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“Maybe I don’t really miss you.

Maybe I just think I do.

Maybe I just miss the year I was high on life with you.”

_ S. C. C.

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𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔠 𝔄𝔯𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢

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𝔡𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔯𝔞𝔟𝔟𝔦𝔱 𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔢 🕳️🐇🦋ₓ˚. ୭

𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢: 𝔪𝔞𝔡𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔰

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12-10-2023, 4 PM

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Christoph

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artofyayu ( Yayu 雅宇 )

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Andrew Blucha

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🎶Nostalgic 🎶

“I miss how with you,

The hour on the clock

Never meant a thing.”

- S. C. C.

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The Chariot of Death (1848)

— by Théophile Schuler

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Unmasked by Artem Chebokha

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by Artem Demura

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Not that traumatic, but I should at least be a sidekick

“Anyone else feel like they’re backstory is so traumatizing that they should have developed superpowers and/ or become a superhero/villain by now?”

- S. C. C.

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All this time... All this time I was made to believe I was in a relationship. But this year it hasn't been them I've wanted to have first experiences with. Effortlessly getting to where no light can taint our view of the stars when we look up from whatever is in front of us. Cars, road, wilderness. I'll turn the screen off so that certainly nothing impedes our beautiful view. Yours of the stars, and mine on both the stars and you. Corny, but true. I see you, in utter awe to see such a sight from such an unimagined point of view. Could it just be my imagination running away with me? It usually is, because it's usually delusion that has the tightest grasp on the happenstance in my head. But the glow from the screen doing what it does to your eyes when you look down from above at me just made me melt. That's how I know the life is escaping from me by the grasp delusion has around my throat. Never happened. But, could? Also being pulled by melancholia, you're the only thing that naturally shifts my thoughts to a state of the opposite. From my view point everything is either black or grey. There's white when you're involved. No matter how much I think I should stop because of the short amount of time we've known each other and your "boyfriend." A little perturbed since it's like high-school. And guys gossip and are more dramatic than bitches are. I'll come back to this haha

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this is what GOOD pussy sounds like [geiger counter noises]

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i have so much respect for quick-witted people who can just improvise a joke on the spot. when i tell a joke i have to do background research and rehearse it like i'm defending a thesis.