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The world that I used to live in here is no longer…. When did I become so old. When did these things stop mattering to me.

I truly do miss being a 16 year old, reading smut and fan fiction on this app, ogling over Dylan O’Brien and harry styles and Justin Bieber…. Worried about who was married to who and now it’s just not the same.

Twitter is taken over as XPO and you’re charged to use it??? Tumbler…god I gave up on this app so long ago. I feel like instagram is just the same 3 artists talking about what they love about this organic shit or they’re having kids or.. idk. I have a child of my own but I feel nostalgic about how things were 24/7. What changed? Why aren’t I happy?

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i need to lay in bed in someones arms for ten hours at least

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My home will be a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no name calling, shaming or blackmail. My home will be gentle, it will be warm. It will keep my loved ones safe. No fear, no hurt and no worries. I may come from a broken and twisted place but I will build something whole and safe. I’ll sing in the shower again, cook with a smile and dance in all the rooms. I will heal.

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I love 1 (one) naked man

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current mood

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c.b. moodboard

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funniest april fools prank ive EVER done…………..ok imagine youre my dad. you walk into the kitchen and your plucky little daughter offers you a mug of orange juice, barely containing her giggles. you look up and see a gallon of orange juice next to a bottle of windex with the cap removed & a thing of epsom salt. you grimace and say, “honey is there anything in this?”. she laughs, looks evasive, and says “noooo…….”. you’re a good and maybe overly-people-pleasing person so you decide to pretend all is well and take the tiniest, tiniest sip of the juice. she immediately laughs and says “APRIL FOOLS!!!”. you run to the sink and spit it out with dramatic flair. shes laughing. you turn all serious now and say “honey i know you like making jokes but cleaning supplies can seriously–” and before you can finish she takes the mug and polishes it off. there was nothing in the mug but juice. i FUCKING got him

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trust your mother’s opinion on people

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Guys really be out here thinking I won’t smash a wine bottle over their head

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reblog if you are cute and unstoppable

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sorry if this is too kinky but can you hold my hand and tell me i mean a lot to you

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yes hello 911 i’m being forced into adulthood and i don’t like it send help

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