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failedyou · 11 months ago
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Cheeky boy got a haircut!
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failedyou · 1 year ago
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It is really strange to be loved by someone unconditionally. I did not want to give in, but eventually I did. How could I not fall in love with her?
Something was missing in my heart before I met her. I longed intimacy, I wanted warmth. I wanted to be seen and heard. I wanted closure from my past relationships. The past made my heart go numb, I couldn't see the point of being with another human being, or so I lied to myself.
Truth is, I have always been, and still am, a hopeless romantic. I wanted to find my soulmate, the love of my life, a happy home, and don’t get me started on kids. I want my own kids, I want to hold a newborn in my arms knowing that they are mine. I could already imagine myself staring at the little chook for hours. But I put all of those desires aside, and told myself it would never come true. Because one thing I have learnt was, maybe I’m too odd for anyone to commit to. Maybe I’m fun to hang around for a bit, but when it’s time to commit, when it’s time for people to settle, to have a kid or a family, maybe I’m not the one anymore. And I did learn to accept that.
Then she came along, telling me that I’m enough and all these things that sound like lies to comfort me, except they weren't lies. She really thought I was enough and she doesn't see me as anything except for a person that she loves and adores. For a while, I did what I always do: I was in denial. I didn't want to commit, I didn't like to admit that I have feelings for her, because it’s just easier to move on if this one fails. I mean we struggle a lot, we both aren’t great communicators and we both have issues with trust, but we always find a way to work it out.
For the first time I met someone who put as much efforts into the relationship as I do, sometimes even more. It’s weird. She can tell cares about me a lot. She cries when I cry, and she’s even happier than me when I say im happy. She doesn't ask for anything, maybe except hugs and attention. We struggled together, And we get through things together. She was with me, helping me, when I was at my lows, and she was there celebrating when I’m winning in life. When I look at her, my heart feels full. There is this bliss that I feel in my heart that I can't explain. Nothing brings me more joy than taking care of her, making her happy, and making sure that her tummy is full. I love every date nights we have. Every time we walk down the city streets after a nice little dinner, my heart feels happy, as if I’m falling for her again. Because even when we're surrounded by people, all I could see is her face, and all I could feel is her hand in mine. When I watch her taking care of little Waffle, and my mind begins to wander what she would look like as a mother. I know it’s a little far fetched, but I know she’s started to look at babies more since shes met me.
I love her and all the things that remind me of her. I’m happy to wake up next to her every day, and I’m grateful she’s healthy and that she is here with me.
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failedyou · 1 year ago
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26! 🥰
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failedyou · 1 year ago
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Handsome cheeky boy!
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failedyou · 1 year ago
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I had closed myself up after Pepsi passed away, but I think it’s time I learn how to move on, and accept that it’s okay to go through that pain again in the future.
Because before that happens, you and I would’ve had so much memories together.
I love you you cheeky monster
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failedyou · 1 year ago
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🤎🤎🤎🤎
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failedyou · 1 year ago
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I’m getting a massage soon as I get my pay 😭😭
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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Yeah I might’ve failed you but at least never let myself down
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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Last day.
I’m really sad I have to leave them
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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Love my nieces. They make me so happy
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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Flying home tomorrow but I hate the airport.
Bracing myself for the weird looks from people
But i miss my nieces so much
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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I never would’ve guessed that I would be such a good cook 🙂
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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Having too many weird dreams.
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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Maybe I don’t deserve to be loved.
Maybe I am hard to love
Maybe I don’t try hard enough
All these relationships eventually turn toxic.
Is it me?
I just struggle so much to feel anything.
I feel like theres a piece of me that is now missing.
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failedyou · 2 years ago
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I don’t know what Ive done wrong.
I’m sad.
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