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louis angrily telling the hallucination of the dead graveyard keeper to "SPEAK ENGLISH" is so funny. we know louis understands french, he has just reached his fucking limit and decided to embrace francophobia. this is also why armand had to get a new accent

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Happy don't kill yourself!

wishing everyone a very good luck getting through january-march without killing yourself

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Here is something I really want people to understand about Natalie’s arc in the adult timeline:

TW: Discussion of suicide

I know a lot of people have been upset about Natalie’s storyline revolving around Travis in the adult timeline. But her obsession with investigating the circumstances of his death is about so much more than romantic love. It is about her fragile will to live.

The scene in which Natalie breaks down while telling her ex-sponsor about the pact she and Travis had to never commit suicide is so important. This is a moment of real emotion in between her manipulation, you can tell it’s genuine, and it reveals why she has been so desperate for answers.

When Travis dies by an apparent suicide, it doesn’t just devastate Nat emotionally— it threatens the very foundations of her survival. If Travis, someone who understood her darkness and shared her determination to resist it, ultimately broke the pact, it forces Natalie to confront the horrifying possibility that their defiance was futile, that the darkness is inescapable, and that her own resolve might crumble as well.

So her investigation into Travis’s death is just as much about her own survival as it is about justice for him. She is confronting her own existential despair. Travis was, in many ways, her mirror— a reminder that someone else who carries the same guilt and trauma as her can still survive. So she has to prove that it wasn’t suicide.

This is why, after she finally begins to believe that Travis’s death was a suicide and throws away her investigation, we get the scene of her with a gun under her chin fully prepared to pull the trigger.

And this is why it’s so meaningful to see Nat finally find meaning outside of her pact with Travis while she is at Lottie’s compound.

So, yes, Natalie’s storyline may appear to revolve around a man, but at its core, it’s about so much more—her continued battle for survival, her fight against despair and hopelessness, and her desperate search for meaning in the aftermath of trauma.

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the children keep clipping my songs for their ‘tick tock’ audios louis. they do not even know the lyrics they are using ma musique sombre to gyrate in a sickening fashion for their sycophants to slaver over i have poured my heart and soul into my art and they have sped it up to form some sort of esthétique. louis how do i make them stop this grotesquerie mon cher please

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louwee…. mon cher i have une question of utmost importance pour toi…. but you must answer me avec sincérité….. mon cœur…. would you still love me if i was one of those… slimy little creatures?…. comment dire….. a wörm? would you still love me if i was a worm, louieis? mais non! don’t turn away from me! c’est important! je refuse to sleep until you answer me!! or would you rather i have nightmares??? louies??? LOUIUIES!!!!!!

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I went to the loumand train stop and everyone there knew you. (X)

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ASSAD ZAMAN as Armand

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE (2024) 2.05 – Don't Be Afraid, Just Start the Tape

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I deleted TikTok and all my Meta apps after this bullshit because I am done being a pawn for these motherfuckers to emotionally manipulate for profit. I'm so done with corporations and governments competing to control my propaganda feeding tube. I'm done with political stunts so blatantly obvious it's insulting to my intelligence. The ruling class felt so threatened by widespread communication happening on a platform they couldn't control or censor that the government fully took it away and gave it to the fascists to use as their own personal propaganda arm. It was *highly* suspicious to me when all the "foreign influence" and "national security" rhetoric ramped up after last October, bc Americans were being exposed to footage of what was happening in Gaza among other things and were becoming more openly critical of our role in the genocide and our relationship with Israel, as well as becoming more openly critical of US imperialism in general. THAT is when the government chose to get concerned about the American youth being radicalized. As a trans person and a former public school kid who remembers shooting drills, it makes me white-hot with rage what our government decides to brand as dangerous and radical. I'm so sick and tired of my attention being treated like a natural resource or real estate for billionaires to take turns trading, occupying, and exploiting for profit. and I'm sick of the right-wing and the US government coming together to defend data harvesting, election interference, privacy and free speech violations, and dangerous bigoted propaganda and stochastic terrorism only when it serves them. My only social medias from now into the foreseeable future are going to be Tumblr and Xiao Hung Shu. I don't see anything China could do with my data that corporations don't already get the red carpet rolled out for them for doing. Fuck these billionaires.

Reminder for when he “saves” it. He was the one who wanted this, and now he gets to be the hero and win favour with young constituents. Don’t give him the credit for fixing his own problem.

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tiktok stunt haha funny. please talk about the ice raids

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*Armand and Louis being married for 77 years*

The ghastly hallucination of Louis’ first husband in the corner the entire time

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His smile when he says “Louis” so softly, convinced he’ll be able to pull him back from this awful experience too, as he always does.

Then the lack of response, his smile disappearing, the realisation unraveling in his eyes as he follows Louis’s movements when he leaves room. The panic unfolding, his breath shaking, the awareness he’s about to lose the love of his life and the despair to prevent it. You may not feel bad for Armand here but from his POV this whole sequence is soul shattering.

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something something toxic old man yaoi throuple...

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“It's beautiful.”

Hannibal 3.13 The Wrath of the Lamb | Kiss alts

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He was my murderer, my mentor, my lover, and my maker.

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and just when you think you’re at your absolute lowest a blonde motherfucker comes along and makes everything so much worse

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