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No medication has ever worked on me because i’m not suffering from a mental disorder i’m experiencing divine madness

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love is stored in the kitchen

perhaps the world ends here - joy harjo // the world unseen (2007) - dir. shamim sarif // text post - @jacebeleren​ // daidai’s kitchen - @pakchoys​ // text post - @bicarusgf​ // in the kitchen - helena janecic // letter to donald windham - tennessee williams // お仕事�� - @tomokohara​ // summer kitchen - donald hall // perhaps the world ends here - joy harjo

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i thought, for a long time, that i had to keep my passions private.

he didn't like the poetry. it would fly around in the bedroom with us. little words like gnats; all caught up in a smokescreen. i was used to this kind of thing - i would only enjoy my own writing with a flinch. i would apologize. i know, there's nothing real about an internet poet.

my friends didn't like to read anything i liked. they didn't like my music. they didn't like the way i sang or how i laughed or how i'd dress. i told myself this is normal - we all have different passions, after all. one thing is sweet to me, too-sour to another.

i didn't know. i thought friends were just mean sometimes, and you couldn't expect them to be excited. i thought love happened only half in the sunlight. shy about anything i liked. for a long time the people i met all loved the word "myopic". they refused to do anything without promising it was ironic.

i didn't know. it seemed easier, you know? to just hide all of it. it felt pathetic, begging people please just watch this. please read this. please try this. you'll like it, i know it.

my sister bought me house plants for the holiday. she doesn't keep them, she just knows i like them. my friend recently collected a list of 50 books with lgbt+ characters in them, ones where nobody dies in the end. she says she keeps an eye out for them, because i mentioned once i'd been looking to expand my list. the other day my roommate made me fish tacos even though he hates fish - he said i know you're having a hard day, and these are one of your favorites.

people don't have to "get it". but the good ones will try, anyway. the good ones will get excited with you. they buy you the concert tickets even though they don't know any of the music. they know all the actors of the show even though they don't have time to watch it. they ask you questions about the game even though they've never even seen the loading screen. they are happy that you are happy, and enjoying something harmlessly. they are just proud you are trying. particularly something creative - it is a dark world. to make something is powerful, and should be celebrated.

she holds my hand. she knows literally nothing about dnd, but lets me chatter about my new campaign for literally three hours, endlessly. in return, she and i discuss this anatomy book she's reading. i don't know half the words but i love that she finds it exciting. life in the sun like - oh, this is flying.

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I redid this older comic I made for my storytelling class based on this post. Have some cute wlw love in your day.

It’s hard, if I had more free time I could make it so pretty, this is what I could throw together for the assignment.

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being queer and seeing historical queer love is like a punch to the gut in a good way every time

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Ace culture is getting this in your fortune cookie

Image ID by @ironically-anticlimactic​ (please DM my main or @ me if you want the ID removed)

[ID a fortune cookie paper laying on a hard white surface reads “A good friendship is often more important than a passionate romance” End ID]

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Aversion to happiness, also called cherophobia is the extreme and irrational fear of gaiety or happiness because of the belief that when one becomes happy, a negative event will soon occur that will taint their happiness. Those who have this aren’t always sad, but they’re afraid to express happiness. Cherophobia may be caused by a past traumatic or negative experience.  It may also be caused by an intense fear of disappointment. 

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the tension between me and the mutual scrolling through tumblr at the same time

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Mark Hamill (@HamillHimself) is now on TikTok - and he shared his first clip…

This is my first (and possibly last) TikTok. Saga #1: The Attention Craving Canine  #TikTok

https://www.facebook.com/itsmarkhamill https://www.instagram.com/itsmarkhamill/

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baby youre so beautiful like a beautiful object of some sort

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THIS IS SUPER IMPORTANT!!! SPREAD THIS PLS!!!