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Highlight of my life when i’m in undergraduate school (lots of new experience)

Well hello again Tumblr! I can’t believe the last time I still surfing around this platform was in 2014? 2015? long time no see huh?

I don’t know where to start. There’s so many things happened to me the past few years. Okey let start from my undergraduate times. It’s quite hectic but I still able to enjoy the time hanging out with my friends in college, high school, and choir organization because i love to sing but i’m shy to sing alone sooo yeah. I was single at the time but I keep busy hanging out with all my friends and doing organization so I don’t have time to feel lonely hahaha. 

There’s nothing special between 2014 until early 2016. The good things started in the end of 2016. Back in 2016, I was even participating in choir competition in regional and international section. And we won! wow the hard works in 3 months has paid off.  5 months after that, I went to Bandung for study trip with my colleagues. You know how study trips are. More the fun than the study hahaha. 

1 month after that, I went to BTS Concert in Jakarta! wow it’s quite fun experience because I’ve never been attending kpop concert before, thus my first bias are SUJU and BIGBANG but i’ve never been come to one of their concerts haha poor me. The craziest thing about that are I did that just with one of my friend Dita. She was the want who persuaded me to watch that concert even though she just liked BTS 2 months before. Hahaha before that she was not even into kpop. People are so easy to falling in love sometimes. We travelling from Jogja to Jakarta by train at night to avoid spend another night at hotel haha we’re so thrifty that time. It was one of the best experience ever for me to watch and see the kpop artist in real life. It felt surreal seeing their glowing face and how white and smooth they are. 

A few days after that, I went to KOREA!!! KYAAAAAA that was the highlight of that year. My friends are so jealous at that time because they knew i was just watched kpop concert and then i went to their country like its not enough just watching them hahha. But i went there not because just an usual holiday, me and my family (-devan) and a few of my parent’s friends were attending the 4life Convention. It held every year in random country to celebrate their birthday or something. I was stay in Korea for a week i guess? whatever. I still can’t believe at that time, i’m in a country where i was always dream to come. I even know a few of their history and spoke a little bit of their language with the natives. Thus i just learned their language on my own by watching lots of kdrama and listening to their song all the time. I’m quite proud of my self hahha. It was another highlight of the year. 

1.5 month after that I did my campus program called KKN or some kind of community service program. The location i got was in Selo, Boyolali, Central Java. Thank God the elements or the vibe in that village was soooo damn cold even in the day time we have to wear jacket and socks to prevent the cold. But i love the weather so much. Even though i kept shivering when touch the water. But it was so refreshing. I prefer freezing than sweating. That was one of the best thing has happened in my KKN. Another good things were my unit members! we’re so get along together like we already knew each other for a long time and becoming like family. It also because we live together in one house so we met eerrrrday for one full month. The bonus were almost all the boys in my unit were handsome in my preference. Except for one, the oldest. I even got a boyfriend from there!. His name is Febiyanto. His Major was economic. He’s Javanese lives in Bekasi (Yes, we are having long distance relationship now). Febi and I are at the same year at college but I’m older at age. He is the maknae, the childish and the goofiest among us. He likes to tease me. It makes more obvious that he likes me a lot wkwk. He is the first to like me. And me? i’m trying to blending with everyone to live the fullest of my KKN lyfe hahaha. Fyi, I still having a relationship with him until now. We are in our 3rd year now (almost). This is the longest relationship i’ve been in to. We already met our eachother’s parent. I already went to his house while i’m having some business in Jakarta but he never went to my house yet. 

After KKN finished, we started doing our thesis. it’s hectic but relax at the same time. I have so many spare time but my head is full. But we enjoyed it. Febi and me help each other’s thesis. We spent almost of our time together because we have no classes to attend anymore. I often went to his place to play or pick him up because his place was nearer to the city than mine. He lived in a rented house together with his college friend so it’s quite safety for different gender like to play there. So on, in 2018, we graduated together in the same day yeeey. But the saddest part is he has to go back to his home in Bekasi and me too have to go back home to Pekanbaru :( and that’s when our long distance relationship and our new phase in life begin...

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First time covering korean song. Hope you enjoy it!

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Another pictures to sums up my great escape (2/2) (at South Korea)

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Won't thru college without them 💩 (at Dusun Bambu Family Leisure Park)

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Still can't move from last night vibe~ #THEWINGSTOUR (at Indonesia Convention Exhibition)

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ok then

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https://soundcloud.com/vanifadila/cover-starving-hailee-steinfeld-grey-feat-zedd

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My new sounds:

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My new sounds:

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jongin taking a selca

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“Gaza was bombarded with 273 airstrikes yesterday (8th July). That’s an average of 11 an hour. Gaza is about 25 miles long and 4 miles wide, with a population of 1.7 million crammed into that tiny space. It is under Israeli occupation and Israeli siege. Hospitals estimate they will run out of resources to treat the wounded in about two days. Electricity is intermittent. Gaza has no army, air force or navy. Israel is the fourth largest military power in the world. Resistance to occupation is allowed under international law. Israel’s occupation, siege and collective punishment of Gaza is not.”

—Palestine Solidarity Campaign UK

-May Allah end their pain and safeguard them always, and grant Jannatul Firdaus to those who have died on this massive attacks. May He give justice to the Muslims, ya Allah we call for your help, forgive the Muslims ya Allah, send out your Help just like how you have helped the Muslims during the battle of Badr!-

Amin Amin Amin

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I pray for a day when the children of Syria&Palestine wake up to the sound of birds and not bombs.

❤ (via hadeiadel)

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Faith in Humanity restored

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how chanyeol acts when he’s trying to be angry and sexy at the same time.

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Dear Kris,

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