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i dont kneel but god still belongs to me

or whatever is the mystery that got me here

am i free? is something holding me? or am i holding it?

i get these feelings

when my blood runs out of thc

and im left with myself

just me being me

up all night i guess i have that cry1 gene

i think its how i am wired

whenever i feel intense

happiness in my life

tomorrow i cant stop crying

i read

actually

i watched in a video

anger can be a fertilizer from which something a lot less bitter and a lot more alive can emerge

well my soil has been weird and

anger and angel are one letter away

and soil and soul are

so i keep getting confused

the sunset was beautiful today but i never got to see it

i go on walks a little too late and i try to walk off whatever i wont say to everyone i love and i dig and i shovel and i really try

but what doesnt kill you texts you six months after and you still wanna die so

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me at 25

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i have no pathways to ensure there are no storms

i have a wish and a rose and a palm filled with thornes

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eBay listing for "Pegasus Horse Ceramic Handmade Figurine Animals Miniature Decor Gifts Souvenir 2", https://www.ebay.com/itm/232598906383

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yes.

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slowly discovering the rythm to my poetry

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4/12/2024 2:53 am wrote the first draft of my first film 🏝️⭐️

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Wanda Koop - Rose Tide, 2024 - Acrylic on canvas

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i have a Big Upset and now i have to carry on and live my day not fair

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so thankful that i always have this private nook of the internet where i can write whatever i want and they will not know about it. they can not own it from here

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speaking my full truth would feel so satisfying but at what cost

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hate when a bitch makes me gravitate towards robyn honey the album

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i dont know if im interested in scratching that 2019 itch