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July 4th

Just a message for my baby. I’m writing this because I will be uninstalling this app for good and I want to end it with a letter for you.

Alright, love. Here’s it.

Before, I’ve always told myself that once it’s over, it’s over. I’m never going back to what hurt me. I even told the love of my life which is you, that I will never go back to an ex. What for? Why should I? They’re called ex for a reason and I shouldn’t waste the time I had spent to recover from them.

But it’s different with you, you know?

Things got a bit rough last year that we had to separate ways. We broke up. But even when we did, I still stalk you even when it means hurting myself. Everyday, no kidding, I check on your social media. It became a daily habit. I met new people, but at the end of the day, it’s still you who I want. Until I found out you started doing things you know that will hurt me. That’s when I thought it’s over. That we’re done.

Everyone was asking for the biggest plot twist of their life and I am one of them. Everyday, I wish a message from you. I always God for a miracle. But there was none. I really thought we were over that’s why on the 31st of December, I messaged you. A good bye message.

But I guess that was the plot twist of my 2017 because from that, we started again. I was the happiest, again.

An ex is an ex but I guess I had to break that principle because we deserve each other. I believe we do.

When we got back, I thought everything would be better. But actually it was harder. The things I thought only happen in movies, happened in our relationship. Trust was tested, especially mine. You hurt me when I thought you couldn’t. The person I trusted more than anyone had broken my trust that moment. But my love is greater. Greater than your flaws, greater than your mistakes. I committed to love you when things are okay, I committed to love when things are out of our way. So I forgave you and love you even more.

There were still times I think twice about us. Do you love me still? Or do you love what I can do for you? Do you love being with me? Or you only love the years we’ve been together? I have a lot of questions in mind. I feel your love, but most of the time I don’t. I don’t feel appreciated. I don’t get thank yous or sorrys. You don’t answer my messages. You did so many things that hurt me and many words that actually killed me emotionally and mentally but I still stayed because I’m committed to loving you even when you’re tired showing me I deserve your love as well.

The whole point of this letter was to tell you that I am getting tired. I’m tired of pretending we are okay and that there’s nothing bothering me when everything actually bothers me. I miss you, love. You know what I’m tired of? Fighting alone, making this work alone, and I guess loving alone? I miss you, I miss us. The you who always make me feel loved, the you who always choose me, the you who is afraid of losing me.

Love, I’m not giving up even when it feels like I am. I believe you need me and I am willing to go through whatever it is that you are facing with you. I still see you as someone who’s worthy of the fight. We don’t just give up on people we love and I am willing to fight for you. All I ask is that, please fight with me love. I need you as much as you need me. It’s not going to be easy, but with you, we can go through this. You are an amazing man. And believe me when I say that even when things happened, it did not change how I see you. It did not change my love. I love you the same. Weird, but it’s true.

This is too long. People might see it but don’t worry, I doubt they’ll read this. I’m saying good bye also to this blog because I want to focus on what truly matters, for me.

It’s weird that from ranting, I went down to actually expressing how blessed I am for you. Look how fast my mood swings are. Lol.

But still, I’m asking you to fight for us. I love you, and I know we can do this. With God, it’s possible.

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Emoji spell to start a bright new day and end with a wonderful evening(and a good night’s sleep)!

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Emoji Spell for Good Luck

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Virgo I: The Week of System Builders

August 26 – September 2 

Strengths

Structured

Dependable

Service-oriented

Weaknesses

Rigid

Emotionally unaware

Self-destructive

OVERVIEW

The Virgo I period takes the System Builder as its central image. This period can be likened to the time in a person’s life when the instinct to consolidate and solidify existing structures, marriages or partnerships, businesses, etc, asserts itself. Also, at this time, many individuals take part in service-oriented activities, whether in their family, professional or social life. The desire to be helpful and to constructively influence the course of events manifests here. The days that comprise Virgo I symbolically reveal the mature adult beginning to apply his/her energies in the service of social ideals, perhaps working with and supporting a partner, building dependability and efficacy, and taking a more no-nonsense and businesslike attitude toward the world. This may indeed be a time when overly carefree or irresponsible individuals recognize it is time to clean up their act.

Structure is an important theme in the lives of those born during the Week of System Builders, a kind of insurance policy they inevitably fall back on in times of stress. It underlies many of their attitudes toward the world. Mental insistence and concentration are often their greatest strengths, and consequently they suffer most when emotional pressures leave them unable to think clearly or manage their affairs well. They are particularly upset by chaos, so building an effective daily routine, a practical home, or an efficient work space is essential to their mental health. Inflexibility or rigidity is also a possible outcome of such structuring, however, and must be guarded against.

Their careers often involve service. In their family role, similarly, they often care for those who need help, or provide the bulwark of dependability in everyday life. Not all of them are well cast in such roles, however, and despite their tendencies and talents to help others, they can find themselves resenting heavy responsibilities loaded on their backs. Although they seem to do well living and working with people who know how to cooperate and to share the burdens of everyday life, it cannot be assumed that they want to be team players. They need to spend a lot of time alone, and do best when their contributions to the well-being of a social or family group are made on their own terms.

They are not usually cut out for solo leadership roles, but can make excellent partners and co-workers. They like to sit back and watch, preferring to observe carefully before acting; this quality of objectivity, and the evaluations that result from it, can make them extremely valuable to a company or family. Writing reports, stating conclusions verbally, and chronicling in different media what they see around them are often some of their best-developed abilities.

These females can have a shy, demure appeal; the males are often taken for strong, silent types. Rather than acting aggressively, they typically prefer to be discovered by others. This behavior is powerfully ingrained, since they thereby avoid rejection and reinforce their power to choose. In fact, choice is crucial to them if they are to feel empowered. Yet they are capable of making unfortunate choices in lovers and friends—in personal matters their decisions are sometimes disastrous. Their objectivity about the world does not involve a corresponding realism about and awareness of their own emotions. Consequently, they can suffer from acute nervous instability and depression when they meet disappointment. Feelings of inadequacy or failure are prone to surface and can prove to be too much for them to handle.

They tend to be fixed in their mental attitudes, and this is likely to arouse antagonism, particularly from those who prefer a more spontaneous, flexible or free-flowing lifestyle. As dominant family figures or parents, they may be prone to making excessive numbers of rules, and to enforcing them overdiligently. Should they believe that people must be free to choose and act according to their own dictates, on the other hand, they may implement such beliefs with equal zeal. They may benefit from personal involvements or working relationships with more easygoing types, who just take things as they come without needing to rely on planning them out in advance.

Since learning to loosen up is essential for them, their best relationships are often with those with whom they can just let go and have a good time. These relationships with fun-loving types can prove mutually advantageous, with them providing structure and dependability and the other party providing the unserious, relaxed attitude that these folks may lack. In love relationships, alas, they may not prove so dependable, for if their emotional state is unsettled they can feel they have little to give. Seeking to withdraw, they become unable to cope with the other person’s feelings.

They can encounter problems when their service-oriented stance and practical abilities attract dependent, needy types, who drain their energies and exhaust their capacity to give. Fostering such dependencies may be a subtle form of self-destructive behavior for them, for although the need to share and to solve problems may initially provide positive common bonds, relationships with insecure and needy individuals can ultimately bring out a corresponding negativity.

Since living through others may be a temptation for these individuals, they must learn to stand up for themselves and become less self-sacrificing. Building a truly independent lifestyle, one less dependent on the needs and wishes of others, whether parents, clients, friends or lovers, may be the greatest challenge they face. In the long run, then, close relationships with highly independent people, particularly those who can demonstrate how to set limits in human interactions, may prove the most productive and rewarding for them. Even if such personalities initially seem selfish or egotistical to them, they are especially beneficial as role models. They may need to free themselves from the constant demands of other people if they are to gain the space they need to develop their own expressive, creative and financially productive side.

– The Secret Language of Relationships: Your Complete Personology Guide to Any Relationship with Anyone, Gary Goldschneider and Joost Elffers

Feel free to ask me about Virgo I’s compatibility with other signs!

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Palmistry 101

When reading palms, whether your own or someone else’s, these are the main things to consider:

Which hand is dominant? For right-handed people, the left hand gives information about inherited characteristics and potential, while the right hand reveals the development, character, and life events. The opposite is true for left-handed folks!

Quality of lines and their points of intersection. How strong or fine are the lines? Are they straight and long, broken and twisted, etc.? 

The directions of lines, which mounts they occur on or near, and their influences.

Shape of the hand, fingers, nails, and mounts.

General demeanor of the person and the hand. 

MAJOR LINES

Each line has its own meaning and depicts a certain course of action in a person’s life. Lines come in all shapes and sizes. Not everyone has all six of these lines, although the first three are always present (the fate line is usually present as well). 

Heart line: emotions, insecurities, marriages, dependence and independence, the nature of your relationships.

Head line: intellect, reasoning powers, prospective career paths, potentials for success.

Life line: pattern and quality of life, physical vitality, stability or imbalance, will power and logic, not necessarily the indicator for length of your life.

Fate/Saturn line: strengths of character, career, friendships, life’s daily problems, and general ability to succeed.

Mercury/Health line: health matters, business and adventure, the spirit of discovery.

Apollo/Sun line: utilization of creative energies and potentials for success through development of talents.

MOUNTS

The mounts are fleshy cushions underneath each of the fingers. These mounts carry the same name as the finger they are under. Below are the different character and personality traits associated with each finger/mount.

Mercury: Pinky. buoyancy, shrewdness, wit, spirit.

Apollo/Sun: Ring finger. compassion, love of beauty, artistic abilities, potential for success.

Saturn/Fate: Middle finger. seriousness, cautiousness, gloom, superstition.

Jupiter: Index finger. leadership, honor, ambition, spirituality/religiousness.

Lower Mars: Below pinky. moral courage, self-control.

Upper Mars: Below thumb. resistance, coolness of spirit, calmness, courage.

Venus: Thumb. benevolence, affection, humility, passion.

Moon: sentimentaliity, imagination, self-centeredness 

CONFIGURATIONS

These are just a few of the figurative markings that are commonly seen on the hand. They add meaning to the lines or mounts they are near.

Branches: emphasize strengths.

Breaks in lines: emphasize weaknesses.

Chains: signify obscure goals, inclinations to deviate.

Crosses: signify upheavals, violence, struggles, and blunders.

Islands: indicate delays, injuries, and problems.

Stars: emphasize luckiness.

*** I will be posting more about palmistry soon, including more detailed variations of the lines and mounts! In the meantime, feel free to ask me about your palms… sending me a picture would be AMAZING :~)

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Spoonie Curse

1 lemon

1 long nail

picture of/ name of/ etc of person you’re cursing

Cut lemon in half, place paper on lemon, add other half of lemon so the paper is sandwiched,  drive nail through the lemon and paper while focusing on the intention of making their life sour and painful. Throw that shit in the trash. 

inspired by a discussion I had with @sapphic-witches

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Emoji spell for good luck

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Emoji spell to protect you and your loved ones while traveling in any form– walking, driving, taking public transportation, flying on a magnificent multi-elemental mass hurdling through the ethers

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Protection emoji spell

May you be protected and cleansed of negative energy either sent by someone or you catching someone else’s negative energy.

✨💫🙅🏻‍♀️👁🥚👁🙅🏻‍♀️💫✨

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◇EMOJI SPELL FOR PETS◇

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“Warmth and comfort, love and praise, may our creatures be safe and sound, happy and healthy throughout their days”

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Emoji Spell to Protect Fathers.

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My father is protected and stays strong!

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Emoji spell for protecting your pet's head

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May your pet’s head be free of harm and obstruction. May they be healthy and happy.

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I have a small dog, I drink a lot of Pellegrino, and I’m clumsy. I’ve been concerned that I’d drop a bottle on top of my dog, so here’s a spell I’d like to share with all of you.

Please note: this is not a substitute for medical assistance. If something happens to you or your pet, please contact the nearest services in your area.

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emoji spell to protect your heart from confusion. likes charge, reblogs cast

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Emoji spell to protect you and your loved ones from falling down

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May you and your loved ones be free from harm and may you be protected from falling down and suffering injury– especially those who are more susceptible to getting hurt.

Note: Witchcraft is not a replacement for medical care. Please seek additional help if you need it from your local services.

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emoji spell to protect one from illness. likes charge, reblogs cast

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Emoji spell to protect from heavy things hitting your head

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 May your head be protected from heavy objects and incidents resulting in concussions

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 Note: this is not a replacement for medical care. Please contact a facility near you if you need help or have medical questions.

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“I am protected from all kinds of violence”

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