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as soon as i have time, i’ll also attempt to illustrate some scenes

i’ll do the same for l’enfant prodige 🤞

can you believe my contribution to @levihanfest ‘s Levihan Week 2025 is a fic and not art? yeah. me neither. 2020 angie would never

enjoy this 10k word unpolished monster. george rr martin and isayama plotting my murder as we speak

Chapter 1 of “‘Til the Walls will crumble and fall” now on AO3! who knows when we’ll see chapter 2 hahaha i just hope i come out of this year alive and with all four limbs and my head attached to my neck

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can you believe my contribution to @levihanfest ‘s Levihan Week 2025 is a fic and not art? yeah. me neither. 2020 angie would never

enjoy this 10k word unpolished monster. george rr martin and isayama plotting my murder as we speak

Chapter 1 of “‘Til the Walls will crumble and fall” now on AO3! who knows when we’ll see chapter 2 hahaha i just hope i come out of this year alive and with all four limbs and my head attached to my neck

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life update

i wish i could say things have been perfect, unfortunately they haven’t. while my dad is recovering well from heart surgery, another big issue has come up. i won’t go into detail, but he’s getting a biopsy in the next days, because a surgeon noticed something bad-looking in his mouth.

i’m just so tired. so, so, so tired. it’s been non-stop worrying sick and watching him go in and out of hospitals since april. i got over the stroke, i don’t think i can get over the possibility of “something”. it’s a whole new world.

i wanted to participate in LH week, but i’ve had 0 time recently to do anything. i still want to enjoy myself, for the sake of escapism, for the sake of building a community and not go insane, so i’ll post something i had in my drafts weeks ago. it’s not finished by any means, i did not want it to look like it’s going to look, but i’ll get back to it in the future.

i’ll dedicate a few hours to editing, and i’ll post.

much love. 💜

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life update!

so, my dad got heart surgery

it went very well, thankfully. his surgeon was incredible (even if communicating with him was,,,,meh. gotta love men not talking to me and my mama seriously bc we’re “nagging women” 🙄) and most importantly dad took the anesthesia extremely well. he was up and walking and getting dressed on his own by the next day, which is great. he did not vomit and he wasn’t even that tired post surgery. he had LAAC aka left atrial appendage closure, and he got this little implant that looks like a tiny umbrella, the same device used to close up PFOs.

he has been discharged and now he’s back home. the chances of another stroke should be super low as of now, with a closed appendage, two anticoagulants, and two antihypertensives. he is doing well, he is resting next to me atm. perhaps in the future we might consider surgery to remove his fibrillation, to further lower chances of strokes.

i guess for now i can say this chapter is closed and the nightmare is over. thank you so much for the supportive messages. i’m so grateful.

love you all 💜

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honestly it’s such a funny coincidence that whenever something catastrophically shitty happens in my life i gravitate towards this fandom

my grandma died in May 2020, a little after I tumbled into full levihan brainrot, made this blog and began posting my silly art

i went on hiatus both for an art block (caused by hate comments, i won’t lie) and for my studies, then i found myself running back here, with renewed brainrot, after my dad had a stroke

perhaps it is me trying to run away from real life and find shelter in this little bubble i created in this community, the friends i made, the content we share and the respect and praise we have for each other

still, i am so thankful for this fandom. maybe we can call it trauma-bonding haha but yeah

my dad is getting heart surgery to close up the area that likely caused the stroke, and it’ll be very very soon, perhaps even this weekend if we get called in, and i am terrified, though i can’t show it, i haven’t shed a tear since my birthday on April 13th, which is when my dad got the stroke (i know, great way to celebrate my birthday) and i must be “emotionless” for my dad because he is like an innocent child atm and i can’t scare him, but also for my mama because she is fragile and in pain and truly exhausted, and i must take away her burden and bear it myself, i can handle it, i am on autopilot

i am truly scared, but it will pass, life goes on, it’s silly of me to be scared of something before it even happens and i should not let my fears send my brain into a spiral of negativity and worst case scenarios

these are just my late night ramblings, sorry to bring negativity on your dashboards. just treating my blog like my personal diary heh

take care everyone, i love you and i am grateful you exist

angie 💜

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i’m gonna go ahead and consider my art block 3/4 broken hehe

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get fuckin REKT levi

(remake of THIS TWITTER POST)

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prev died her hair green and purple on September 5th 2020 🥀

@ma-chi1993

New REBLOG Game

Just fucking lie about the previous poster

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here we are with the nonsense if you want to read it. idk how to properly post the fanfiction link so i'm just putting it here and hoping for the best like.... boomerism at its finest, i guess.

[versione italiana qui per gli eventuali superstiti di questo fandom - crederci sempre, illudersi anche, arrendersi quasi mai]

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yall i can’t fucking wait to finish my fic yall have no idea. I’m rubbing my hands together like a mf fly mapping out the whole thing so that when i actually sit my ass down and write it’s gonna be a tiny bit easier on my brain but shchjsncdjdjdejdwfjd GUESS WHO’S COMING NEXT CHAPTERRRRR

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found the courage to peep the italian dub of s4 and obvi i went straight for The Scenes ykyk and uhmmm they translated the goodbye scene as “let’s dedicate our hearts” rather than “dedicate your heart”. I’ve been thinking about it and idk what to make of it. I think i kinda like it actually 👀 it certainly opens up a new way of interpreting these words imho

full dialogue was: “i know you understand me, Levi. Finally, my moment has come, after all this time. Now I only want to put on airs a bit with a spectacular departure. Let me do it, all right?” “Let’s dedicate our hearts” “it’s the first time i hear you saying that”

the forest scene was adapted as: “the two of us could live here together, what do you say, huh, Levi?” […] “if we keep on running away and hiding, what will we gain?” “damn you, so you were listening to me as i was speaking, earlier” […] “you’re not the type of person to stay still and sit on your hands without doing anything” “it’s true, i think you’re right, i can’t”

Hanji’s voice actor is amazing, i love her, she even voiced timmy turner ahhh my childhood <3 and her delivery was fantastic. Levi’s actor, eh, i didn’t really enjoy how he chose to deliver his lines. He has a really gruff voice, scratchy even (at times i’m like uhhhh PLEASE clear your throat <3 drink tea and honey <3 eat a balsamic pastille <3), and he sounded a bit angry imho rather than tired or emotional. The goodbye scene delivery was better though.

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revamped my clock app account let’s hope i don’t get swarmed by weirdos yelling about other ships this time around 🧎‍♀️‍➡️

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I’ve finished revising Chapter 2!

I see the light lmaooo you can give it a read HERE

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absolutely shitting myself @ that parade thing where matsuda ryo and tatemichi riona reenacted the iconic hairgrab lmaooo ☠️☠️☠️ they snorted that levihan cocaine before getting on that stage and i respect that well done

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my fav yapper x listener duo

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I got around to revising Chapter 1!

It’s been 4 whole years. Jesus I feel useless lmaooo

Manifesting I’ll be able to write a new chapter by the end if this year. I’ll do my best 🤞💜

Click here if you’d like to give it a read :D

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[awkwardly taps mic]

HELLOOOOO

HOW ARE YALL

MOOTS ARE YOU STILL HERE i am alive

life update: i knew i shouldn’t have made an ao3 account and started writing bc i fell victim to the curse! life has been insane! :DDD

i rescued three kitties, one of them died, my dad lost his job, became depressed AND had a stroke and now he’s getting heart surgery to fix what needs to be fixed, i am currently fighting for my life with a horribly itchy ringworm (thanks, stray cat i picked up to get spayed) and i’ve lost count of how many times i’ve been sick and had terrible breakdowns over the past year

but! I AM ALIVE YAYYYY

so how are yall. how are my levihans doin i’ve missed yall and our two old boomers. might be the ringworm’s cousin, but the levihan worm is definitely taking over my brain again.

i’ve decided that i’ll revise my fic. I’ll fix the chapters i’ve already posted, before getting ready to finish the brick that’s been sitting in my google docs for the past two years-ish. i must revise bc my prose gives me the shivers now re-reading it and shdhdhjsjdjd gotta FIX gotta rewrite gotta POLISH so uhhh even if it’s not much, it’s a baby step towards reviving this account. i really want to, i miss this fandom and i miss how happy it used to make me.

i’ll go for now. I’ll check in again soon. love you all 💜