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I want you to be here forever (johnny)part 1

Guys read at your own cz i nearly cried when i wrote the whole story but here it's ch 1.and yeah it also contains some serious kind of deaths that you forsure gonna hate but please i want be loved *based on the story that runs in my head 24/7* Today was the day  when you have to start a new life , a new house , a new environment and new friends but is that what you want? Absolutely NO "Honey can you help me with this box ? "You mom said "Hmm yeah sure " you replied sweetly"Mom are we going to live here forever cuz i don't wanna live here at the first place " "Why honey?what's wrong here?"your mom was confused and wanted to know the reason why you don't wanna live here "Nothing , I'm just a little scared " you said while trying to adjust yourself in this strange environment "I'm listening "your mom said while try to call her Friend alexa for help "Can't you see?just look" You were just about to tell her the reason but start talking to alexa on phone but you completed the sentence mumbling "at the jungle  just behind our house"and leave the sentence hanging here The winds starts to run really fast and spreading all the strange memories with it *all i want is you to be here forever and ever * This was the sentence your heard from the car that just had passed in front of you "Sorry honey! So what are you saying? Your mom asked you "Nothing special" *two months later , at the dinner table * "Honey let's go for a walk!what do you think?"she said while getting up and ready "Ofcourse " you said *during walk* "Honey" "Yeah" "Take care of yourself" "What?"and before you can say anything else a car came and crashed your mom *after two weeks when you are ready to continue your life * What did she do that? What does she leaved you here in a new environment that you already hated? All these questions are running in your head still "Y/N you don't need to go there , pls stay with me and i try my best and take care of you just like your mother"alexa said already trying to contain her tears but failing miserably "No aunt alexa , I'm fine and I'm already feeling a burden on you , please i really wanna do that"you said while smiling only from outside "It's ok if this what you want"she said smilimg You smiled back *home* You were walking in your house and realizing how much it hurts when you are feeling really hard *door cracked* You suddenly saw back and it was nothing *kitchen at night* *all i want is you to be here forever and ever* This was the fourth time you heard that line and it was killing you This time this voice came from the garden behind your house which leads to the jungle You follow the voice and opened the back door of your house The second you opened the door the wind start to run as fast as possible and there you saw a tall man standing in between two trees which starts the jungle "All i want is you to be here forever and ever" You heard that again and shut the door and run to your room while nearly scred to death and just about to cry but the night somehow passed

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Don't worry(yuta)

You opened your eyes to your bright bedroom, wide awake. The curtains were drawn back and were billowing against the wind from the half-opened window. Rays of sunlight were piercing through tiny openings of the partition. You smiled and start yawning until you hear your boyfriend screaming out of the room.you were surprised cz you never saw him or hear him shouting like this.you get out of the bed and start following the voice of your husband. "Who are you to tell me?" "Don't even dare to think of it" "I'll kill all of you guys" "Yuta~" you said innocently He turned to see you and you saw tears in his eyes He starts to hangup the phone "Why are you up?You should sleep and our baby wants to sleep more"he said while rubbing your stomach and giving you a kiss You are 8 months pregnant "Why were you screaming and yelling at the phone ✆?"you said softly "No it's nothing just forgot..my clients are dumbass"he replied while try not to cry but failing "YUTA"you said a little loud to make sure he hears you clearly "We both kbow it's a lie.....tell me what is it?"you ask a little bit frustrated for not telling you the truth...you cup his face and kiss him passionately.. "Let me know"you said He was losing his shit and he starts to cry in your arms...*loud* You never saw him like this before cz he was so playful and just too happy to cry You just let him hug you and just comfort hima nd kiss his neck After crying for 3 minutes He finally stopped and take your hand and lead you to couch with him You wait for his statement and he finally spoke out of his mouth "I'm sorry it's all my fault"all he said is this and starts crying again but this time you cup his face and force him to tell you what if it and comforting him that nothing is wrong and nothing is your fault while not even knowing on what thing he is so sorry about The baby..i ruined his life......the doctor.., said  that the baby is...,not in a living condition and maybe during giving berth he'll die on the spot and if .. If he can survive he'll be a really sensitive and special kid You were shocked by his statement and was about to cry but you didn't cz there was something that is not letting you cry and giving you comfort and after a minute yoy said to yuta that everything is going to alright... "If he died ...so what...we both will know that he's in a better place and if he survive we will take care of him as much as we can....everything would be alllright and stop blaming it to yourself .. If this what God wants... We are really happy..everything happens for good" "And kiss him everyday so the baby knows that he's been loved" You were happy that he is back to his normal life and you can't take your shit together so you just hold his hands and kiss him.. The kiss was getting dirtier and who conplains but yuta stopped and said "It's not good for my baby (well it a lie .. Lol)" You roll your eyes and throw him away so you dan go to hv your beautiful breakfast ________________            PARENTING A SPECIAL NEEDS CHILDREN            ISN'T FOR THE FAINT OF HEART ♥             IT REQUIRES A HEART THAT'S CAPABLE OF            CONTAING ALL THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS            THAT COMES WITH HIS SPECIAL ROLE

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Dating would include with johnny

Let's start ( savage johnny) •honestly idk much about him even he's my UB •hes pretty hot no damn hot •he own a thousands of faces behind one hot face •but i can see caring for you so much and asking to take your madcine when your sick and not leaving you for sec •"Johnny are you alright?" "Yeah! Why?" "I know you wanna go to bathroom" "No I'm ok" "Cmon I'm good now,.,gooo" "But,.amm!" "I said go" *run like the wind" •kiss you even when your burning "Johnny you gonna be so sick!stop kissing me" "Who cares!" •he can be a baby sometimes but only sometimes • he's incharge of wild and sexy in nct(got7 got jackson lol) •your first time with him was just like a dream(ofc ur a vargin) •he likes to hold you close to him •"can i kiss you babe" "No" "*kiss*" • he's just playing lol...he'll never ask you for the permission •my family says that i can read peoples face..(more than a normal perso  does)idk it's true but i always just guess but it's always true So maybe i am •ask you so many questions about everything •your the main model of "johnny station fashion evaluation"lol •"you should wear this" "No it's wierd" "I'll wear this one" "No wear this" "No" "yes" "No" "Yes" "No" "Yes" X200000 "Ok fine I'm wearing yours one" "Oh thank you jagi" "I hate you" "I love you too" •back hugs •kisses especially on the neck •moans on the track 😵🔫 He's so cute •ok..gotta study...bye I'll write morecz he deserves

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Dating would include with RenJun

Omg it's all what i want to say about renjun but let's kinda paraphrase those lyrics Even if I don’t dance at the club My heart is dancing with you I still don’t know what it feels like to get tipsy But I think I’m drunk with you Wherever I am, even if I’m dreaming To me, it’s only you I’ll swear upon the rest of my life There won’t be another you, you’re my last You you it’s you you girl It’s getting more and more clear I don’t wanna think about this any longer No more other waiting It’s just you, all I want is you you you I look front and back, left and right But when it comes to you There’s no exit, there’s no exit I look around, front and back, left and right I try to find the entrance But I can’t find the way back I’m trapped in you Wherever I am, even if I’m dreaming To me, it’s only you I’ll swear upon the rest of my life There won’t be another you, you’re my last (You’re my last) You’re my last first love PARAPHRASE LOL •i think he's the kindest, sweetest from all •he just wants to see you happy and honestly you his first (probably last too)cz he never had a girlfriend (he's says this in a interview) •first kiss with him would be lovely but just kinda peck cz he's goddamn shy •in his dreams , reality ,your the one • he'll promise you that he will never gonna hurt you and there won't be another one • he's totally trapped in you and he's not even complaining.. •he is drunk on you •dont kiss him in the middle of the conversation cz he hates but not gonna mad at you of not •but kidd him when he's done cz i know you can't stand his cutness •kiss him if you want him to wake up •kim him if you think he deserve •kiss him if just want to •kiss him when he's angry (don't worry ur not the reason) •dude kiss him from me cz i want too...he's my ub •hugs •bear hugs are in fashion between you guys •but back hugs can't be ignored •"renjun~ah??!" •"yes y/n" •"stop calling me y/n...i want you to call me baobei,babe,baby,honey,jagi etc" •*smirks**come close you**inches away* *kiss you*(full of passion)"ok babe" •ahhhhhhhhhhh he did that...once in life time(sorry not sorry) •I'm dead guys...i think it's enough to explain him

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Dating would include with Taeyong

• taeyong is like, lowkey (HIGHKEY VERY) protective over you • especially with the members • he won’t even share you w the younger baby rookies • “jaem-” • “hyung-” • “jaemin don’t… don’t touch her” and he whines • “hyung…hyung i high fived her” • “i…knew that ok that’s ok.”  • he’s kind of… ok he’s not over protective and stops you from meeting people or hugging people but honestly he’s like “…,,,, why’d u hug that guy there” • “taeyong that’s my cousin. and he’s 4. 4 years old. and 3 months.” • “he’s SO CUTE OH MY GOSH THAT’S SO adorable. can we take a selfie w him”  •hot makeout sessions (no doubt bae) •indoor games,dates •very possessive. No wait very very very possessive over you •only shows you the sweet side of him...only you •daydream about you 24/7 •helps you nomatter what(studies etc) •piggyback rides(for u ofc lol) •no such things as lies between you guys •i swear he's the "boyfriend material" •"i love u"you "I love u more"him "I love u more than this world"you "I love you more than this universe"him *just quit girl , you can't win* •love u more than anything and he mean those words lol •taking care of 16 boys and not complaing. •ur their mother(ur caring that's why..not like me) •kiss you as much as possible •eyes,nose,lips,neck,jawline, forehead,hands,cheeks (hope u understand what's next lol) •ohhh God he's so sweet.. •fun time, love time,cuddle time,prank time,kiss time,sexy time •your his first and last      *NEON NAYE NAYE MAJIMAK         NAE MAJIMAK CHEOTSARANG* •cheesy pickup lines •pranked by haechan 24/7 •love him,he'll love more than ur thought's •get married , have babies and live ur life

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NCT DREAM WHEN YOU KISS THEM OUT OF BLUE

Mark: *shy* he was talking about his day and you suddenly kiss him on the lips...first he'll be shocked but after 3 sec for he'll be all pouty and "am i that boring?" And you are dying for his poutyness and cuteness and kiss him again .. Hut this he'll kiss back and hold your cheeks Jeno: *shocked* *wide eyes* *after a sec* *smile* *look into your eyes* *after 20 sec* *come close to you * *kiss you on the cheek* *stares again* *kiss you on the lips* Jaemin: Similar to mark...but he'll not gonna be shy .. He'll just grins .. And when you kiss him again due to his hot actions...he'll hold you cheeks and kiss you back.. Donghyuk: he's so hella cute and hot at the same time....but here *hot donghyuk activated* when you kiss him....in 1sec he'll be shocked .. And when the other sec started hes holding you close ..after the kiss " i know you can't resist " Renjun: Poor baby is so shocked now...he even forget what he was talking about and innocently ask you "what am i talking about?"at this i bet you can't resist him and kiss him again but i don't think so he'll kiss back cz he's so busy trying to remember how to breathe.. Chenle: China star is so cute all he did before the kiss and after the kiss is a smile😁😁😁 Jisung: Idk how he'll react Shy or not But i think he'll be shy when you kiss him put of blue but if the kiss was on purpose he'll smile in the kiss and after that ask you.if you like it?

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DATING WOULD INCLUDE (CHENLE)

Mork hyung ! Would you please help me confessing y/n tonight?“ - he don’t have regrets -but when the night came,he’ll be shivering (God knows from cold or from your presence) -"chenle!are you ok?” -“yeah,why what happened” -“nothing it’s just your really being wierd sice I’m here” -“y/n i wanted to tell you something” -“yes! *eye to eye* -"ammm nothing” (Let’s try again) “Amm y/n your beautiful” “*shy*thanks” “Your too beautiful to handle” “Handle*laughs*thanks your cute too” *come close to you* *still not in eye contact* *3inches away* *ready to kiss* *just wait* “It’s chocolate on your lips” *removes it with hands* *you were like WTF* Wwwwwwaaaaaallllllllllkkkkkk *you can’t control anymore* Girl ’ please i think you should make the first move ’ *take his hand* *the sec he saw in the eyes* *💋*(lol😂) CONGRATS YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP NOW WOOOOO HOOOOOO Dabbing 24/7 -cuddle as much as you guys can -but not in front of anyone -or else he’ll he red and so as you -he’s cute/handsome/whippersnapper/hot at the same time -he knows everything about you and vise versa -he wants you to know that he loves you so he’ll backhug you or hug you every 5 minutes -your guys first kiss was very beautiful and the type everyone wants -not a peck,a long one (time recorded:2minute) -“hi love of my life!! Wassup” “amm not love of my life i mean y/n , yeah y/n !!*shy**laugh*” -he’ll tell you everyday that he loves you and will give you as much time as he can" “Y/n you know your lucky” “Ahh and why is that so? ”*wide eyes**stare*stands**open arms* cz you have this guy , the guy who was a trainee of only two months and xx I’M THE CHINA STAR “ *sits**take a deep breath* "That’s why” U guys are perfect for eachother and eveyone wants a relationship like you guys have He loves you so much and also he’s so innocent so please just don’t argue on anything…

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NCT U REACTION TO your FRIEND (BOY) and ofc (JEALOUS)

Taeyong: Taeyong is protective over u but he trusts u with all his heart…yeah he will be jealous internally but didn’t let anyone know that he’s jealous…

Ten: He will bring the topic later .. But on that time he will ignore it by knowing that ur his and he is urs…

Taeil: That poor is already nervous over everything and still he is … But if u calm his nerves … By kissing him or hugging him or doing anything like that….he will be a bit ok…

Jaehyun: He’s cute but he will feel jealous and will show up….he’s not the type to just watch and do nothing…he takes you to the corner and kiss u hardly but not long and tell you that please just stay a little bit away from him..(100000 metres)

Doyoung: He’ll be like jaehyun….but also like taeyong cz he trusts u…..but he also wants everyone to know that ur his..

Mark: He will be a little jealous but not like jaehyun … He is cute in his own way..and like taeil…you have to make him sure that ur not gonna leave him soon…

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Nct dream reaction to their first kiss with you

Mark: He'll chuckle after the kiss and totally was expecting that you like...no love it And maybe he'll ask you about it and when you smile cz you were embarrassed or shy ... He'll just agree and nod his head and hold your hand and start walking down the street Jeno: He'll be shy but he's a grown man so he will be a proud man and kiss you again to make sure that ypur his ... He want to hug you on that time when you were shy but he ended up being dumb But you know that he's confused and shy but don't want to show it..so you gather up all the courage and kiss him on lips again(3times omg) Donghyuk: Sooooo??you like it*confidentiality* But was shivering Before you can ans of even nodd you head yes "Ohh wait i know you like it....i mean ofc you like it ... It's me LEE DONGHYUK... And u smack him on the chest and hug him cz you can't just resist He was shocked for a mini sec but hug you back and right after that you guts share your first "I LOVE YOU" renjun: Aww this baby is sooo shy but noo he's shy And so were you After 30 minutes of a 3sec kiss u guys gather courage to talk "Amn i think it's late now i should take you home now" Ohshwgsvw ohh ok i think that to" You were so confused thaf you start walking all by yourself Renjun laughs and run toward you and take your hand "I said I'll take you home" Jaemin:(get welk soon nana) He's confident and have courage He'll kiss you and then meet his own forehead to yours "I love you babe"(0mg too confident) Chenle: He'll be like (confused, cute,crying,shivering, confident, full of courage, shy baby,clingy,awkward) all at the same time But he'll somehow manage everything Bcz ohh crap HE'S THE CHINA STAR JISUNG: he'll be shy like renjun , more than renjun cz atleast renjun take your hand at the end...he'll be soooooooooooooooooooooooo Shy... All i can say is he's so cute and shy baby