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This is really hard for me to write. We have been through everything together. We met in college, stayed in contact after, and played everything together (Gta, Overwatch). He has gone quiet on me last month, I try to text him funny pictures or youtube videos every now and then. I check my friends list on Steam and I could not see his name. I searched and he removed me as a friend on steam and blocked me. I guess that explains why voicemail is forwarded for the past month (is that how you know your blocked on the phone?) I am heart broken, mix of emotions. Last month I made my Steam games list public, it was on private before. I always kept it locked so none of my friends would feel bad when I got a new game or a game on sale. Idk if he left because of that? I once had two friends since high school over to my house, showed them the basement I helped redo with my father. Two weeks later they ghosted me on Facebook and gone forever. That's why I was afraid to show what games I had so I would not loose anymore friends. And it happened.

I don't know why he would leave without saying goodbye. We were ride and die together. I had 599 steam points and gave his profile a heart. I used my last points on him. I finally made a tumblr and tried following him, but his messages are locked or he only responds to people who he follows. I made a few posts on my tumblr for him to see, idk if he will respond.

I literally have no one now. The only other friend I have is from high school and he has difficulty with memory from a motorcycle accident (physical and mental). I love him to death but sometimes he has the same conversation with me and forgets that he told me that like 100 times. I always listen thou, and try to tell him politely on the third time we speak like we already spoke about this like 3 times.

I am heart broken. Worst week yet. Other than being scammed like two days ago. Someone called from a government number saying that I have been charged with a crime and if I don't pay the fine they will arrest me. My dumb butt believed it, withdrew cash, went to deposit it at an atm. I realized it was a scam when it showed a personal gmail account, and they emailed me paper work from a .com email instead of a .gov or .org email address (plus I found out the gov never calls you about paying a fine in order to avoid being arrested). The city is aware of this scam going on thou.

I may have lost $1000 in the span of an hour, but I lost my best friend of like 10 years too.

Im just looking for some love and support. New friends and feedback on how to continue on from loosing a best friend.

Thank you all for understanding.

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I gave your profile on Steam a heart. I used some of my last steam points on you. Sam please.

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Sam I check my phone everyday for you. I care about you. You were like a brother to me.

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Sam you were my best friend, my only friend. I don't have anyone else. Please Sam.

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After everything we been through in college, gta, overwatch? We have known each other for like 10 years. Ride and die together right? Please Sam. I don't want to beg on the internet. I don't know how to use this.

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Sam, please respond to me. Is our friendship over? I am sorry if I said anything. Can you at least let me know instead of leaving me behind?