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dean + cooking 🍳

I just didn't think you knew what a kitchen was. I'm nesting, okay? Eat.

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tumblr's post editor is SUCH A NIGHTMARE. I just wanted cute colors and italicized letters and this thing just turned it into a full on war with me

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Just close your eyes

Soon we'll be home

Fall asleep to the radio

The squeak from the Impala’s doors resounds in the hazy morning, autumn fog still lingering in the air. Last night’s sleep a bare dent in the tired bodies of the three Winchester siblings, but the hunt is finished and the bunker –home, awaits.

A stray ray of sun shines through the semi cloudy sky and reaches the youngest Winchester’s eyes, making her squint while she still tries to cling to her previous sleepy state in hopes of taking an extended nap in the drive home.

One of Dean’s rock cassettes starts playing, but the medium (never low) volume of it reveals that even he still feels a bit sleepy. While Sam gets more comfortable in the passenger seat, the car starts leaving the motel parking lot and the familiar rumble of the motor combines with the rock music forming a unusual lullaby that puts the middle and youngest of the siblings at ease, the latter laying down in the back seat using her jacket as a makeshift pillow.

Didn't know that getting old would come and meet me

Wishing on a star

Waiting on a car

To take me away

Another finished hunt, but the mood was bitter and grim due to not being able to save in time one of the last victims. The youngest sits in the backseat of the Impala while her brothers finish packing their stuff getting ready for the road, her feet dangling and scraping the gravel of the motel parking lot and her head cast down, heavy as her heart.

Even though just being in the family car usually makes her feel better, this time it doesn’t feel like it’s enough, and in the back of her mind she knows that even when they start driving away from the town her feelings will still catch up with her. Guilt is faster than a car, it seems.

The rumble of Baby’s engine does little to soothe the gnawing feeling eating up her heart and mind, but still somehow she manages to fall asleep against the window. Her sleep is shallow and plagued with a replay of the hunt’s events, but she sleeps until they reach the bunker where she goes to her room to try and process her feelings.

What's it gonna take?

What's the final say?

Is this all worth it?

Her legs finally give up just a couple of meters away from the motel room they’re staying at, no longer able to push forward with the dizziness the blood loss is bringing. Sam picks her up and makes the final stretch while Dean goes ahead and prepares what little they have in a first aid kit that the youngest Winchester herself insisted on assembling some time ago.

Through half lidded eyes and raggedy breaths, a dumb victorious smile makes way in her lips- she had killed two monsters on her own and got to save a young girl. A bit of blood loss with a probably future huge scar is nothing compared to the relief of saving a life. It’s a pure win in her eyes, even if her brothers are scrambling trying to stop the bleeding and tend her wounds.

Her body aches and her eyelids feel heavy, and she’s sure she’s gonna wake up in a hospital bed after she falls asleep right now, but still her little smile persists while remembering the girl’s face. It was worth it, after all.

Just close your eyes

Soon we'll be home

Fall asleep to the radio

The image of the youngest Winchester driving the Impala while her older brothers were half passed out in the back seat was rather unusual, but she was the only one not injured and more rested, so nobody could argue that she was the best candidate to drive them all home to the bunker.

Behind the wheel for the second time in the day, at least her knuckles weren't pressed white like a couple of hours before when she was rushing to get to the motel to stitch her brothers up. She glanced into the rear view mirror, seeing Sam nodding off against the left window and Dean fighting to keep his eyes open, his head resting on the right window.

"Just get some sleep guys, we'll be home soon", she said quietly while turning on the radio at a low volume to make some background noise in the dead of the night. She knew they were tired and hoped that, even if they were just in the back of a car, they could get some rest until they got home and could sleep properly.

She sang along to the radio in gentle whispers, not wanting to wake up her brothers but loving the song too much to keep quiet.

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whatever it is you need good luck for, i wish you good luck. tests, job, home life, social life, mental health, physical health, love life. you name it. this post is wishing you good luck on all of that.

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On Season 12 Episode 1 on my rewatch and I can't believe I forgot how much I hate the whole BMOL stuff lol

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I just now realized that making this blog as a side blog instead of a main one is such a hassle, can't follow back anyone here. Gosh I'm such a dummy

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While all three options sound nice, and I would actually go to any of them, for the sake of the poll I'm chosing A museum with Cas.

Just thinking about how interesting it would be to walk down the exhibitions and have Cas, who has seen basically all of mankind's story, tell a bit more than what the little plaque says. You'd be filled with so much knowledge! It would be really interesting tbh

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look me in my eyes and tell me that sam didn’t accidentally call dean ‘dad’ AT LEAST once. like, john was rarely ever around— and when he was, he was just making the boys tag along on hunting trips and training them to be soldiers. who was the one really taking care of sam? dean. who was the one signing off on his school papers? dean. who was the one feeding, clothing and taking him to school everyday? making sure he was okay and mentally well? dean. and you mean to tell me he’s never once had a slip up? not even a ‘Hey, da— dean.. dean can you help me with this homework sheet?” NOT EVEN ONCE???

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me going through my life trying to not make every tiny little thing about supernatural

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Stackednatural- 240/327

Hell House (1x17) March 30th, 2006

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Being a Supernatural fan is like getting shot in the leg and then having your wound tended to by the same guy who shot you

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Thinking about Evie in most of S10 with a broken leg stuck in the bunker because overprotective brothers and because honestly the narrative gets fucked with a third Winchester there hah.

Just her finding out Charlie's death and being so broken up about it- she's been in the dark about the Book of the Damned because Sam knows she can't lie to Dean and so this shocks her a lot. Charlie was like a sister to her and her death is just too much.

Evie wants to take revenge on Charlie's death as well but she's still stuck with a damn cast on her leg and so all she can do is mop around her bedroom in the bunker. Plus she gets beaten up by the Stynes when they get into the bunker.

S10 Evie is just miserable lol

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Introduction

Hello! I'm Evelyn, mostly called Eve/Evie! I'm a she/her, 30 years old

I've watched SPN all my life and it's my anchor and safe space.

Lately life hasn't been kind to me so I'm rewatching spn to get some comfort and I thought that I wanted to keep track of my delusional blurbs of my own Winchester sister insert just because lol.

Haven't used Tumblr in half a decade so I'm pretty rusty. Feel free to block me if my content is not something you wanna see in your dash, I'll try my best to tag my posts accordingly to my content!

If anyone wants to talk about SPN with me, I'll be glad to :)