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thank you so much to the two people that helped me when i passed out at the mall. 🙏 bless you.

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sometimes i regret telling you my deepest secrets, my darkest thoughts, my unusual choices. it’s gonna be difficult for me to trust people again.

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It’s been two months, but it’s still fresh in my mind. I can’t believe it would really come to this. I always thought you were different. I thought you would stick up to your promise of not making the same mistakes as our parents did.

By the way, today is also my 9th day of quarantine. I still have 5 days and I get to be swabbed again before I get to work. Hoping it’s negative, this time.

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we broke up.

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Not my lucky day today. I went to the office soaking wet from heavy rains. I freaking walked through the flood that smells like human pee. I was almost late at work. My book got wet, too.

I thought that was it.

So I was planning on telling my man about my unlucky morning. I was like, okay, I’ll tell him everything when I get home after work.

Unfortunately, he wasn’t in the mood. And we’re kind of not in good terms as of now.

I don’t want to cry but everything’s just so heavy, especially with everything that happened today.

The fuck am I supposed to do?

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Now, I can’t sleep. I just think about it.

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compliments

Compliments are so weird. Are you being serious right now? Do you need something? Are you being sarcastic? SIS, JUST TELL ME!

Or I’m just used to talking shit about myself, I don’t see what they see.

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RETRIEVED

Years ago, (2012 or 2013 I think) I have an active Tumblr account but I stopped using it when I got too busy in uni.

After a few years, I created a new one, but never posted anything.

Fortunately, I still have an access with the email address that I’ve used, sooooo here I am. Hi!