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I feel like a fucking NPC. I’m trying so hard to not spiral right now but it’s 8am and I’m already thinking about suicide because everything is so fucked. Why do I bother doing anything when my voice doesn’t matter.
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you can't expect someone who grew up ostracized to behave like someone who grew up loved.
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Update. Took one (1) Benadryl at work for the intended purpose of allergy relief and I did not get sleepy but I had such bad brain fog I could barely form a sentence
I don’t want to do Benadryl but I do want to trip so hard I forget all sense of self and time and I just stare vacantly into the void for a few hours
And I really want to go to sleep
Do you see my problem??
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you can’t be surprised that your coffee got cold after you leave it aside waiting for a long time. this post is not about coffee by the way
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communication is never hard for someone that actually wants you
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I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left things at hello. Because I rearranged my life to fit into yours and that's where I went wrong. Now I have to rearrange my life again and find a new future without you. And that's the hardest part of losing you.
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Give yourself permission to walk away from anyone who half loves you.
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One step forward and ten steps back. Like. What if I actually just fucking killed myself. Then what. They won’t be able to do shit to me.
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Genuinely contemplating killing myself rn. Like actually.
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I miss my wings.
I miss flying.
I miss my family.
I miss the sky.
I miss sleeping and waking up to clouds in my face.
I miss the constant warmth from my fire.
I miss my scales.
I miss my powerful body.
I miss being free.
#fictive#introject#dragonkin#dovah kin#actually osdd#actually traumagenic#actually did#did/osdd#fictive alter#introject alter
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Coming to terms with the fact that who I am currently and presently is *mostly* an introject fused with a portion of the OG host has been like crazy stupid fucking hard. Especially when I get memories and I just.
Get sad.
#there’s also the craving raw meat constantly but I don’t wanna talk about that#actually osdd#actually did#introject#fictive#did/osdd#don’t be a dick or ill bite you
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