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I should be doing my assignments *sigh*

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Entry 1

No one appreciates me

If there’s someone,

I can’t feel it

Maybe i’m just to dense to realized it

But I feel like i’m alone

In this world full of lies

Where rainbows and butterflies don’t exist

Our life is in between the lines of White and Black

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Confused? 1.1

I wanna achieve something in life

But I don’t know what that is...

I have a dream

But I don’t have a dream that makes me get up and pursue it

Let’s just say i’m a little bit hopeless

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CONFUSED?

I just wanna sit all day doing nothing

I’m tired with everything

I treasure my life

But sometimes I feel like there’s no point of being alive

Even though my parents are my strength

That strength get weak sometimes

And I don’t know what to do 

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boi got me off guard pt. 5

HAHAHA I WAS LOOKING FOR THAT FRIEND OF HIS WHEN I WOKE UP SINCE THERE’S NO SHT FOLLOWING MY COUSIN AROUND LOL THEN UNTIL THE PARTY STARTED AND ENDED, HE WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. BOI MAYBE HE WENT HOME AND HAVEN’T WOKEN UP BECAUSE OF DRINKING. 

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boi you got me off guard pt.4

well this the part where my cousin got a little irritated of his friends doing. so he shut him up by saying that “ his mom and dad is going to be here tomorrow, so keep your cool.” lol dude looked at me and asked “ so you really don’t want to?” and I just laughed at him and shook my head. idk but he just went beside my cousin on the table and lie there like sleeping lol

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boi you got me off guard pt. 3

He continued on asking me until my cousin came back, tho that dude moved away, he kept on winking on me (like wth) every time I looked at him. My cousin and I got the usual conversation where he dissed me and I dissed him. But that friend of his got a little bolder idk why.... but he bluntly asked for my number in front of my cousin then my cousin just sit there drinking then dude asked another question like what school did I attended to etc... until his question kept on repeating, he even had the hots to went back to where he stood earlier near me when my cousin went to get a drink. He then again asked for my number, when I told him again that I don’t want, he shoved his phone to me and told me to just input it their but then I declined, then he asked for my friends number instead like dude i’m not gonna sell my friends phone number to you. 

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boi you got me off guard pt. 2

*non verbatim*

Him: what’s your number?

Me: 61 /insertlaughthere/

Him: come on! your number. +10...

Me: so it’s +10123456789

Him: that’s not it, come on

Me: what are you going to do with my number?

Him: just give me your number (he’s not answering my question for pete sake lol)

Me: I don’t want to

tbc...

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boi you got me off guard

Yesterday we were preparing for my cousin’s 7th birthday. My older cousin brought his classmate/close friend with him. They were drinking and such until some time in the midnight where it is the only two of them (my cousin and his friend) were left doing shots. I can say that both of them were already tipsy from drinking. Then when everyone was asleep (except me, cousin, his friend, and the cook) that friend of his (gosh idek his name to begin with) came up to me when my cousin was doing something with the cook, he started friendly like calling my name to asking the time. Then suddenly I don’t know if he was being bold (maybe the effect of liquor), he went basically to where I was sitting (w/c was on the top of the table) then he asked me what’s my number, and I thought he was just being playful since he saw me and my cousin dissing each other playfully, so I answered him “5″ ..... tbc

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She is at a place in her life where peace is her priority and negativity cannot exist.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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it’s just that i’m confused

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I LOVE MY PARENTS

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I just want them to open it up to me first before anyone else

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I wish they would take me seriously, I’m a grown up already :(

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I JUST DON’T TRUST THEM WITH THOSE MATTER

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Confused

I again really want to have a debut party but having the thought of making my parents spending a lot of money, it bothers me. Although some of my friends said that it is just a one time thing and will be very memorable but then i just don’t really understand what i’m feeling.

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troubled

I just don’t know but I think my mom isn’t taking me so seriously. It’s just i’m asking her about if I want to hold a debut party how much will she willingly spend for it. Then she just answered like 50$, idk but the way she said it like she’s mocking me or something. I don’t want to be offended or to hold grudges but i’m having this mixed feelings right now.