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✮        \        ₁₀.        [ 𝐓̲ ]𝗁𝖾   ‚̲　\       LAST      OF      US        ﹞       :        𝙰𝚁𝙲 𝚇       ¿        ...        ₂₀₃₃.       [ 𝐒̲ ]𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀  ‚̲        \       WYOMING         ﹞        :         𝗌𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍        ¿.

jackson afforded her a domesticity so rare that even her life pre-outbreak could not have anticipated.        no longer does she have an iron grip on the trigger of her gun,        — - NO LONGER DOES CASSANDRA HAUNT HER WAKING NIGHTMARES.        no longer is her face plastered on every person she kills.        now,        she wakes to the sounds of birds chirping and spends her mornings tending to the earth        — -        for this,        𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗰𝗿𝗼𝗽𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀.        [       a yearning to make more life than she took       — -       a desperate inclination for growth and renewal.       ]

with all the years that have passed,        there was no expectation to once again cross paths with joel.        it was a thought that crossed her mind,       of course,        but she never let it linger long enough.        THERE IS PAIN IN MEMORY.        to see him now,        after all she’s been through without him,        after how much she’s grown...        a trickle of indignation runs down her throat.        a remembrance of the unyielding fortress surrounding his tired heart,        the very same one she tried to break down years ago.        (       a begging to be understood        — -        a begging to be loved       ). 

✮        \        [ 𝐈̲ ]       NEED   ‚̲　A       FATHER         ﹞       :        𝙸 𝙽𝙴𝙴𝙳       ¿        ...        ᴬ ᴹᴼᵀᴴᴱᴿ   ‚̲       𝗶       need   ‚̲         𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗅𝖽𝖾𝗋        ᴬᴺᴰ        WISER BEING        𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜   ‚̲         𝙸    𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙺    𝚃𝙾    𝙶𝙾𝙳    𝙱𝚄𝚃    𝚃𝙷𝙴    𝚂𝙺𝚈    𝙸𝚂    𝙴𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚈.         ¿.

their reunion was bittersweet.        filled with anecdotes of time long past and moments almost forgotten.        joel stood in the city center to what almost seemed like his downfall,        𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑎𝘩 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑤?        an exhale,        IT WAS ALLIE.        they talk.        she jests on the alarming presence of wrinkles on his face,        (       𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖺𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎       ).        he retorts by commenting on the length of her hair,        (       why do you insist on taking care of others,        but not yourself?       ).        it is the simple pleasantries,        nowhere yet prepared to address all the words said in boston        — -        all the pain they’ve carried. 

...        ₀₀.       [ 𝑊̲ ]𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗇  ‚̲　\       @imunities         ﹞        :         𝗉𝗅𝗈𝗍𝗍𝖾𝖽        ¿.   

𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲’𝘀 𝗮 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗶𝗺,        and it doesn’t take a genius to see what they’ve built        — -        what trust and familial pattern forms their bond.        this girl is what allie wanted to be for joel eighteen years ago.        she observes them,        for a while.        magnetic blue crescents gaze back and forth,        from father to daughter.        an unfamiliar constriction on her jaw suddenly present.        however,        just as the greens began to grow once more,        TIME HAS HEALED HER WOUNDS.        perhaps not completely,        but enough to edge her close to the girl        — -        a hand extended offering freshly dried persimmons from her garden.        (       a gesture of warmth in an otherwise winter storm       ).        ❛        TRY THESE,        not to brag but these are the best persimmon's you'll ever taste in your life.        ❜

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Rebecca Ferguson in Silo (1x10)

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hello friends, i present a timeline (also linked on my pinned). please do give it a read as it vividly explains where allie was during the events of tlou.

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𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝙳 𝚂𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽 𝟽 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂.

content warning applies. change any pronouns / wording if necessary.

you're either with us or you ain't.

you do the same damn stink eye as your dad

i'm not saving you anymore.

you should be dead.

i love a gal that takes me to dinner and doesn’t expect me to put out.

you're sitting over there talking outside both sides of your mouth.

i know i had to make a pretty strong first impression.

you’re lucky. don’t forget.

i just bent over backwards to show you how reasonable i am.

it's gonna be dark soon.

did you just threaten me?

you see, now i just think you're lying.

kid. i ain't gonna lie. you scare the shit out of me.

are you kiddin' me?

do soy sauce packets count as food?

i'm dealing in certainties, and i'm doing my part to give them what they want.

what'd he have? a knife?

i get why you did it.

i would not have messed with that guy!

hot diggity dog! this place is magnificent!

i don’t give a shit if you think you’ve found the secret to life.

if you keep thinking everyone's an enemy, then enemies are all you're gonna find.

let me give you some advice.

you should go before you find out how dangerous we really are.

that takes guts... and then there's you.

people want someone to follow.

same goes for you too right?

little pig, little pig, let me in!

i want you to think about what could've happened, think about what happened, and think about what can still happen.

don’t pretend you don’t know the score.

anyone wanna finish the game? come on! i was winning!

it ain’t just about getting by here. it’s about getting it all.

people can try and you set you in the right direction, but they can’t show you the way.

listen, i like you, so i don't want to go hard proving a point here.

we'll win. but we need to wait for the right moment.

i hear your concern. i'm not insensitive to it.

people say i have an expressive face.

i always found it hard getting close to anyone.

that remind you of anyone you know?

if you knew us, if you knew anything, you would kill us.

well pardon me.

look, just put it down...

we need to talk.

hope you're not trying to hide stuff from us 'cause that generally doesn't go over very well.

i feel like i ought to give you a signing bonus.

you bunch of pussies!

nobody's evil. they just decide to forget who they are.

i think i've made my position very clear.

i'm serious. do you want me to prove how serious?

bet you thought you were all gonna grow old together.

whatever you had going for you... that is over now.

what's about to happen is gonna be hard to watch.

if you're having problems of that nature, come to see me.

some people are evil. i've seen it.

i was gifted these pickles.

how about a "thank you?"

i can't be the only one to notice that you got a fat lady in charge of keeping track of rations, can i?

he's an idiot.

you'll get yourself killed.

you should know, there is no door number four. this is it. this is the only way.

speak when you're spoken too.

in case you haven't caught on, i just slipped my dick down your throat, and you thanked me for it.

i can see this is hard on you guys.

we provide security for others. we bring civilization back to this world.

you guys have a barbecue or something and not invite us?

i'll find you.

you were thinking about someone else.

my apologies for leaving the place a bit of a mess, but we got a litany of other shit to attend to!

you like ice cream? we have ice cream.

me? i ain't doing shit.

you got your friend killed.

not making a decision is a big decision.

drink from the well, replenish the well.

suck my nuts.

he's a coward. they're more dangerous.

don't be rude.

this must be hard for you right?

no matter how things go down, i got your back.

we'll crack open some tequila, we'll talk, we'll work it out.

you don't have to do this.

your people are making me lose my voice doing all this yelling.

i'd like to take it back to awkward silence now.

i mean, you have been king shit for so long.

we made it. we can make it. we can.

you're not me.

it’s because you got no guts.

was the joke that bad?

is that you? underneath all that man bush?

thanks for saving my life before. and other time. oh, and the other time.

get on your knees.

you really want to see all these people die? you will.

i am indeed a smarty pants.

what the hell, man?

we're the ones who live.

don't wander around here on your own.

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this is a plotting call for new followers and old!

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MARGARET ATWOOD

‘November’, You Are Happy (1974);

original photos and edit

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side character energy

poem by @drunk-on-writing / “fat funny friend” by maddie / snowrachell on tiktok / “the lesbiana’s guide to catholic school” by sonora reyes / maude apatow, euphoria / the holiday (2006) / You're Either A Main Character Or A Supporting Character — Take This Quiz And We'll Reveal Which One

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something something girlhood and bedrooms

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say you want me too

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Kathryn Newton as Allie Pressman THE SOCIETY | 1.01 “What Happened?”

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Anaïs Nin, from “The diary of Anaïs Nin, vol. 3: 1939-1944”

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Kathryn Newton as Allie Pressman in The Society (2019- )

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✮ \ ₀₆.       [ 𝐓̲ ]𝗁𝖾   ‚̲　\       GODLESS        ﹞       :        𝙰𝚁𝙲 𝚅𝙸𝙸       ¿        ...        ₀₁.       [ ��̲ ]𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀  ‚̲　\       SARATOGA         ﹞        :         𝖼𝖺𝗆𝗉        ¿.

𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀  ,̲ - every so often  ,̲ she would see her from the corner of her eye ;̲ in passing .̲ 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗒  ,̲ BEGGING TO BE ERASED .̲ locks of her golden blonde hair glistening under the rays of the sun  ,̲ 𝙼𝙰𝙳𝙴 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙴 𝚅𝙸𝙱𝚁𝙰𝙽𝚃 𝙱𝙴𝙽𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚅𝙸𝚁𝙸𝙳𝙴𝚂𝙲𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝚃𝙸𝙽𝚃 𝙾𝙵 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃 .̲ she never leaves her  ,̲ 𝑐𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑟𝑎 .̲ 𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝙸𝙽 𝙳𝙴𝙰𝚃𝙷  ,̲ SHE IS UNDER HER SHADOW .̲

she settles comfortably under the shade of a giant tree ;̲ legs sprawled on soil ,̲ arms clutching her backpack - GUN LOADED & READY TO BE USED AT ANY MOMENT .̲ she remains alert .̲ the anger of the world teaching her early on what desperation does to people ;̲ 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱 - pushed beyond their limits .̲ ﹝ she would know ﹞ ,̲ 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑙 .̲

𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗈𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 ,̲ the nights even more so .̲ after she left buffalo ,̲ all she's seen is violence - 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 & 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 .̲ THERE IS NO REDEMPTION STORY ,̲ no heroic saviour to get her through what the world has become .̲ that was cassandra ... 𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙲𝙰𝚂𝚂𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚁𝙰 𝙸𝚂 𝙶𝙾𝙽𝙴 .̲

ᴬ ᴮᴿᴱᴬᵀᴴ ;̲ a soft exhale .̲ she's tired ,̲ she can feel it ... but she will not let herself sleep .̲ HUMANITY HAS TAKEN TOO MUCH FROM HER .̲ she will not allow herself to die .̲

...        ₀₀.       [ 𝐒̲ ]𝖾𝗇𝗍  ‚̲　\       @survifor         ﹞        :         𝗂𝗇𝖻𝗈𝗑        ¿.        " REST .̲ I'LL TAKE THE FIRST WATCH .̲ "        ...

𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮 ,̲ ᴶᴼᴱᴸ ,̲ hunched under a tree just as she was .̲ the distance between them made even more sizeable by the great height of the forest ;̲ of the rustling leaves .̲ she pauses ,̲ 𝙿𝙾𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝙵 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳𝚂 𝚆𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝚂𝙰𝙸𝙳 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝚁𝚄𝚃𝙷 𝙾𝚁 𝙼𝙰𝙳𝙴 𝚄𝙿 𝙸𝙽 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳 .̲ 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙨 ⁽ ˀ ⁾ perhaps it is some semblance of something she's been needing all this time .̲ 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡 ⁽ ˀ ⁾ 𝖿𝖺𝗆𝗂𝗅𝗂𝖺𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗒 ⁽ ˀ ⁾ ᴴᴼᴹᴱ ⁽ ˀ ⁾ perhaps .̲ maybe .̲ NONSENSE .̲ ﹝ impossible ﹞.̲ THEY HAVE ALL BECOME COLD .̲

she replies ,̲ head not turning to look at him ,̲ 𝙰𝙵𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙳 𝚂𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝙲𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 .̲ she takes it as it is - 𝑐𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 .̲ " THANKS ,̲ BUT I GOT IT .̲ DON'T WORRY ,̲ I ALWAYS SHOOT FIRST .̲ "

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this blog is top notch like really really incredible work you are extremely talented. i’d love to see your take on a web weaving surrounding being a family scapegoat/unfavorite child

Daphne du Maurier, The Scapegoat

Stand By Me (1986) dir. Rob Reiner

Friends (1994–2004), 1x02: The One With The Sonogram at the End

The Guardian’s recap of Downton Abbey, 5x04

Eugene O’Neill, Brighton Beach Memoirs

A PostSecret featured in the music video of Dirty Little Secret by The All-American Rejects

Paul And Storm, A Better Version of You

Avatar: The Last Airbender (2005–2008), 1x19: The Siege of the North

The Crown (2016–), 1x08: Pride and Joy

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&. 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  an  assortment  of  dialogue  prompts  for  various  apocalypse  /  end  of  the  world  scenarios.  feel  free  to  change  as  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ stay alive. for me. ❜

❛ you won’t survive long out there. i can protect you. ❜

❛ how many bullets do you got left? ❜

❛ i’m gonna make sure this place is secure. ❜

❛ will things ever go back to the way they were? ❜

❛ i know the odds aren’t good, but we’ve got to try. ❜

❛ you should be dead by now. ❜

❛ this isn’t the world you remember. ❜

❛ it’s all gone. it’s really all gone. ❜

❛ shit. why did you hide this? ❜

❛ stay down. don’t let them see you. ❜

❛ you are making it very difficult to keep you alive. ❜

❛ how is it you’re not scared? ❜

❛ when i give the signal, we run. ❜

❛ holy shit, we hit the jackpot! look at all this stuff! ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ if you don’t fight, you die. ❜

❛ remind me to not get on your bad side. ❜

❛ been there. seen that. got the scars to prove it. ❜

❛ unfortunately, we can’t kiss in the rain. it’s acid. ❜

❛ just keep moving. don’t look back. ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ still alive, are you? ❜

❛ i’m beyond saving at this point. ❜

❛ an animal that’s tasted human flesh isn’t safe. ❜

❛ there’s nothing you can do to save them. ❜

❛ do you have any idea how many people we lost today?! ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ my job is to watch your back. ❜

❛ don’t enter the city, it belongs to the dead now. ❜

❛ it must be important, otherwise you wouldn’t have gone back for it. ❜

❛ there’s something about that robot that doesn’t seem right to me. ❜

❛ you still remember how to kill, right? ❜

❛ there should be an opening through the fence. watch your head. ❜

❛ our luck will run out sooner or later. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ can’t say i’m surprised to find you in a dump like this. ❜

❛ we can sneak past them, even though i know that’s not your style. ❜

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ if you were smart, you’d turn back now. ❜

❛ shut up. are you trying to get us killed? ❜

❛ breathe. we’re safe now. ❜

❛ you’re better off without me. i’ll only slow you down. ❜

❛ i brought dinner. it’s not much, but it’s edible. ❜

❛ for what it’s worth, i’ll do what i can to help you not get killed. ❜

❛ you’re gonna be real happy you didn’t kill me. ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜

❛ why don’t we just stay here? live out the rest of our lives? ❜

❛ you really shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜

❛ rest. i’ll take the first watch. ❜

❛ i’ve got a weapon for every situation. hunting, profession, cold blooded murder, hot blooded murder… ❜

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We needed her! I needed her.

The Society (2019-)

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ᴵᴺᴰᴱᴾᴱᴺᴰᴱᴺᵀ         ＆         𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦         𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗘    𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗡         𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚         𝗇𝖾𝗍𝖿𝗅𝗂𝗑'𝗌         𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐘         ∶         ᴬᴰᴼᴾᵀᴱᴰ         𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜         𝚃𝙷𝙴    𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚃    𝙾𝙵    𝚄𝚂         ᴬᴺᴰ         𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆    𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃         ⁄         𝖠𝖯𝖮𝖢𝖠𝖫𝖸𝖯𝖳𝖨𝖢  ,         𝗛̲𝗢̲𝗥̲𝗥̲𝗢̲𝗥̲         ᴬᴺᴰ         𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗿𝘆         𝑏𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑑         ⁄         ᴺᴼᵀ         𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑         𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁         𝗍𝗁𝖾         𝙶𝙴𝙽𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙻ㅤ –ㅤ 𝚁𝙿𝙲  ,         𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯         𝑏𝑦         ∶         𝙇𝙀𝙄𝘼         ﹝      𝟸𝟻  ,         SHE / HER      ﹞

 ₀₁.         𝚁𝚄𝙻𝙴𝚂  , ㅤ ㅤ ₀₂.         𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙴 , ㅤ ㅤ  ₀₃.         𝙿𝙸𝙽