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enid-coleslaw · 6 days ago
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2025 glow up
Drink water
Fraternize with no one. Live in complete isolation so as not to risk being disappointed ever
take walks
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enid-coleslaw · 6 days ago
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The interlibrary loan has exhausted all possible sources and couldn’t find the book I wanted,, is there any reason to go on?
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enid-coleslaw · 9 days ago
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Cutting your bangs can really revitalize your entire head
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enid-coleslaw · 17 days ago
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I can’t enjoy anything
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enid-coleslaw · 20 days ago
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My life is so waiting for Godot coded
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enid-coleslaw · 21 days ago
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i can't be the only one who's just straight-up ... bored with women hating themselves. my mom keeps lamenting to me how upset she is about her gray hair. my friend stares at her laugh lines every day in agony. my sister loses sleep over the horrible unbearable thought of looking fat. and every time these women i love open up to me, i can't help but think ... then stop staring at yourself? stop drowning yourself, narcissus, and just fucking live your life instead of sitting in front of a mirror obeying cosmetic corporations' lies. just stop it. this is getting ridiculous. you're too smart to be falling for this bullshit. "oh no but these men who hate women told me that if i'm ugly i'm worthless!" girl if you actually believe that then good luck. but i am getting worse at being supportive of people whose nonsense worldviews keep them trapped in pain. stop looking at yourself start fucking living i am pleading you deserve to be happy and it is stupid that you disagree
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enid-coleslaw · 22 days ago
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Showing up *slightly* unannounced to my advisor’s office so I can get him to sign paperwork makes me feel like Valerie solanas
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enid-coleslaw · 23 days ago
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Something is fundamentally wrong with me as a human being
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enid-coleslaw · 28 days ago
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fuck my damn frank sinatra life
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enid-coleslaw · 29 days ago
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My dash is trying to tell me something
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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rip to mary oliver but i’m different. i do have to walk on my knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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what is that little thang in the bottom left corner
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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Screaming crying throwing up at the function where I’m surrounded by British people
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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I don't mind being a girl but sometimes I look at other girls and I think about how we are not the same gender
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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I can’t listen to the depressing music I used to listen to when I was younger, which I consider a win
Back then I would just play those songs constantly, truly the embodiment of that “wake up and listen to [xyz]…did you even try to be happy” meme but now I can’t just sit and listen because my emotional baseline is higher than it used it be. At least that’s how I’m thinking of it. It could also simply be a change in preferences over time but I still do listen to some sad songs it’s just no longer wallowing in the sadness or feeling like it’s inescapable. Writing this realization down makes me feel like things did actually get better despite what I thought when I was like a teenager. Even though it’s not perfect now and I still have my lows, I know I’ve gotten better
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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they hate to see a big fucking pathetic coward loser winning
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enid-coleslaw · 1 month ago
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basically if you are lonely rn even if you are so lonely you think you could just die because you will never stop being lonely you have to keep going regardless because things will not always be that way and wonderful people will enter your life when you least expect it. this sounds totally hollow i’m sure because these kinds of reassurances sounded hollow to me when i was so lonely i thought i could just die but i am okay now and i love people who love me too and you will also be okay and you will also love people who love you too.
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