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18+! You can call me LJ, 40, neutrois (he/him), aro gray-ace gay, disabled, from Germany. This is a place to let out fantasies and memories. english/german (former blog was enby-porn)
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got a comment on my back arch and felt good, so hereβs a treat
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I need to get raped again π΅βπ«π₯΅π
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Trigger Warnings: rape, home invasion, choking with belt, other violence
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She woke up to the feeling of hands around her neck. Her eyes struggled to focus while the large figure straddled her, kneeling on either side of her body on her bed. He - she assumed from the size it was a man - was in just enough shadow that she couldnβt tell anything about his features apart from short cropped hair and a pale complexion. She tried to move her arms, to fight him off, but she found her hands zip tied behind her back. She kicked her legs and wiggled under her attackerβs weight. She almost rejoiced as she felt a hand release its grip on her neck, just before light and pain fire-worked behind her eyes and through her head. The slap took all thought of fighting out of her head, and she stilled.
It was a moment before she realized his hand had not found its place back on her neck. Instead, it stroked her with surprising softness. Down her cheek, then her neck, the fingers trailed almost lovingly down. To her surprise, as she felt his palm close around her bare breast, she realized that the cool air on her body was not from just a lack of her usual blanket; her body was bare under his body and his gaze.
With the darkness pressing on their forms and his hand pressing on her throat, she had only her sense of touch to know what was happening to her. She felt his rough palm caress the soft flesh of her breast. Her nipples perked against her wishes and her eyes stung with tears at the futility of her situation. She thought about screaming, even speaking to plead with her attacker, but the slap still kept her wary of angering him. She felt his fingers squeeze her throat tightly, then release altogether. A warning - it would be easy to do worse than a slap to her.
His rough fingers were surprisingly deft on her hardened nipples, pulling and teasing with almost maddening intensity. She almost groaned when the hands retreated from her breasts; against her desires, the teasing had started a heat between her legs that had been slowly winding up to an orgasm. Without his hands to continue the wind up, the heat slowly abated. A clinking of metal on metal brought her out of her head and back to the moment. She realized what he was doing as she heard him pull his zipper down.
The slap left her mind in an instant and she struggled with renewed intensity. She heard her attacker slip his belt from his pants, and the next thing she knew he was slipping it around her neck and threading it through like a collar and leash. He pulled tight, and the air could no longer reach her lungs. As her vision darkened further with her consciousness fading, her body went limp and immediately her air was restored. She gasped, choking as sputtering for air while trying desperately to hold still.
She felt her attacker push his finger inside her tight pussy. She tried to remain quiet, but the heat was back and winding up as he pumped one finger, and then two fingers, in and out of her. She let out a quiet groan, and her attacker stilled. She felt his eyes on her, an almost inquisitive feeling in his stare, and then it was gone along with his fingers. Instead, she felt him shift on top of her and suddenly she was full of him. His cock felt huge inside her, way larger than sheβd had in years. After a beat of stillness he slowly rocked his hips away from her, pulling his cock out to the head. The absence of him felt almost as jarring as when he entered her, but she only had to wait an instant before he slammed back inside her.
She moaned loudly as he began to fuck her. His thrusts were hitting her in ways sheβd never been hit before, and the heat curled into a tight spring inside her. Just a little bit more and she would come undone. Seeming to sense this, his cock left her entirely. She almost cried out with the loss of it - with the loss of the orgasm building inside her. But he wasnβt done. His weight shifted off her completely and he threw her onto her stomach. The belt tightened yet again and her breath left her body as she was dragged back onto his waiting cock.
He bucked up into her, and each thrust hit her cervix and caused waves of both pleasure and pain throughout her body as the warm coil of her orgasm began to build yet again. At this point she was out of her body. She moaned and panted, tongue out, thrusting her hips back towards him and seeking her building release. It seemed she was too loud for his liking, as fingers snaked into her mouth, pulling her in a way that kept her mouth open while quieting her somewhat.
As she slipped closer and closer to her edge, it seemed he felt her tightening around him and assumed correctly what was happening. His pace quickened. He was now slamming into her from below and behind her, and would have pushed her over had he not been holding her torso with one arm and had his fingers firmly planted into her mouth with his other hand. As she came undone he bit into her shoulder and came inside her, pouring himself into her unprotected pussy.
Dazed, she felt him slide out of her. The belt again drew tight, but instead of allowing her to breathe like before, her vision narrowed further and further till all faded to black. With a start she woke to the sunlight filtering through her curtains and dappling her face. She was tempted to take it as a nightmare if it hadnβt been for the ache in her head and the sticky slickness running from inside her onto the bed.
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My biggest fantasy is to be used at a party of big gathering of some kind. Just have a room where my im laying on a bed, my legs are spread, and anyone can come fuck me as hard and as long as they want. The only rule is they have to cum inside, they have to leave me dripping cum, waiting for the next cock to use and abuse my cunt. I want to be used for hours on end, cumming on multiple cocks and being used like a slut π
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Happy Halloween π¦π§
Pre-transition pic of me from like 2013. I went to a festival in this outfit. Sadly nobody raped me that night π
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When I was like 12 I fantasized about getting raped by a stranger who picked me up at a dark corner. He would threaten me and I would just turn to him and tell him "No need for that. I will do everything you want. You can just take me."
Guess, I've always been a good rape slut
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I really would like to watch a girl getting raped. I'd comfort her and tell her "Sh, stop fighting. You have no chance to escape. You will only hurt yourself. Just take it. Trust me, I speak from experience." And when the rapist filled her pussy with cum, I'll lick it out of her and suck her clit until she's forced to cum.
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Need someone to shove me face down on the bed when I'm not ready and force their cock inside me. Feel how easily I get wet for you when you really start moving in and out of me. Cover my mouth when I start making noise and tell me to shut up and take it. Fuck me until I'm shaking and begging incoherently and all I can think about is how perfectly you fit inside my pussy. Use me to the point that when you pull out I whine and beg you to put your cock back in me because I've grown so used to the feeling of you inside me. Make it so I cant think of anything other than how good you make me feel. Make me yours.
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The first thing you sensed was the distant beating of club music. Then the heavy weight pressed on you. Then the smell of alcohol on someone's breath, pressed right up against your face. And when you opened your eyes, you saw me.
The face of the devil, drunk and horny enough to finally rape your pathetic, intoxicated body. You were so fucking high, it was as if you were locked in your own body. And then you felt me shift about.
Slowly, oh so slowly, I filled your cunt, strong, ragged breath blasting your face as I tremble inside you. You laid there, a living soul inside a corpse as I pumped in and out of you. You could hear the music, the constant beat of the music as I rape your unmoving body.
You tried to move your mouth, to scream, to cry, to do ANYTHING.
Nothing.
Nothing except my hard cock quietly pumping into you. Not sex. Just a man jerking off with your holes, while you lay there, the night carrying you into fresh trauma.
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Kinda sad that in the 90s cameras were expensive and smartphone didn't exist yet. I wonder if my father would then have filmed when he fucked me. I honestly would love it and get so damn horny seeing my childhood self getting fucked by my father π₯΅π
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I see so many posts from young people who are a virgin and have a rape kink. What can I say? I highly recommend your frist time to be a rape! I consider my first time when my boyfriend raped me at the age of 17. There is nothing hotter than to be thrown on the bed with your belly down and your boyfriend rips off your jeans and underwear. He tried to take my ass, but got mad when he couldn't get his dick in so he raped my cunt instead. I tried to fight him, so he put a pillow on my head so I could barely breathe. In the end I just lay still until he finished. When I walked back home, I felt his cum dripping out of my pussy and I was so damn horny!
Recommend rape very much!
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YOU KNOW YOUR RAPIST'S IDENTITY, BUT YOU WON'T TELL ANYONE...
not a soul. not a word, not a peep escapes from your little innocent lips. because that's what you are, an innocent little girl, right? a sweet girl. a cute girl... a young virgin...
they don't need to know what he did to you. they don't need to know the depraved acts he committed on your soft supple holes, the putrid punishments he put you through just to get himself to climax, just to get his fix. but what's worse than that you may ask? what's worse than that, is the fact that you liked it... he raped you... he raped your virgin holes and took your innocence away and you liked it... and that's not something you could ever tell anyone in your life could you? they don't need to know...
THEY'LL NEVER KNOW THAT YOUR DADDY IS YOUR RAPIST.
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PUBLIC FUN π€€ππ¦
My own whore-adventures π€«
I love doing stuff in public, it's super sexy. I've done it a lot with men, but never with a woman (sadly). I wanted to share some candid stories from my late teens...
I've had sex in the backyard of a friends house, during an afterparty where everyone was so drunk and it was so dark they don't even remember me running out to get creampied by a guy I barely knew ππ¦ i'm such a whore ππ
In that same house, but a different party, I was flirting with a guy that was SUCH A PERVERT. Hahaha when everyone got drunk and sleepy we decided to stay in (my friend invited the closest friends to stay the night, that guy stayed bc I told my friend I wanted to get fucked that night) we got the couch in the living room and my guy best friend (who introduced us) got the sofa bed in the living room (everyone else was upstairs). My guy bff was absolutely wasted and knocked out... π€π€π€ So naturally, the guy I was with dropped his pants and I started sucking his dickπ€€π. He came in my mouth, I swallowed it like a good girl and got even more horny, so he ate me out. π¦π¦ππ My friend started moving, but was still asleep... We moved on to raw fucking, until I got a delicious load of creampie in my pussy. Once he came, he kept on fingering me... Making a mess with his cum and my pussy juices π€€π₯°π₯°. I couldn't keep it down anymore, my friend woke up. First he got surprised, but we were all sooo drunk... We didn't care anymore. He dropped his pants as well, right where his friend's cum was, he put in his cock and started to fuck me. Ironically, we were still trying to keep it down because we didn't want to wake up our friends upstairs. So we moved from the couch to the sofa bed, first guy's dick was hard again... Who would pass up and opportunity like this??? πππ That was the first time (and for now, the ONLY time) I got double-penetrated and DOUBLE-CREAMPIED by my bff and a stranger in the middle of someone else's living roomβ€οΈβπ₯. My bff and I haven't fucked since, but we have a super strong friendship after that, he loves me so much.
Once, we we're at a beach house celebrating a friends birthday... My ex-bff's boyfriend was there, he had just found out she cheated on him and they had a big fight earlier that day (but they didn't break up) we saw each other and both knew she did us dirty. We could finally settle the score π«’π€, we waited until everyone was drunk and ran to the bathroom, we fucked SO hard and for SO long my pussy ached for a whole day after π¦. He was huge, and so was the load he left inside my dirty and slutty cunt πππ.
I love giving guys blowjobs while they're driving, having fun in the car is super hot because you never know if anyone wants to look at what's going on π€€. I love it when my boyfriend masturbates me while we're in his car, he gets so happy after I cum all over his hand... I get the best pulsating orgasms when we do that π
We were almost arrested for fucking inside his car once lol π police arrived and I was already half-naked, i'm sure they we're able to catch a glimpse of my wet and drippy pussy π¦π€«.
Once, I was at a party with a guy... He was so fucking drunk, actually, everyone was. We were sitting by each other's side and talking to someone sitting directly in front of us. Then, he slipped his hand into my pants... π¨π¦π WITHOUT EVEN ASKING π₯°π€« he just knew I was meant to be fucked and bread like the worthless whore I am π€€. Hahaha anyways, he started masturbating me and kissing me in front of the other guy, he seemed into it and pretended nothing was going on. Eventually things got too heated and we ran to the garage in the corner of the backyard... We fucked for hours, he beat me up and creampied me ultra hard πππ it was so sexy. He even pissed all over my face and forced me to drink some π¦π€ππ we kept seeing each other for a while, but in secret, I was under age and he was an adult π€€β€οΈβπ₯.
I'm also a big fan of masturbating and/or squirting in public places (I still do it). Mostly do it in bathrooms or somewhere where it's unlikely anyone will see, nevertheless I do have some risky experiences lol... Carl's Jr bathrooms, gym toilet, gym shower stall, gym pool, Uber ride, road trip, cinema, bf's living room, school bathrooms (done that scince middle school π€«), public pool, public beach, changing rooms are a big favorite of mine as well.
I just love spontaneous sex with random sexy people, I've done it just a few times... But it's always so risky and hot.
- A teacher/coach from my high school.
- A random stud (huge dick ππ) from my gym.
We hid in his house while his mom was in the next room π
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she would have never imagined her son snuck someone in just to creampie her and film her getting used like the stupid whore she is π₯°π€€.
- Semi Professional B-Ball player.
Got some BBC (non-stop for 2 weeksππ) from a 35 y/o HUGE-HUGE-HUGE DICK basketball player just a month before turning 18 π€. We loved doing it in front of his big panoramic window, the best part was seeing people peeping and masturbating to us while he filled me up with his warm cum π€€ππ¦
A big fantasy i'm into right now is having lovely and rough sex with a woman and letting my boyfriend watch... Just watch and touch himself π€π€π€€. I want to show him women can make me cum faster and better π¦π¦πβ€οΈβπ₯πππ€.
Also, one I've had forever is fucking my boyfriend out on the open in the beach near my house. I'd be the happiest if I could give him a blowjob, swallow his warm cumshot π€€π and after that having him creampie me π¦. We go to the beach to exercise, there's a big space that's often empty... Seems nice enough to make this fantasy come true π€π€π€ i'll let you guys know.
If you're here, thanks for reading, I hope you touched yourself to this ;)
haha I did π€π
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Btw I also found a pre transition pic. Anyone want to see it? π
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Found some older pic of me. Yes, I'm a little punkrocker π
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