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what a beautiful horrible thing to feel so much

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✮（10.24，DIGITAL LOG）

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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

the past few days, habang naga-browse ako sa tiktok, i came across a video about the salmon lifecycle. akala ko ‘nung una, parang random trivia lang ganern, but as i watched those determined creatures swim upstream, napaisip ako.

salmon, in all their simplicity, seems to have a clear sense of purpose.

as what i have understand, salmons are born in freshwater, migrate to ocean, and after years of growth, return to the exact place they came from to spawn. alam mo ‘yun? parang naka-program na sa kanila ‘yung journey na ‘yun—a clear mission to fulfill.

salmons know their purpose. their entire existence is dedicated to this journey, a natural instinct that they follow without hesitation.

but what about me?

unlike salmon, my life’s path feels less defined, it’s almost as if it was always filled with uncertainty and doubt. palagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko: “ano ba talaga ang purpose ko sa buhay?”

i can’t help but wonder, how do salmons move forward with such certainty? habang ako… i always feel like i’m wandering aimlessly, unsure of what direction to take. :(

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

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i have never successfully articulated anything ever but i got very close, once

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it’s kinda wild that you think you’ll never get over something and then one day you do and you don’t even realize :)

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i love when things are tiny . like keychain plushies? tiny figurines ? teeny tiny magic bottles? ugh. masterpieces

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STAN THE RIDLEYS! ᡣ𐭩

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08/24 snaps.

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the streets are not for me, i belong in my room sleeping

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please please please let me get what i want september

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shet i made a cringeworthy playlist ><

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very corny, very unserious, and very insignificant film reviews (if u even care lol)

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Genuinely what are any of us talking about

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“hindi na ito ang dating ako na kilala ko.”

the dreams i once dreamed seem to have vanished into thin air. gone is the little me. full of dreams. hope. paano nga ba ako naging ganito?

whenever i look back at the past, it’s as if i’m greeted by the things i can no longer do. opportunities that have passed, dreams that have been buried by time. and every night, before i close my eyes, i always ask myself: “sino na ba ako ngayon?”

with every step i’ve taken, with every decision i’ve made, it feels like something is always missing. *sigh* ang hirap.

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oh to be a little cat and sit in a windowsill