria

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A Dance with Dragons

Part 2 In which Aemond runs into a bit of trouble and Ilaria is feeling house sick.

Everyone gathered at driftmark for lady laena's funeral, Aegon was off getting drunk and Helaena was talking to herself while playing with her tiny insect friends. Aemond on the other hand was looking out watching the waves, It had been 3 moons ago since he last saw or gotten word from Ilaria, he knew she said she'd returned but everyday when he found himself in their secret garden, reading to himself alone he feared her absence would be permanent.

Jace walked over to comfort a grieving Baela and Rhaena, who were mourning the loss of their mother. They barely got to see their cousins due to their father Prince Daemon moving them out here to Pentos, Aemond had been In a sour mood since he arrived but he still gave his condolences.

Aegon approaches his brother's side as the two watch their sister mumbling gibberish while trying to catch a spider.

"We have nothing in common", Aegon said.

Aemond sighed as if he didn't have enough problems.

"She is your future queen", Aemond said.

Aegon snarled. "You marry her then, I'm sure Ilaria will find someone to occupy her time", he grinned.

Aemond ignored his childish remarks ever since she left Aegon didn't miss his opportunity to rub it in Aemond's face, it's like he thrived off Aemond's misery.

"Mother did not marry us to each other, but if she did I would honor her and perform my duties, as a king would", Aemond said.

Aegon smirked. "Yes, but you're not a king, you're the second brother who is without a dragon", Aegon grabbed another drink as the maiden walked by. "But we do have one thing in common, we fancy creatures with very long legs", he followed after the maiden.

Aemond shook his head.

King Viserys announced his leave, and slowly one by one everyone begins to head inside for sleep, except Aemond, he snuck out and hid on the shore and waited till everyone was gone, all the dragons were on the other side of the castle and he needed to be cautious if he wanted to get there without anyone noticing.

The wind was blowing and it was murky out, Aemond hid in the grass and then quickly but sneakily made his way to the very large dragon that appeared to be napping. He slowly went to grab the lariat but snatched his hand away when Vhagar opened her eyes then turned her head in Aemond's direction, she opened her mouth giving Aemond a glimpse of the red and orange flames she was about to release.

"Dohaeras, Vhagar, lyekiri. Lyekiri", he spoke in Valyrian to calm the dragon. Vhagar lower her head and close her mouth and stared directly at Aemond with it's nostrils flaring. He lets out a breath and attempts to climb upon Vhagar once more, and this time the dragon isn't aggressive. Vhager soon raises, Aemond firmly grabs the satchel, in high Valyrian Aemond says "soves!", which causes Vhagar to start running than take off into the night sky. The higher they got Aemond began sliding, but he did not let go of the satchel, he pulled the lariat to one side and Vhagar began fallen down word, but flue back in the sky.

It was the most thrilling feeling he ever felt, being up this high with the birds, wind blowing in his face. He waited for the moment for so long, it was rather a long wait but like Ilaria said it would be worth it. A smile formed upon his face when he thought of her, the excitement that would fill her when she lays eyes on Vhagar, she went on about how she would make him take her for a ride when he finally came into his dragon. Out of the two of them she was the optimistic one, the were days when Aemond would watch as his brother and sister rode their dragons, Aegon would occasionally tease him over it, he sometimes question if he'd even got one, but Ilaria being her cheerful self told him to let Aegon's words roll off and he would be the one laughing in the end.

Vhagar landed on the sand, one thing was for sure he wasn't as quiet as he was before. He made his way down the lower entry of the acropolis where he noticed Jace, Luke, Baela and Rhaena gave looks of confusion and vex.

"It's him”, Baela said.

"It's me," Aemond said unbothered.

"Vhagar was my mothers Dragon", Rhaena told.

"Your mother is dead and Vhagar has a new rider now", he said with no remorse.

Rhaena held a murderous look in her eyes. "She was mine to claim", she cried.

"Then you should have claimed her, maybe your cousins can find you a pig to ride. it would suit you", Rhaena stormed towards Aemond ready to attack but he pushed the girl down.

Baela hopped in landing a punch to his face, but he soon regained his balance and hit her back. "Come at me again and I'll feed you to my dragon", Jace and Luke ran in to help their cousin. Aemond punched Luke and dodged a few of Jace's hits as he was swinging, he was successful in getting one hit. All the kids began their assault as they got him on the ground, he tasted the blood as it rolled down his mouth. He used his feet to kick Jace away and pushed the two girls off of him, he caught Luke by the neck and picked up a rock that was near. He held the rock above his head ready to strike.

"You well die screaming in flames just as your father did. Bastards''.

"My father’s still alive", Luke cried, Aemond smirked.

"He doesn't know, does he? lord Strong", he smirks at Jace. Jace drew his dagger and charged at Aemond, he threw Luke at him to throw him off but he side stepped him, Aemond used the rock to hit Jace knocking him over, he kept his focus on Jace as Luke managed to retrieve the blade his brother dropped. Jace quickly tossed some sand in Aemond’s eye catching him off guard, and Luke used the dagger and stock clean across the young prince's face.

"Aaaah!", he fell back letting out a cry of agony as the blood began to flow down his face.

The commotion caught the guards attention, and a worried look soon took over the faces when they saw the children.

"Let me see my prince", a guard said to Aemond. To see how bad the damage was, he gave a look of dread.

"Gods be good".

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Ilaria sat in the grass reading as Udaya styled her hair. It had been 3 moons since she last saw Aemond, she wrote to him twice a week, it matter not what they talked about only care that he would write her back, rather he talked of food, weather or how his day went, she desperately needed to hear from her companion. In his last letter to her he explains of Lady Laena’s tragic passing and they were having her laid to rest at dirftmark. Ilarea knew Aemond wasn't close with Baela and Rhaena, but she still wanted to be there for him and them, she told her father of what occurred and asked if they could sale to dirftmark, to give their condolences, but he told her It would be foolish to go there and come all the way back. He told her after Udaya gives birth to the baby then they would return, but Ilaria knew for her it would be temporary.

In the morning Ser Arno would be off training in the courtyard, and in the afternoon he would ask Ilaria to go on a walk with him around the street of Bradford, It was a nice place but she couldn't see herself living here, for some reason the crime here was worse than Oxford. Udaya didn't have much of a choice but to adapt to her new left style when she got married, just like Ilaria knew she would have to do.

Ser Arno told her once they wedded, they shall move to Derby, her body filled with weary and her mind went to Aemond, she knew he wouldn't take the news of her leaving well, but she would try to visit as often as she could.

"Finish", Udaya announced. But Ilaria was so in her head she didn't hear her sister.

Udaya noticed that she was picking the petals off a flower while mumbling to herself. She places a comforting hand on her shoulders. "What seems to trouble you dear sister? You are here with me, but not quite".

Ilaria shakes her head. "I have not gotta word back from Aemond, I miss him so. His cousin Lady Laena passed away last he wrote to me".

Udaya places a comforting hand on her sister's shoulder and gives her a gentle smile.

"Gods be good, no pain is greater than that of losing a child. I pray Princess Rhaenys and Lorde Corlys get through these hard times". She gives Ilaria a small smile and rubs her shoulder. "You should be with him, I can arrange Sorin to have the ships ready on the morn".

Ilaria shook her head. "You need me here, the babe will be here any day now and I want to be by your side when It happens".

Udaya grabbed both her sister's hands with a reassuring smile. "You are kind dear sister, but it has been many moons since you last saw your friend and I know he misses you so as you do him. The Maester said the babe shall be here any day now, and when the babe decides It's ready I will have mother and father by my side".

Ilaria pulled Udaya Into a hug. "I do not wish to abandon you, but I can feel In my heart he needs me. I promise to return at once when all is well".

Udaya waved her sister off. "All will be fine, I'll send word to Sorin to ready the ships", Udaya locks her arm with Ilaria as the two share a laugh and stroll toward the castle.

Ilaria was overjoyed with bliss, she enjoyed spending time with her sister, but king's landing was all she knew, It had been her home since she was 3, after she wedded she understood Derby would be her new residence, where her and Ser Aron would start their own family. Kings landing would be that of the past, a mere memory that would invade her thoughts throughout the seasons as she went on with her life. And her dear companion, she prayed to the Gods that her and Aemond will remain as close no matter the distance between them.

She knew once she told him of her betrothal things would be different, but she hoped he would understand and be there for her.

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Ilaria's head snapped forward startled by the knock at the door. She tosses the covers back and places her feet on the cold floor, In attempts to see who would be at her Chambers at this hour.

She opened the door enough to see the person but not enough for him to see her In her night garments. She raises her brows, curious as to why Ser Arno is at her chamber at late hours.

Either someone has died or he is here to lay with her before they have wed. Ilaria felt her stomach drop and hoped that wasn't it, her father always told them a wife is to always perform her duties and honor her husband. She knew she would not deny him entry If he asked, she feared he would go to her father and tell him what an awful bride she was.

She nervously swallowed before speaking. "It is quite late Ser Arno, what brings you at these hours?", she silently Dug her nails into the wooden door.

"Your sister is delivering the baby. The maesters and your mother are with her right this moment, she sent me to come waken you".

Ilaria's eyes doubled in size. With the new information she was given, she shut the door in Arno's face and quickly began putting her shoes and robe on. She opens the door and follows behind Arno as he leads the way.

Ilaria's thoughts were going a mile a minute and she still was a bit tired, but Ser Arno spoke, ceasing the silence.

"It has come to my attention that you will be returning to King's landing on the morn. Trying to get away before the wedding aye? Am I that bad a companion?", he smirks.

Ilaria snapped her head In his direction. It slipped her mind to tell Arno of her leave to kings landing, now he was probably thinking she was avoiding her duties by running away.

"Not at all, I have enjoyed your company Ser Arno it-"

"Please we are to be wedded soon, call me Arno", he smiled.

Ilaria nodded understanding. "Arno. My dear friend lost a family member and I wanted to be there to pay my respects to the families. I will return once I know all is well".

"Aaaaah!".

The closer they got to the room Udaya's cries of agony became clearer. Ser Arno waited in the halls along with their father as Ilaria walked Into the room to see her mother and two maidens by Udaya's side while the maester bent down in front of the bed telling her to push.

Ilaria grabs a warm rag placing it on Udaya's forehead. Ilaria smiled. "You're doing great, just a little more and it will all be over".

"We see the head!", one of the maester said. "We need you to give a few more big pushes my lady".

Udaya shook her head. Her hair was damped and she was covered in sweat, and she was very tired. As she pushes a scream leaves her mouth and soon after the sound of liquid hitting the floor and small cries could be heard.

Udaya laid back against the pillow as the maester began wrapping the baby. "It is a boy my lady", he handed Udaya the crying baby.

"He is perfect", she brought the baby closer for a kiss and a few tears fell from her eyes as she looked at her son in awe.

"Yes he is quite handsome", their mother Lady Aeris smiled.

Ilaria watched in amazement. She knew her sister waited for this moment for many nights and she was thrilled to be sharing this emotional moment with her.

"Would you like to hold him?".

"May I?".

Udaya motions for her to come closer and shows her how to properly hold the babe than giving him to her. Ilaria wears a huge smile as she glances down at her nephew who resembles his father very much.

His skin was wrinkly and soft that reminded her of the fine silk, Ilaria’s being wondering as to which parent he’d strive to be like? Would he be as strong welded and caring as Udaya or fierce and ambitious like Karlins? Whoever he decides to be all she hopes is he will not allow those around him to influence his character negatively. For the Gods nor any man can restore a heart of destruction, only in death would they find peace.

"I've no doubt Ser Karlins has his little knight".

Udaya smiled. "Yes, I might be offended our first born is his little twin considering I'm the one who was carrying him for many moons, but he's kicking like a horse and that is all that matters".

"Have you thought of names?", Ilaria made silly faces at the baby, getting him to laugh.

"Kaen, Karlins said if it was a boy".

Ilaria placed a gentle kiss on top of Kaen's head.

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Udaya cradled the baby and Ilaria gave him a kiss. "Give the Velaryon’s and Targaryen's my condolences", Udaya says.

Ilaria nods. One of the crew members holds out his hand helping her upon the ship, but the sound of her name being called grabs her attention.

She looked down in confusion as Ser Arno approached her. He takes both her hands in his.

"I wish to accompany you to king's landing. I know you want to be with your friend in their time of grievance but If anything happened to you as your husband I could not forgive myself".

"I have lived there almost my entire life and nothing has happened. But If you wish to accompany me I would be more than delighted to have you join me.

When the ships arrived in kings landing Ilaria was overcome with happiness and overwhelmed. She was glad to be back but knowing her time here was temporary was surreal. She let out a breath stepping off the ship.

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The guards greeted Ilaria with a nod opening the gates letting the two in. She smiled taking everything in, Ser Criston was standing off to the side as Aegon was training in the courtyard. His eyes met Ilaria and a smirk formed upon the young Prince's face. Her eyes wandered around searching for Aemond, but he was nowhere about.

Ilaria approached Aegon. "You finally return, I will say you missed out on all the fun while you were gone".

Ilaria raises her brow. "Fun? I'm not sure I follow, Aemond told me of Lady Laena's passing but that is all. What else has occurred in my absence?".

"Lucerys took one of his eyes, but in the end he gained a dragon". Aegon shakes, appearing as if he wants to laugh.

Ilaria's eyes widened in fear and her stomach felt like a volcano erupted within. "He-he lost an eye? Where is he now? I must go to him".

Aegon rolled his eyes. "This was many moons ago, three if I’m not mistaken. You'd do well to hear the rest of what happened that night from Helaena, for I remember little of it after they waking me from my slumber. It doesn't seems to bother Aemond, he may have lost an eye but at least he has a dragon now". He waved dismissively.

Ilaria feared she was losing her heard? She had to blink a few times to be sure she was not the one in a deep slumber, and that Aegon was not showing little remorse for his brother.

"How can you stand there peacefully as If the matter is not dire, he may have been killed and you would not give an ounce of despair for your own brother?", Ilaria felt herself overcome with emotion as she bald her fist at her side.

She was aware the two brothers weren't as close as Lucerys and Jacaerys, they had their differences but she never imagine It was as bad as Aegon not caring of Aemond's well-being.

"What well you have me do Ilaria? Cut out the eyes of a wild pig and gifted to him? The damage is done and there is nothing that can be done about It".

Ilaria stepped closer to Aegon, glaring at him. "Even when your brother has been mangled you will not show remorse", she stormed past him.

"Oh please dear Gods let him be alright", Ilaria rushed down the hall towards Aemond's room. But collided with someone else causing her to fall down on her bum.

She quickly got up dusting herself off and apologized to the person she bumped into.

"Ilaria?".

She hadn't realized the person she almost ran over was the queen.

"Your father did not send word of your return, we're not expecting you so early. But I'm thrilled your back", she pulled Ilaria Into an embrace.

"Were you going to see Aemond?".

She nodded. "Yes my queen".

"I was going that way as well but I feel he'd enjoy your company more. He has not left his chamber in days, he reads and watches out the window for the most part".

"I will talk to him".

Alisent shook her head before turning on her heels and the other direction.

Ilaria rusted on his door going to knock but her name being called halted her movement. She looked to her left to see Arno approaching.

"You took off rather quickly, I barely had time to keep up".

"I apologize, I just wanted to know he was alright".

Ser Arno gave a small smile. "When you mention a friend back in kings landing I was not expecting it to be one of the princes. You two must be rather close with your urgency to return".

"Aemond and I have been friends for a long time, he is my closest friend. Well you wait out here while I talk with him?".

Arno gazes shifted between the door and Ilaria, he had a hesitant look upon his face before it's replaced with a smile.

"Of course".

Ilaria knocked on the door waiting for him to tell her to enter but it was silent. She tried again and still nothing, she let out a breath before opening his door.

Her mouth slightly opened as she took in the appearance of his chamber. It was gloaming with no source of light coming in. Ilaria pulls back the curtains, and instantly the place is illuminated by golden yellowish rays.

Ilaria remembered when she would come into his chambers every day to wake him up so they could start the day off together. He would become upset with her for disrupting his slumber but she would make it up to him by singing their favorite melody from his favorite book.

"Mmm, I'm feeling not well mother, I want to stay in bed today and the days following", Aemond's groggy voice said, under the covers.

She sat at the end of his bed and rested a hand on the blanket.

"No, it's me, I was worried, you hadn't written back for some time so I came back early".

Aemond tensed up when he felt her place a hand on him. He missed her so, he hadn't stepped foot out of his chamber since the incident, he didn't want her to see him like this, a one eyed freak. She would run away screaming In horror If she laid eyes upon him, he cared about her too much to put her through that.

He prayed to the Gods she would give up and go away If he stayed very still, but he knows her better than anyone and ignoring her never got him anywhere.

"Aemond there's nothing wrong with you, so get up", she snatched the covers away and Aemond quickly covered his face with a pillow.

Ilaria tried crawling to him to take the pillow away but he hopped off the bed hiding behind a chair. It was as if the two were playing the game of cat and mice, whenever she tried getting close to him he went to the other side and when she went to that side he ran to a different spot.

"Why are you hiding your face from me, Aemond?".

"As I said once before I am not feeling well, and If you come any closer you may catch what I have", he continued moving around.

"That is not the truth", she was starting to get irritated.

"It is".

"No it is not. Aegon told me what happened, you were attacked. I-I came back because I was worried, just for you to treat me as if I'm a stranger on the streets and not the friend who cares for you".

Aemond felt his heart sting. Last thing he desired was for her to feel she was not wanted, he was letting his pride cloud his judgment, but he knew once he revealed himself she would see him differently and he was not ready for that. He could tolerate Aegon constant teasing but losing his closer companion would be a deeper wound than any other.

When she took the pillow from him he held it down and placed his hand over his injured eye. His breathing picked up when she placed her hand on top of his trying to move it but his grip was firm.

"Let me see", Ilaria whispered.

Aemond shook his head. "It's not the face you once knew, it's gruesome. Please Ilaria, I don't want to frighten you", he pleaded.

"My price, our friendship wasn't forged on looks, it was the bond we shared with one another beyond explanation. Well you let me look upon the same face that brings a smile to mine?".

Aemond took a deep breath then slowly started raising his head. He and Ilaria held eye contact as she slowly began lowering his hand. Ilaria tried to keep her emotions In as she took in the new addition to his face, she couldn't fathom how his nephews could do something so cruel.

Her thumbs strokes his cheeks and she gives him a comforting smile. He pulled her closer resting his forehead against hers. He didn't realize how much he missed her touch till she wasn't here everyday yelling in his ear and comforting him In the way that only she can. Aemond had not been to the garden since she left, he knew if he confessed that to her she would scold him, he couldn't even bring himself to walk past it, It was both their spot and there would be no point in him going by himself. But If Ilaria said she wanted to go out there, he would go with her without hesitation.

She placed a kiss on his scar. "You're still as handsome as I remember. We promise to share with each other, don't hide yourself from me Aemond".

"You have my word", he said.

She noticed his hair had grown two inches since she last saw him. Ilaria ran her fingers through his head and he closed his eyes enjoying the feeling of her playing in his hair.

"You've traveled a long way, I shall have the servants warm you a bath", he pulled her towards the bed. Aemond kneels In front of Ilaria and removes her shoes then begins rubbing her feet.

Ilaria's head went back as she let out a sigh of relief. Aemond rubbed in between her toes, applying pressure to the center of her foot, which Ilaria filled his ears with her giggles.

Aemond looked up and his eyes met Ilaria's. "I've missed you so, I feared you'd never return", he looked down with sunken eyes.

A few strands of hair covered his face so Ilaria stroked his cheeks causing him to lean Into her touch, before she placed the falling strand behind his ear. "I missed you as well. I feared you were still upset. I left when you didn't send word back to me".

Aemond sat next to Ilaria on the bed taking her hand In his. "I was angry, not at you but myself. I feared you would find another who would replace me".

Ilaria felt a sting In her chest. "No, the space you hold In my heart couldn't be filled by any other. There Is no replacing you".

Ilaria gave a small smile as Aemond stared Into the eyes of the girl he's loved since she blessed him with that beautiful smile when the two first met. Placing his hands on either side of her cheeks, Aemond placed his lips onto Ilaria's. His eyes were closed In complete bliss, her lips were soft like silk and she tasted of sweet plums.

Aemond would get lost in Ilaria sweet voice as she read to him In the garden, he'd fantasize that the couple's In the stories devoting their undying love for the other were him and Ilaria. He dreamed of how her lips would feel on his, how her sweet perfume would pull him In even more as they made sweet love to each other. He wanted It all with Ilaria, he loved her so much, he didn't care that she wasn't a princess, she meant more to him than gold. He wanted her to be his first and last everything, and he wanted to be her first and last.

Aemond's hand ran down Ilaria's arm causing goosebumps to form, as If his touch snapped her out of the spell she was under. Ilaria pulled away hopping to her feet with widened eyes. Oh dear Gods what have I done? she thought to herself. Ilaria was at a loss for words, her mind was completely blank. Her and Aemond were close as could be, he would ask the queen to have her bring the finest dresses, robes, bedding, he would gift her with many things that Ilaria would refuse most times. She saw it as Aemond being a good friend, It never crossed her mind that the young prince had romantic feelings for her.

Aemond began approaching Ilaria with concern. "What troubles you?".

Ilaria shook her head. "I-"

*Knock*

"Ilaria? my dearest, you've been In there some time, is all well?", Arno said from the other side.

She was so caught up In the moment she had forgotten Arno was waiting for her In the hall.

Aemond looked at the door In confusion, not recognizing the voice. He turned to Ilaria who wore a look of shame on her face as she played with her fingers.

"Ilaria", he approached her with slow steps. "Who is at the door?".

This was It, the moment she dreaded. It could go one or two ways, Aemond would be understanding and accept she was to marry Arno, or he would forsake her and she would lose the person she cares about the most. Ilaria couldn't stop the tears from falling once they started.

She knew what his reaction would be, It was more than clear from the kiss he had feelings for her and once she told him she was promised to another their friendship would be no more. She'd miss him sneaking to her chamber in the night to talk to her till the sun came up, she'd miss their time In the garden when she'd read to him and she found him looking very deep In thought as If he wasn't paying attention, but she knew he was. She would miss everything.

"My father told me of a suitor he found for me, Udaya's husband's younger brother Arno. We are to be wedded as soon as the red rose has visited me".

Aemond mouth opened and closed. It felt like his heart had been ripped from his chest, It wasn't true he refused to believe she was promised to another, it was like a bad dream. He had to see for himself.

Arno's eyes double In size when Aemond opens the door. Arno felt uneasy as the prince eyed him up and down with revulsion. He turned away from Arno and not looking at Ilaria either.

"I appreciate your concern for me, lady Ilaria. I do not wish to take up all your time, when your husband is waiting on you. I think It best you return to Oxford, I'm sure your parents miss you and I wouldn't want to be the one to keep you from the wedding plans", Aemond widens the door for Ilaria.

Ilaria nodded her head walking towards the door. When she was closer enough she wrapped her arms around Aemond and whispered. "No one could replace you, and I hope you find someone that you love more than me".

Once she left Aemond closed the door and slid down to the floor, taking everything In. She was gone, Aegon was right all along someone else had come along and claimed her as their own. He loved her, he loved her so much It hurt, he was ready to confess his feelings for her but It seems the Gods were still punishing him for his previous actions with his nephews.

Ilaria was the only friend he had, who he trusted more than anyone, and just like that she was gone. She would soon be wedded and there was nothing he could do about it. She would leave king's landing, start her own family and forget all about Aemond.

As upset and heartbroken Aemond was, he couldn't find It in himself to hate her. If she was truly happy with this Arno, Aemond would be forced to move forward without her.

But he knew whoever he gave his last name to would never have his full heart, because the girl with big brown eyes and wild curly hair would be his one and only true love.

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