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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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wizard advice 🔮

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CHAPPELL ROAN Attends the 67th Annual Grammy Awards

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CHAPPELL ROAN A Nonsense Christmas with Sabrina Carpenter (2024)

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in my last life i was a silverfish and in my next life i will be that same silverfish due to a clerical error but after that i bet its gonna be smooth sailing

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chappellroan: Thank u for having me on your Christmas special I’m so proud of u @sabrinacarpenter

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not normie enough to fit in but not fringe enough to lean into being a freak, worst of both worlds, pure liminality, just the weird coworker, and unrelatable classmate. and your mutual

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happy halloween

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i always forget how much of a hell getting up in the morning during the cold months is until im trying to get dressed taking frost damage like ough augh ugha oagh uagh

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every time it rains i think of that raymond carver poem. poetry is like prayer to me methinks. or an incantation

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can someone recommend some beginner normal behaviors for someone looking to become normal

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Sometimes I forget all straight people aren't actually secretly bisexual like it's real for them

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CHAPPELL ROAN performing at Austin City Limits 2024

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julien baker performing claws in your back at webster hall in NYC 10/5/24 – shot by me!

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Roan of Arc

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