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I started a WIP for this week's @steddiesmuttyseptember prompt for sneaking around thinking it would just be a cute little ditty but this week is getting away from me and this story is getting away from me and turning into so many scenes...so I may just publish it whenever it's ready.

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Send to 10 other bloggers you think are wonderful. Keep this going to make someone smile. 🤍

this was so very sweet. I've had a stressful week and I needed this

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Tattoos are self care 😘

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God I hate suburbanites "the housing is cheaper in my ultra rich part of the city than the actual city so 'they' are coming here and bringing the crime with them"

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Sailor Man

rated: E

Tags: Steve Harrington's Scoops Ahoy Uniform, Biting, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex My submission for @steddiesmuttyseptember Week 2. Prompts: bruises, clothes on

Steve looked in the mirror. He was fucked, completely fucked. He was a wreck. His hair was a mess, he could fix that easily. He looked tired but no one would question that. Steve had scratches down his arms, bruising on his hips and his ass. That could all be hidden by jeans and a sweatshirt.

But, his neck. He didn't know how he could possibly hide what happened to his neck. He had deep purple bruises from his ear to his collarbone. It looked like he got mauled by a demodog or a bear. It looked almost as bad as when he was nearly choked to death by a demobat.

It wasn't any of those things. The culprit was naked in Steve's bed, still comfortably snoring. Eddie.

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WIP Word Game Rules:

you will be given a word. share one sentence/excerpt from your wip(s) that start with each letter of that word.

Thank you for the tag @stervrucht. I got the word STAR. First three is for my unnamed WIP for steddie smutty September, R is from my longer fic.

S

Steve looked in the mirror. He was fucked, completely fucked. He was a wreck.

T

They had been dancing around each other for months. Ever since Eddie put a bottle to Steve's neck in the boathouse, since Vencna and the Upside Down, through Eddie's recovery, the two of them circled each other. Flirting, staring, lingering touches. 

A

A few weeks ago, it all came to a head and Steve just couldn't take it anymore. They were sitting next to each other on the trailer couch, Steve's arm hung casually over the back, their legs just lightly pressing into each other.

R

"Ready for round two? I think I need to return the favor.” 

Eddie fake swooned, “Be still my heart, Are you Steve Harrington offering to blow me?” 

The word is (still) STAR ⭐️ .

no pressure tags @corrodedbisexual

@fkinkindagauche @hotluncheddie @lavenderstobins

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I'm traveling (again) but I wrote a little for my steadies smutty September for next week! I have a vision, just need time to write it out.

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I'm traveling (again) but I wrote a little for my steadies smutty September for next week! I have a vision, just need time to write it out.

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aquarium date? sorry, I mean museum date? sorry, I mean planetarium date? sorry, I mean botanical garden date? sorry, I mean grocery shopping together? sorry, I mean

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Every song is steddie coded if you've read enough fics

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One day I'll be confident enough in my story telling ability to do it justice. I'm also in the phase of this love (though we've only been together 8 years) and some days it's hard but it's also incredible. This love is harder to capture, harder to describe but it's real and it's beautiful.

Wiggly Wednesday 🧠🪱

One day I'll write a fic about long term love Steddie. The kind of love when you've been with someone for years and it's not fireworks anymore but a smoldering ember under the surface. Maybe, they have kids. Maybe a few. Maybe the only conversation they have is at the dinner table with cartoons blasting and a toddler in their lap or a few words before they go to bed. Maybe they watch each other parent and fall more in love. Maybe they fall asleep every night with just their legs touching because they need to feel some connection. It's different love but it's still special.

no pressure tags: @bilbosmom-belladonna

@corrodedbisexual @eddiethebrave @wheneverfeasible @stervrucht

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Wiggly Wednesday 🧠🪱

One day I'll write a fic about long term love Steddie. The kind of love when you've been with someone for years and it's not fireworks anymore but a smoldering ember under the surface. Maybe, they have kids. Maybe a few. Maybe the only conversation they have is at the dinner table with cartoons blasting and a toddler in their lap or a few words before they go to bed. Maybe they watch each other parent and fall more in love. Maybe they fall asleep every night with just their legs touching because they need to feel some connection. It's different love but it's still special.

no pressure tags: @bilbosmom-belladonna

@corrodedbisexual @eddiethebrave @wheneverfeasible @stervrucht

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I've never heard of Winters Orbit! I'll need to add it to my TRL!

A03 went down as I went to comment but love the brave little toaster reference and the fact that Eddie just....doesn't get it. Until he does.

I’m so glad someone commented on that part because that movie wrecked me as a child and I’m so happy to make Eddie suffer that same trauma. I will admit, half the shit I make Eddie like in my fanfic and my RPs are shit I personally like 😂 I have never had a chance to write it out yet, but one headcanon of Eddie’s I have is that whenever he sees a copy of The Hobbit at a thrift store or garage sale or otherwise secondhand he immediately has to buy it, because that’s what I used to do because it was one of my favorite books. Probably top three* still.

Anyways. Yes, I love a good oblivious Eddie while Steve is trying to work all his charm 😂 I’m so glad you enjoyed this thing ♥️

*my other top two books tie at No. 1 and are Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen and Winter’s Orbit by Everina Maxwell (which if you like queer space operas that were definitely originally fanfic then I recommend that one a lot)

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Breaking the Cycle

written for @steddiesmuttyseptember

Week 1 prompt: make up sex/ Rated: E/wc: 3,148/ Tags: Established Relationship Gay Steve Harrington Gay Eddie Munson Angst with a Happy Ending Past Domestic Violence (not main characters) Blow Jobs Anal Sex Anal Fingering

full fic on A03

Eddie and Steve don’t fight often. But when they do….they fight hard. It's yelling, harsh words, name calling and complete chaos. It's not their most shining moments that's for sure. But, they were working on it. 

Neither of them had good role models for relationships. Eddie’s parents split early and Al Munson was, nothing if not, a complete scumbag. His laundry list of his crimes included domestic assault and battery. Before living with Wayne, Eddie witnessed Al and his various girlfriends beating the shit out of each other more than a few times. The altercations usually ended with the cops being called for the commotion and the cops telling Al to go take a walk. He’d go somewhere for the night, return the next day and everything would be like it never happened. It wasn't exactly the model that Eddie wanted to emulate. 

Wayne was great but it didn't seem like relationships were his thing. The entire time Eddie lived in the trailer, Wayne never brought any woman home. So, while Eddie learned a lot from the man about life, there was no positive relationship role model to look towards from him. 

Steve’s parents were no better. Mr. and Mrs. Carl Harrington should have split years ago but never did. Mr. Harrington was a serial cheater, womanizer, grade A asshole and, surprising to no one, a wife beater. Raised voices and name calling were a near daily occurrence. Steve witnessed his Dad beat his Mom more times he would admit even to Eddie. The police were never called to their Loch Nora home, it wouldn’t have been respectable and his mother was hell bent on being respectable. Plus, Carl never hit his wife where anyone would see the bruises and anytime someone did notice something, Mrs. Harrington would say the marks were because she was clumsy. 

Steve and Eddie were trying to break the cycle. They really were. They never hit each other. Well, except when it was consensual. But, the words that they spewed at each other could be almost as bad as a bruise. Sometimes, things would sneak up on them and their fights got ugly.