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if i see one more person say cranboo died for ctubbo in hitting on 16 im gonna start blowing things up

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A comic about the enderwalk

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Happy November 16th to mentally ill gay people everywhere and that radioactive cockroach of a minecraft server (affectionate) o7

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did ranboolive utilize nonbinary power when they singlehandedly added like 10gb to the dsmp world

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don't forget to leave a stack of tnt out tonight for c!wilbur

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Found a hidden room at -400 5 -4089

Could this be the secret project cc!Ranboo talked about? I mean at least the floor matches the description, but if it isn't, then at least I've found something.

It's north of the place c!ranboo woke up at in this stream:

(village in the distance is X: -328 Z: -3576)

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has anyone with the dsmp download found the banned from streams how to sex book. what was in it that it cant be shown live on stream. i was always curious but also idgaf enough to dl the world and hunt it down

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Dream SMP World Download (TRIMMED)

Hello, I said I would try to trim down the world download for slower computers if I got my hands on it and I have now done the thing.

I got it down to 2,82 Gb (2.54 Gb zipped) while still being able to keep pretty much everything anybody would actually care about (unless you're a perfectionist) because I only deleted chunks that hadn't been loaded for longer than 10 minutes

My point is: you shouldn't be missing anything important even though this is trimmed down, and your computer will be much happier

Let me know if it works btw. I did do a quick test myself but nothing comprehensive

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wild that we got the dsmp download. but like. also. how much are we going to be able to see? does that make sense.

we can't visit lmanburg. or new lmanburg. exile's exploded but the tower is there. michael is missing. we can go to erets museum but its not the same. so much of the server is lost just by the nature of it. we can experience the after and we watched the during but. we only get the end of the story. ough. i hope this makes sense.

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Finally revealing my c!Ranboo design to the public

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yeah ctommy, same man

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so BECAUSE OF THE STREAM I WENT OUTSIDE AND STARTED SCREAMING AT 12AM SO NATURALLY SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS BEING MURDERED AND CALLED THE POLICE AND WHEN THEY GOT HERE I HAD TO GIVE THEM MY EXPLANATION FOR SCREAMING AT 12AM SO I JUST SAID DSMP AND ONE OF THE COPS EYES SUDDENLY GOT REALLY BIG AND THEN HE SAID "THERE'S A DSMP STREAM??!?" AND THEN HE WATCHED THE STREAM ON HIS PHONE I HAVE A GROWN POLICE MAN SITTING IN MY DRIVEWAY CRYING AND CURSING AT TOMMY UNDER HIS BREATH HIS PARTNER GAVE HIM A SHOCK BLANKET OH MY GOD

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healing despite it all

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getting there

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something that i don't feel like i've seen enough posts about is the fact that. it was a joke. jack logged on as a joke because he lost a bet, intending to "take the piss". it takes maybe a few minutes for him to see the manishroom in his inventory and get genuinely emotional about it, as something he's had since the beginning of the server, as something that represents a hugely important time and series of events in his life. it's--it wasn't planned. it was just... a joke. until, suddenly, it wasn't.

and if that's not the best, most fitting end to the dream smp, i don't know what would be. o7

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[through tears] getting there

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i think the thing that's really hitting me about the dsmp lore stream in 2024 is. it's not just about c!jack and c!tommy, and it's not even just about jack and tommy, but it's also about us. sometimes, when things end, it just hurts. so much just hurts. and you don't look at it for a long time. maybe you go through a phase where you hate it. maybe the people involved turn out to be terrible people. and sometimes things that hurt you make you angry (and god, was anger so core to jack's character, back when it ended). and it feels like you'll always be angry about it. and it'll always hurt. and you'll never want to look back again.

and then one day, you do look back, and you realize you haven't thought about it hurting in a long time.

i have this post about how everything i write is about grief. and you could make a good argument that everything after l'manburg in the dsmp was about grief.

but the thing about stories about grief is: eventually, you look back, and you realize you haven't thought about the grief in a long time. and maybe it's still there. maybe it still hurts. but maybe, also, there's a lot there you love, too. can still love. can still make you happy. it doesn't hurt you as much, as often. you don't think about it as much. you can, despite everything, somehow, it snuck up on you: you can think about something else.

i think about that sometimes.

and i think that's why this wasn't just about jack and tommy. and why it hit me so hard. you know?