She is left with it all. Wholly, one last time she is left. The legacy, the tradition, the pain, the failures
The GHOSTS. Meredith is alone, fully and completely. And it’s harrowing, and painful and agonizing to see the torment and enamoring heartbreak of Meredith Grey. Ellen plays is so convincingly. It’s not kicking and screaming. There isn’t some grand burst of emotion, but more of a deepened, slow burning ache as she accepts her fate. She is alone. She is left.
Meredith Grey, you can do this. You go. We’ll be fine.
Yesterday, I took about 5 steps backwards in my adult life. Now, with that being said, for the next few weeks my children and myslef have somewhere to lay our heads, God has shown how bright the future looks for us, I'm back on the job hunt in the line of work I want to be in, things are cordial between my childrens father " I'm very 50/50 with this" but I'm very excited about things. I want too be able to give things too God, yet I just have my own dumb doubts at time. Tonight, I want to say this. "God, I give my all too you. I place nobody before you and I know that you will continue to protect myself and my children. I thank you for NEVER leaving our side. In your name AMEN."
Today, I will do better then I did the day before and I will accomplish a goal towards making my future and my family better.