faerybinn

[faerybinn]

I cant get over soft sex with Soobin… I just think he would be so gentle and quiet, but loud enough to know he’s enjoying it probably an unbearable amount.

You would probably be able to hear both of your hearts pounding out of your chest, lips meshed together and soft whimpers shared between your teeth. Every noise he makes, a pool of warmth erupts within you… which is often because he’s whimpering every other thrust, sensitive boy.

I think he would kiss you during the act, at least as much as he can because his eyes are closed tightly and he’s having trouble forming a pout since his mouth keeps falling open. He would be the type to sink his head into you when he can’t kiss you, his breath fanning across your neck as he releases moans and whines.

You already know he would be leaving hickeys on your skin there, too. he tries to be soft, but during certain motions he might suck a little too hard.

His hair tickles your skin :)

He would check in on you, soft whispers of:

“You okay, baby?”

“Does it feel good?”

“I love you so much”

I’m crying just thinking about it.

I think the most special moments are when he finds a bit of strength to lift his head, looking at you directly in your eyes as he moves back and forth on top of you. His hair dangling in front of his own eyes, and his dimples show when he smiles softly. Every so often he’ll laugh so quietly, as if he can’t believe what’s happening (which most of the time breaks off into a moan, followed by his strength leaving him as he closes his eyes and rests softly back into your neck).

It’s the face that you can’t see when he’s hiding in your neck. It’s when his eyebrows cinch, his nose scrunches, his teeth grit and you can hear a small high-pitched whimper as he thrusts into you — truthfully, he’s holding back a loud groan and you know it — before he releases it through a shaky exhale against your skin.

When he finally moans loudly, along with breathless “i love you’s” and strings of whimpers in between, you know he’s finished.

After-glow Soobin… I can see him collapsing down softly and going limp… but I also think that would last for two seconds before his head is lifting back up, kissing your face and breathing against your cheek to catch his breath.

If he didn’t feel you finish too— it’s a time game for him. The sooner he catches his breath, the better, because he’s pulling out and moving his face downwards fast so he doesn’t let you lose your proximity to your high.

I just see Soobin as a softie in bed, everything is intentional, and he takes care of you and shows you that he loves you in every way he possibly can.

[faerybinn]

2:50 am. | choi soobin × reader

warnings: sleep paralysis, unedited (truthfully i haven't written in such a long time, so please ignore this rough draft type of a fic), kissing, soobin is just an absolute sweetheart of a man.

little note: hi guys!!! my names fae and this is my first fanfic for txt :,,) i haven’t written in such a long time, but i had a little sleep paralysis episode this morning and i decided to whip something up real quickly— then i realized: i don’t even have somewhere to post it… so here we are! i’m a new account and new writer so i hope you all enjoy!!

Almost everyone you know is an avid fan of sleeping. For some, it's the way they unwind or deal with stress; for most, it's the way they regain energy and feel like a functioning human being.

For you, it was absolute hell.

You had woken up an hour prior to this moment. You don't know why you woke up, nor do you truthfully remember falling back into dreams, but your sleep paralysis seemed to always hit when you fell in and out of sleep. You had no control over it and it always seemed to happen at the worst time.

Tonight was, of course, the first night your boyfriend was sleeping beside you in your bed.

You had dealt with sleep paralysis so many times before that now it seemed like second nature to you... but that didn't make it any less scary. However, it gave you the chance to warn Soobin before you fell asleep last night.

"So, if you feel me shaking or moving weirdly or anything just give me a solid slap, okay?" You breathed out, cinching your eyebrows together. You felt burdensome even telling him this.

Soobin smiled softly, his dimples on display as he brushed a strand of hair behind your ear and held your hand above the soft white comforter of your bed. "I won't let anything happen to you, love."

"Ugh." You cringed, shaking your head quickly as Soobins laugh graced your ears. "No it's literally stupid, just slap me and go back to sleep." With a huff you rolled over onto your side, ready to embrace the sleep you hoped would be comforting.

You felt an arm around your waist, tugging the comforter up and over your shoulder. “It's not stupid, YIN. It's a serious thing and it's probably terrifying." He protested, laying behind you as close as he possibly could.

"Don't worry, okay? Just rest and ill be here."

A big part of you had hoped you wouldn't have an episode tonight. Maybe you would be spared and nothing would happen. But, much to your dismay, that was not the case.

You can hear the whirring of your fan in your ears as your eyes slowly opened before shutting immediately when you realize you can't move your limbs. If you could sigh with disappointment, you would. Now that you've gotten used to the idea of it, it became easier to just shut your eyes and wait for it to pass— but the weight on your chest remained and attempting to wake your body up was never easy.

You waited patiently, attempting to even out your breathing and focus on wiggling your fingers and toes— nothing. You'd waited for a minute, two minutes.. three minutes.

It's around the four minute mark that you start to panic.

We're you in a coma? We're you dying? Was this the night where you were never going to wake up?

Thoughts jumbled up within your brain, but there was no way to escape them as your body remained frozen beneath the sheets.

You could feel your breathing change from even to heavy, your fingers shaking and grasping for any source of life to awaken your body. Soon your hands we're shaking along with them as you prayed to wake up before you opened your eyes to make sure everything was okay.

Please don't hallucinate... please.

It's with a soft pat to your shoulder that you awaken with a jolt, sitting up as you gasp for air and throw the comforter down to your feet. It takes a few deep breaths to center yourself before you bring your hands to your face, eyes beginning to water.

"Y/n?" A soft, deep voice calls behind you. You jump a little when you hear him, almost forgetting that you weren't alone.

How could you forget that your boyfriend is here? What time is it? Did you wake him up? How could you possibly think him staying here was a good idea before you got all of this figured out?

"Baby?" He speaks softly. You don't even turn around to look at him, you just fall back onto the pillow, head in your hands as you breathe out shakily.

“I’m sorry.” You speak, trying to mask your tear-jerked voice. "Everything's fine, go back to sleep."

He brings his hand to one of yours, dragging it away from your eyes before you feel his body snuggle closer to yours. "Did you have an episode?" His voice is sleep ridden, slightly hoarse and deep... and hot, but you weren't going to say anything about it at this moment in time.

You nod silently, feeling him breathe out beside you.

For a moment, you assume he'd fallen back asleep. Maybe he was halfway awake and wouldn't even remember what happened tomorrow. But you feel his body shift and his lips meet with the skin on your neck, planting kisses up towards your jaw, your cheek, your temple.

"You're safe."* He whispers, nuzzling his nose against the side of your cheek. "I'm sorry you couldn't just sleep through the night... I thought maybe me being here would help."

And it does. It does help. Normally, you would be completely alone and drift back into sleep just to go through that hell again. But having him here made you fully awake.. and to you, that was all you wanted.

You look at the clock which reads: 3:10 am. With a shaky sigh, you speak your needs anyway.

“Keep me awake for a little bit, please...”You whispered in response, holding fast to his hand. “If I fall back asleep directly after, it'll happen again."

You can feel him nod against your skin as he resumes kissing you, gently moving his arm to slide across your torso and hug you even closer to him. "Just relax... I won't let anything happen to you."

The words seemed cheesy before... but now, it was all you ever wanted to hear.