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One day i will get myself together and write a long post about TLOVM season 3 cause i have Opinions and Thoughts but general i was kinda disappointed with this season and i think it could've been better

But for now i'll just say one thing: i really miss the friendship between Percy and Keyleth. In the campaign they're literally best friends. In TLOVM they barely interact. I really don't get it. Why did they think it wasn't important enough to include.

And in general platonic relationships (aside from family ones, like the twins and Scanlan and his daughter) get little to no screentime in TLOVM and it frustrates me. No hate but like... Vox Machina is not just "3 couples and Grog"

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11.11

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thinking about how keeper yennen obviously knew percy well from his childhood. since whitestone is a very religious community, its very likely percys family was active within their churches/temples (i cant recall the specifics of the way their religion works so forgive me for inaccuracies). likely went to each service, prayed before dinner, often went to keeper yennen when they were troubled. but when we see percy at the beginning of the series, before we know all he went through, he is almost disgusted by religion and complains about how he dislikes traveling with holy people. after his family was slaughtered he likely lost his faith. do you think they prayed before the dinner they were slaughtered?? his mother thanking the gods for their meal moments before a blade was stabbed through her throat??? do you think percy prayed to god in the moments he witnessed the arrows impale those he loved most, as he watched the knives slash at the flesh of his family??? do you think he gave up on god as he and his sister were tortured??? do you think he cursed god as he watched his sister bleed out in the snow, as he jumped off that cliff into the waves below and spent every day after that alone???

do you think during his time living on the streets, he attended services at local churches just to be able to have shelter and a meal? and he couldnt listen to a single word of the service without a bitter taste on his tongue. without a voice of anger in the back of his mind spitting venom about false gods and how they do not care what happens to their devoted followers. do you think orthax chimes in every once in a while? a mere whisper in his ear, a scoff at the hypocrisy of religion. or do you think when holy people saw him on the street and tried to usher him inside and offer him meals, he denied them. a cold, dead stare at the welcoming gestures and recited prayers about how the gods love him and wish him well. thats all he gives them before he leaves, turning his back on religion once again.

"dear percival, what have you become?" "i am what they made me" smth smth he was never made in gods image and he refutes that fact. he is the result of all those who hurt him most and he will weild the gun in seek of justice/vengeance long before he prays to the gods in seek of forgiveness.

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phoenix and miles as valjean and javert bc @frankierotwinkdeath’s ideas refuse to stop haunting me

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“phoenix wright was in legally blonde” headcanons are old and tired. let me introduce you to my NEW and WORSE headcanon about which fictional stage lawyer he ACTUALLY played

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found long forgotten sketch of sleeping Percy and decided it's time to colour this pretty boy

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Stargate, 1994.

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tfw

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(one is canon version and one is canon TO ME version)

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It's sacrilege, sacrilege, sacrilege, you say (And I plead and I pray)

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Toward new memories

(link click audiodrama fan animation)

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magneto: how do you have so much faith in humans to do the right thing when they have proven you wrong time and time again?

the humble charles xavier:

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I am loving this little series so more lgbtq+ pride, the demisexuals love Poe ❤️

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The aroaces love ranpo!! :D

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just Dazai and a bunch of cats under the rain

i was just sketching two days ago and this came out no idea why

fogive my horrible cat-drawing skills please