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anybody else going through life feeling like a dog that wasn't socialized enough as a puppy

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i am unwell

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— Arthur Miller, The Crucible

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i don't need therapy i need my head crushed by a large rock

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[ID: A page of a play. It reads as follows, "Theseus: Stop. Give me your hand. I am your friend. / Herakles: I fear to stain your clothes with blood. / Theseus: Stain them, I don't care." End text.]

Herakles - Euripides (Tr. Anne Carson)

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i’m like an npc i won’t do anything unless you interact with me

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I mean surely we all grew up feeling like there was a wrongness inherently deep inside us that will endure for the rest of our lives

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i have to PRETEND i have to DAYDREAM or i will KILL MYSELF

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Lana del Rey, from a poem featured in her poetry collection titled Violet Bent Backward Over the Grass

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hey friendly psa/reminder that with the seasons changing right now, a lot of people with mood disorders (and even people without them) can get all messed up and wonky from that so try to go a little easy on yourself if you find yourself spiraling or getting emotional a lot lately okay? youre doin your best. love u

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I can’t imagine anything nicer than to sit out in the moonlight and listen to music

Virginia Woolf, The Voyage Out

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so diabolical that in order to get things you have to ask for them and in order to ask for things you have to know what you want

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Words from sun bleached flies by Ethel cain

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Poem, Langston Hughes

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31 DAYS OF HALLOWEEN ↳ DAY #22:  The Craft  (1996) • dir. Andrew Fleming

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For someone who is tired 100% of the time, I sure am bad at sleeping.