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despite n25 being founded on the desire to disappear, iirc we didn't see any of the girls actually express that desire (in present day) for over 3 years pre-mizu5.

mafuyu, even while going through such a harrowing time with her mom, couldn't want to disappear because kanade had promised to save her and she believed in that promise. she knew she could lean on n25 for support, and they gave her another way out of her situation.

i think ena in insatiable had been the most recent instance of wanting to disappear. idk if she said it outright, but destroying everything that mattered to her and running off to empty sekai the same way main story mafuyu did certainly gave that impression. but she hasn't sunk to such a depth since then because she realized n25 was there to support her too, to assure her that her existence had value.

but mizuki couldn't rely on n25 the same way. she wouldn't let herself. she deliberately created distance between them and her because she thought she didn't deserve to get closer. it's because of this internal isolation that she ended mizu5 without a shred of hope for the future. the return of the phrase "i want to disappear" was a natural conclusion.

but now... writing all this out, i realize there's another person who doesn't see the group as something to rely on, who has positioned herself as separate from them in a totally different way. how would kanade, as the leader, as the one who's supposed to save everyone, deal with a situation where she needs to be rescued? would she accept their help and become more secure in her friendships like ena did? or would she retreat into despair before they even have a chance to reach her, like mizuki did?

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lampert if he was a genius

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Why can't we laugh now like we did then?

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sometimes men are obsessed with other men not because theyre secretly gay but because theyre so misogynistic that they literally dont view women as people worthy of any degree of attention or value

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(guy with an overdue essay due tonight voice) You guys remember 2010s kinblr.

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everything feels like this

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99% of repressors give up right before they successfully don't feel anything. Don't stop shoving it down. You can get through this unscathed

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why did colopal not put any rats in the VBS America arc while they were in NY???

alternate universe ratless new york

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I like when people like a character so way too much that it transcends even self shipping or kinning and becomes more of a patron saint that you pray to type of deal

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what's up with writers makign their troublemaker characters grow up to be cops instead of like. social workers

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Homestuck is a quirky earthbound inspired rpg

Homestar runner is a VN in the style of when they cry

Touhou is a 1980s toy line for girls

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i told my mother (who still slips up and he/him's me regularly) that Silence of the Lambs is transphobic, and after a minute of thinking she said "oh it is! you never notice but it's everywhere huh?" and that's like. more than so many people on this website are willing to do. you're doing worse than my mom.

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genuinely laughed out loud at this because WHY IS HIS REACTION SO EXTREME😭😭😭😭 like I can't even take it seriously because it's so out of place

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What do you MEAAAAN they increased the price for the original Nintendo Switch??????

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Endlessly diabolical how you can't say words like rape and suicide uncensored without either being criticised by idiots or punished by conglomerates.