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After an extensive research, I finally know what kind of cat I ended up with thanks to the 'cat distribution system'

so, this is küyen and she's apparently an Egyptian Mau

Honestly, according to the thing on the iPhone camera, it detected right away that she was an Egyptian Mau, but it sounded so fancy that I didn't believe it, so I just ignored it and kept looking for other breeds.

BUT THEN, today, after a month and a half of her arrival on my front yard, something told me I should look up pictures of kittens of the Egyptian Mau breed, and so I did.

Here is the first picture that showed up:

now, let me show you a picture of küyen from a few weeks ago:

SO, for me this was enough proof to say she's an Egyptian Mau. The thing is, I started reading about these cats online and mf wtf is up with this breed 😭 WELL APPARENTLY they are the fastest cats??!? and they are one of the most ancient breeds on record??!?? this lil' mf was chilling out there before the pyramids like whaaa 😭

I kept reading about them and it said that they are highly aggressive when playing and I can confirm that this bitch has made me bleed so much. She has bitten all of our heads, necks, arms and legs HARD. She also hides for sooo long just to catch you when you pass by, slash your skin and bite you just to go off and run fast af and disappear 😐⁉️

They also get attached to one person specifically and I think she chose me and I'm so sad bc I leave for university in a couple of weeks and I won't see her until May and that's and IF 😔😔

this is her sleeping on my shoulder today. she does this everyday 😭

anyways, she's fkn crazy and scary af but it's good to know that she's kind of a rare breed and an ancient one, even if all she does is creep around waiting to attack someone, she's quite nice to me so I won't be fighting back FOR NOW

here's a pic of her from today. she ran into my sister's sleeve and just chilled there for a while. honestly, the realest shit she's pulled.

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the children yearn for tumblr 2014

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el que le deja mensajes mientras duerme se queda con la minita

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to this day this is still the most accurate third party interpretation of bugs bunny

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que me ahorque y me diga que le encanto

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Lo que es único sobre ti no te hace difícil de amar.

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This 'fake it until you make it' mentality has really taken a toll on me. I may have just realized that embracing reality and working towards self fulfillment is all I should strive for. My body is so tired of pretending a life of success and accomplishments. In reality, I'm just full of this 'something' that I always want to give out to someone, but I don't know what it is and I don't know who to give it to. I'm so close to bursting a seam. It'll all be for nothing and a waste at the end. How sad.

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De las cosas que más me ha costado aprender es que el amor de amistades no es menor al romántico, no es menos incondicional. Se me olvida lo completx que me siento cuando me aman mis amigues. Parte de mi se pone feliz al darme cuenta que doy por sentado este amor, porque me hace notar el constante flujo de amor que recibo y que este ha llegado a tal nivel que no sabría describir mi vida sin amor. Amo el amor y a todo lo que me ama. Se siente suave, abrigador, calientito, anaranjado y rosa.

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goodnight giant unwashed water bottle. goodnight loose hairs. goodnight crumbs. goodnight dead vape. goodnight sock. good night yellow pillows. good night stained sheets. goodnight, goodnight, goodnight!

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si hay algo que me carga de estudiar pa ser profe de inglés, es que cuando le dices a alguien que estas estudiando eso:

1. te cuentan que son como el HOYO para inglés y que jamás se aprendieron el verbo to be

2. te juran que son expertos en inglés y que por nada tienen un inglés casi nativo y te empiezan a hablar un spanglish del hoyo

en cualquiera de las dos situaciones yo me limito a decirle "ah mira tu"

por fa no lo hagan.

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merging lanes

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Yo mama so inactive she deactivated

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