escapingyourlandscape

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Posting this cause im remeniscing like usual. Gonna be setlling down for the first winter in like 5 years. It’s gonna be a fierce one  too and i wouldn’t have it any other way.

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I cut off all my hair/dreads for SarahVee, and im ballin out n wearing my brothers watch. Its wierd not having hair, i havent had this short of hair since i  was born. And sometimes i feel wierd without it but i always think back to how she felt and she said a bunch this summer she felt like she looked like the fat boy at school who didnt get picked for basketball or some shit in gym class and among mannnny other things that beautiful creature gave me strength to do , she gives me strength when im feelin wierd bout this new haircut.

<3 i missssss you  

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This is real. I see this and think of the series the golden compass and I think how real this is for Kanu and it breaks my heart.

This was taken in the last few hours before my friend was stolen. She is my whole. She is my everything. She is my heart and every day that I wake up without her, I’m feeling the blood in my bloodstream slow its current. It gets harder to move, harder to see, harder to breathe. I know I’ll find her. I won’t leave without you. You’re my heart. Without you it’s just quiet. There’s nothing.

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I’d like to fast forward through October

but then what?

whats that even gonna do, you’ll still be gone. i’ll still have no idea who i am or what im doing. will this even change.

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It’s been a month..

ffuuuuccckkkkk everything. fuck people that literally have no space for anyone but themselves, fuck people who tell people one thing and dont stick to it. fuck people who complain about everythign until they get their way and fuuuuuck people who dont know how to work with the team. fuck it all im so sick of the selfless people getting drug into the ground and used and abused. fuck iti have no space for any of you types of people anymore AT ALL. fuckfuckfuckfuck

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Crust Raccoon! with transparent background

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My heart has a fucking void in it and my stomach has a wrenching pain. Anxiety holds me close all the time and who knows when I'll break down and let my eyes make rain.

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Riding dpu through AZ 2 years ago