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i feel like a little cat whenever he gives me kisses on my forehead =^_^=

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reputation

i feel so ,overwhelmed but ive got such great support behind me, i will be okay, i am loved, i am more than this

ive made it this far, i have made it past the plan, i am walking into this blindly..

but maybe that is what i needed, a fresh start

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its always when i only bring one book that i finish reading it and could use a second book

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wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling. wrote this instead of calling.

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Screaming

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TAYLOR SWIFT | "I Almost Do" The Eras Tour, Detroit Night 1

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lust & familiarity

well...

things are happening... things are getting so real

like, is this actually happening?

am i REALLY capable of doing this?

what if this is the wrong choice

but no, you are on the right path

this applys to many things

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its all hypothetical

new moon... fresh slate... i desire peace and i will do whatever it takes to protect my peace.

i want ot create but i cannot.. in a slump but also not.

its weird.

things might be getting better

or not

however i am making sure i am headed down the right path

i am no longer putting up w others bs

i will only do what serves me

i am so high its not even funny

high off an old ass burt ass bart.. now thats sad.. but i vneed to save money.. and i need to get a job and i need to get a place of my own

we need to ge out of thid mess..

we deserve to live in a safe drama free peaceful home..

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NEW YEAR'S DAY | TAYLOR SWIFT

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ive missed you…

suddenly those words came out of my mouth

but the funny thing is you missed me too

but have i missed you or have i missed YOU

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everyone knows im in over my head

wrote an emo ass rhing the other day.. emo ass poem. like who am i? 13? being emo again.

Day 28 - A picture of your favorite place in the world

yeaaaa you know

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you saw me start to believe for the first time

Day 27 - A picture of your favorite night

last night was all i needed to feel okay again, home is truly where the heart is. school is just temporary and thats okay, i will always have the homies waiting for me.

that reminds me of something someone said to me a few years ago.. actually many years ago lol -

“I too enjoy having friends still that I met when I was younger. It creates a true bond when you can traverse through life and step away from each other and feel safe returning to them”

specifically the last part, we both suck at communicating when im out of state but whenever i come back its like nothing changed

last night, all of yesterday really, was the best! but i have a feeling nov 22 is gonna become one of the best nights! i hope he can make it!

^ a draft from last wk

gonna do this shit again.. needing to write my thoughts out and I have this need to share w others...

things ive learned recently

hurt cannot exist w/o love

it was real and it still is

im so down bad...

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what am i what am i supposed to do.

stuck in the efffin loo. i fear..

back on here.. thats how u know I'm in the loop bad

well its funk, not the loop.............. yet! i hope it doesn't turn into the loop

i need august to slip away like a bottle of wine

i dunno in need to let thoughts out in a mysterious way

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bisexual? nah more like byesexual..

cant get anyone

but i dont take it personally

it hurts more than i thought.. am i allowed to cry? the feelings weren’t that deep anyway but it was just bad timing.

the first one made sense for me to be hurt but this..

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a crazy fucking video that just woahh. mind blown