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to love someone is firstly to confess: i'm prepared to be devastated by you.

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I want a reading chair and i can't afford a reading chair 🥲

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Love is an addiction. I don’t know why they don’t have rehabs for people who have loved and lost. Once you fall in love you can’t seem to fall out. It has been 2 years and i still think about him. Maybe he thinks about me too. Probably not, not everyone gets addicted to the same thing. He probably had a taste and decided i wasn’t as addicting as he thought I’d be. I can tell you one thing for sure, he was as addicting as i thought he was going to be.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1429 // He kills me.

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Sometimes I dream about getting up and driving into the sunset. Foot on the gas till I can't recognize the road signs. Then I think about the missing posters, the empty room my roommate would have to fill, my childhood closet never cleaned. I pull the key out of the ignition and I call your number.

-my poem

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When I look through a book and one of the spells in it forces you to work with a deity, I just lose interest.  I only wanted a protection spell but it makes me have to become a deity’s sugar baby who I’ve never met or spoke to.

I’ve never worked with Ishtar. I’m not planning on working with Ishtar and I’ve never even given her any offerings. It’s like if I were to just breeze out of nowhere and ask Ishtar to fix my problems and she’ll just go like ‘’Who the heck are you?’’ Ishtar isn’t just going to hand me something just because I said her name in a spell.

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Smol traveler Giant woman

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Touch and arouse. Suck and sob. Curse and mourn.

Theodore Roethke, Praise to the End!; from ‘Give Way, Ye Gates’

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Dear tumblr ,

Ok I can’t be the only one who doesn’t leave until they hate the person . Giving until your empty , fighting until exhaustion.

But I have to be the last one standing . So I stay until the loves lost & I’m disgusted.

Maybe I just can’t live with “what ifs” .

Anyone ?

Xoxo

everythingjacqueline

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Hey girl , don’t fall in love with the boy who sells drugs ❤️

Sincerely , been there done that .

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Hey tumblr …

Wanna know something I think about a lot …

He’s in love with the healed version of me, with the woman I built-trained…

myself into …

he’s in love with the healed, soft, and tired , submissive version of myself … in a way bittersweet way I’m content he deserves the best but at the same time ; he wouldn’t have looked my way twice 2 1/2 years ago . He wouldn’t be able to love all the broken pieces …

Xoxoeverythingjacqueline

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Dear Tumblr,

Nothing seems as bad until you say it out loud .

EverythingJacqueline

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Dear Tumblr ,

Good morning just a reminder money is just paper . It will sizzle and eventually burn out

Weather it’s inside your wallet or being clutched and crumpled because your best friend can’t seem to get your Eulogy right ….

Xoeverythingjacqueline

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“Don’t marry the person you think you can live with; marry only the individual you think you can’t live without.”

— James Dobson

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“One day I realised I was the ocean and you were a littered plastic bottle someone had thrown into me. I tried to give you a home but you poisoned me instead and forced me to leave you up onshore.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1392

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“You’re pushing me over the edge, but I don’t care enough to stop you.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1393