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existential-bisis · 3 days ago
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Hello, Camden!
*spoilers ahead..kinda..*
It's going to be Camden Casey's character analysis from his three episode arc. This is part 1..
Casey's character is everything that people of Station 42 aren't with his rebellious Dodgers jacket, shorts and flip flops. He gives the vibe of someone looking to stir trouble in Edgewater. When Diego's buddies come for Bode, Jake tries to diffuse the situation but Camden goes on seeking the trouble out as a flying flip flop makes a good aim for that bully's face. What follows next is an action sequence with Camden, now bare feet, fighting of the trouble makers without breaking a sweat (sweet Jaysus that was hot). Oh! And I'm guessing the throw of salt and pepper was tribute to Supernatural!
During the plan rescue scene, we see Camden taking charge of the situation and his cadet, pushing him harder. Bode of course doesn't disappoint. Camden's recklessness and reluctance for following procedure is reinforced leaving Jake troubled by his methods.
Back at station 42, that idiot vaper accidentally sets fire to somebody's suitcase, endangering the fire station. Once again, Camden tries to douse the fire with water but the chemical compounds in it risk further danger. For a minute it seems like Camden acted without a thought but the next minute, he gathers himself and suggests taking the pallet outside and letting it burn.
Though Camden comes across as someone impulsive, what I love is why he is like that. That little emotional backstory for Camden is a wonderful addition to his character. It also goes to show his honesty.
In his brief interaction with Bode, he promises Bode to help him become a good firefighter and that's what I love the most about Casey. Unlike Jake, who is too hard on Bode, restricting him from giving his best, Camden Casey seems to be opposite, willing to let Bode shine.
I disagree with Sharon. I don't think Camden is a sociopath but damn it would be fun to see these two characters share a scene. The job showed him that sometimes trusting your gut over a process can save a lot more lives. Although, i wonder if Camden fighting Diego's buddies is going come bite him in the ass. Last time a firefighter punched someone, albeit a Chief, they landed in three rock. Looking at you, Manny Perez. So I don't know if that's going to go sour for him.
Now that we have talked about the Camden's part in the episode, i just wanna say I'm super thrilled to see what more Camden brings to the story. I want to see him interacting a lot more with Bode and even three rock inmates for that matter. I'm excited to get to know his character deeper, see what makes him tick. His interaction with Gabriela may be an interesting one especially if he feels she is a distraction for Bode. Audrey has Camden's temperament so, that's another duo i'd like to see.
One of the things that I noticed as have others, is that Camden is seen wearing a wedding band. I don't know if that's Jared's real band or not but if it's a character thing, it would be amazing to see if there's another backstory there. Maybe, his wife died with the 10 crew members?? I don't know but it will be nice to explore that!
A three episode arc may not cover all of it, but I hope they give us something to hold onto so that I'd excited for a potential spin off focusing on Camden.
No doubt Jared did a great job with this character, his body language is a lot more arrogant in this which I loooove. I think he opted to give Camden a deeper voice and I'm enjoying that. It's refreshing to see him play a character that's not afraid to stand his ground and let loose the inner rebel.
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existential-bisis · 6 days ago
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I love artificial sweeteners I love aspartame I don't even give a damn if this shit gives me turbo cancer
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existential-bisis · 6 days ago
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The only thing worth paying for blaze for
Just had onceler selfship art blazed on my dash
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existential-bisis · 7 days ago
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existential-bisis · 15 days ago
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owen had beef with a BIRD tk has every reason to doubt he's able to take the high road
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existential-bisis · 15 days ago
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no joke i love that tommy is a stubborn cuss whose first impulse when confronted with scary things is to DENY DENY DENY until her feelings boil over into either vengeance or acceptance. and she is ALSO steady and mature and thoughtful and kind! she contains multitudes! but she is NOT some saintly matronly presence who always knows just how to handle things. if she's not poisoning a pre-teen or fucking her brother in law, she's spending an entire DAY ignoring the fact that her husband is dead, or making her lieutenant a terrified sole confidant to her life-altering news, and yet she always learns and grows and loves her away out of it and pays her hard-won wisdom forward and that's really meaningful to me
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existential-bisis · 16 days ago
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any trans person reading this I love you
any woman reading this I love you
any poc minority reading this I love you
any queer person reading this I love you
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no matter how many trolls or trumpies come in my comments and spew their nonsense I will keep saying it over and over and over again no matter how many times to show them I will not change. I will never choose violence or hate ever.
any disabled person reading this I love you
any person out of country that wished they could desperately help I love you
Any parents of a queer child who did everything they deemed “right” to protect their child and still feel as though they failed I love you
any person on the spectrum I love you
Any SA survivors I love you
Any person that needs life threatening healthcare and can’t afford it I love you
Any diabetic person I love you
I don’t know you. But I love you. I will always choose love that’s not a bad thing nor will I ever feel bad about choosing it
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existential-bisis · 16 days ago
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I hope its okay to send this here I just REALLY need to vent for a second
how many times do we need to hear Eddie and/or Ryan say that Eddie Diaz is a Straight Man before the "ooh Eddie coming out arc" comments fucking STOP.
I'm so completely serious rn I am so over it. its not cute or funny or quirky anymore it's fucking ANNOYING
I just saw a post that I agreed with, that I really enjoyed, until "Eddie's coming out arc will include Buck" SHUT UPPPPP no it won't because there IS NO COMING OUT ARC. read the room. watch the fucking show. read the interviews. EDDIE IS STRAIGHT in the eyes of the narrative.
"well so was Buck until--" BUCK is not EDDIE. hope this helps.
I mean, talk about delusional.
There’s something to be said about how the loudest most awful fans are just completely divorced from reality. If they were just saying, y’know, Eddie will always be gay in their hearts and in their fanfiction, that’s totally fair. Pretending it’s going to ever be canon is just mass hallucinating in the doomsday cult bathroom at this point. But whatever. Tbh I don’t see these people and I really don’t care 90% of the time. It’s not illegal to be stupid.
Frankly what makes them think 911 would do any better with Gay Eddie anyway? 😂 best they can hope for is a one-sided crush from Buck that makes things really awkward until he gets over it, but I’m sure they don’t mind because in their eyes Eddie is the only lovable creature on earth.
It’ll be fun when Eddie falls in love with Athena’s trainee and sets up a nice hetero firefighter/cop household at the end of the series.
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existential-bisis · 21 days ago
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If you voted for Trump tonight, make sure to explain to your gay, trans, female, black, Latina/o, and Muslim friends why they don’t matter to you.
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existential-bisis · 21 days ago
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💙 USA 💙
national suicide prevention
national domestic violence hotline
national sexual abuse hotline
trans lifeline and resources
💙INTERNATIONAL💙
list of suicide hotlines by country
domestic violence hotlines and resources by country
sexual (+ domestic) abuse agencies by country
international trans resources
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existential-bisis · 21 days ago
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To all the trans people who see this tonight, no matter what happens, we will survive. Trans people will still be here 4 years from now and 10 years from now and 100 years from now and tomorrow. We have always existed and we always will. The world cannot unlearn about us; we are too public, too loud, too beloved, too present. Ill be here tomorrow. Please stay here with me.
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existential-bisis · 22 days ago
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The further west it goes the bluer it will be.
The further west it goes the bluer it will be.
The further west it goes the bluer it will be.
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existential-bisis · 22 days ago
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🎶 I'm dreaming of a white Christmas blue Texas 🎶
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existential-bisis · 22 days ago
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ok this is it. polls are closing soon. this is going to be a close election. if polls are still open where you are it is imperative that you get out and vote. as long as you are in line by the time polls close you can vote so get in line and STAY in line because we need every vote. if trump wins it will be a disaster for the US and for the world. trump will wreck the economy, raise taxes and turn the us into a fascist country. when he says he wants to go back to how things were in the 1790s when women couldn't vote and slavery was legal BELIEVE HIM. it's not too late. vote to save lives.
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existential-bisis · 22 days ago
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It’s so hard to be a blue dot warrior in a red army wave but I’m holding strong (I’m about to throw up)
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existential-bisis · 22 days ago
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Okay election results will be coming out, eventually at least, so let’s talk about the procedure if trump wins. Firstly, as a queer person, at least for now, you aren’t queer. You’re straight, all your friends are straight, you’re not trans, none of your friends are trans. You aren’t leftist or even moderate. This is the only way to keep yourself and friends safe, especially if trump does everything he’s promised. Secondly, if you aren’t riots/protests in response to whatever batshit insane law the gop passes next, cover yourself, head to toe, especially any identifying tattoos and your face, both to avoid being recognized and avoid tear gas if possible. As is always true, but especially if he wins, tell the cops nothing and paramedics everything. Thirdly, don’t post anything leftist, lgbtq, or protest related on social media. That could fuck you over fast. Especially the protests. And lastly, please stay safe. Please
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existential-bisis · 22 days ago
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