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cw nudity↓

i’ll strangle him with my bare hands how can anyone could be so beautiful???

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just watched the bear

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mmh, when men are vocal.

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"This fic is literally just porn, why do you care about the quality of the editing" unfortunately, both my brain and my dick have strong opinions about verb tenses.

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LOOK AT THE TWO BEAUTIFUL BOY INSIDE DHARMA CLOTHES>>>>>

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I give you Jack/Kate/Sawyer:

Petty jealous boyfriend and girlfriend edition.

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I'm so grateful to Lost for the ship dynamics it gave me, bc it has literally everything I love, my favorite types and interactions!!

My all-time favorite is a poly triangle, there's room for suffering, jealousy, and silly questions like "why him and not me?" that must be answered in a too small for three people tent in the middle of the night, accompanied by the sound of the waves and soft sighs and moans. Kate, Jack and Sawyer. I thank the heavens for their photoshoots, their brilliant acting, and the ending of the island arc, which leaves us with no clear answer about who's with whom. Because there is no clear answer. Because they are all with each other. For me, kajawyer’s vibe is mom+dad+uncle who's lying on the couch in their house, drinking their beer, and taking showers with them, smirking mischievously. It's just perfect, there’re two alphas and their beautiful and challenging omega who needs the right approach. The dynamic is built on an emotional roller coaster, with some coming and going, but we all know that they can't be without each other in the end. (This is how the Jate’s arc looks outside the island for me, and I like to think that they can't exist without a third person, just like any good polyamory should have a balance and everyone should be able to support each other). They’re my found family and probably the only characters who have managed to give me that feeling in the show.

Sayid and Kelvin are my second basic dynamic, which has everything: power imbalance, age difference, traumatic military background, and one character's influence on the key events of the other's fate. I can't believe that Lost gave me so much!! I was watching different dynamics with Sayid in the s1 and half of s2, looking for the most tasty, but when Clancy Brown appeared on the screen... I didn't think for a second. I needed to see all the things with them (and draw it, which is what I'm doing). Society loses me as a human being when there's a strict, authoritative two-meter-tall top with a complicated past and ill intentions. And a bottom with a romantic personality, a sharp tongue and big puppy eyes, who will definitely do something terrible in the future, consume themselves with guilt, and unconsciously strive for submission. I will die on this hill and squeeze every last drop out of them. 

And the third dynamic that I don't get into often, but when I do, it's for a long time. Sayid x Nadia. I rarely ship straight couples, but the trope of two people deeply connected by something tragic in their past that never fully leaves them, even in their best moments.... In their case, it's even better bc they have three layers: a carefree childhood, the harsh reality of adulthood in war, and a future after years of searching and eventually accepting each other. Nadia is probably my favorite type of woman in the media, she's determined, stubborn, and doesn't hesitate to be blunt, but she's also soft and genuinely compassionate on the inside. Her inner strength amazes me bc she was able to forgive and accept someone who represents the regime she suffered from so closely. Even if it was a result of trying to hold on to a past where they were still children. It adds a layer of complexity to their dynamic, making it more nuanced and flavorful.

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more choices

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the bisexuality was there. it didnt change anything. it didn't save anyone. there were just too many forces against it. but it still matters that the bisexuality was there

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yup, im saying it here, the parallels do really exist between margo/christian and diane/wayne.

yup, tobias’ reaction is warranted.

as someone with similar parental dynamics to jack it is crazy how they didn’t explore the psychological damage margo did like an enabling parent is really just as bad and in some ways worse than the abusive parent, there should’ve been a flashback of jack crashing out on his mum. also they’re never as innocent as they seem, they’re just abusive in a different way and we get a glimpse of it with the conversation in ‘white rabbit’ and how she manipulates jack into going after his dad

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also sorry @kateaust3n i don't wanna be ruining ur post but margo gets talked about so little ive never had the opportunity to see this discussed.

we all agree this was the actress just jumping at the chance to kiss Matthew Fox right?

as someone with similar parental dynamics to jack it is crazy how they didn’t explore the psychological damage margo did like an enabling parent is really just as bad and in some ways worse than the abusive parent, there should’ve been a flashback of jack crashing out on his mum. also they’re never as innocent as they seem, they’re just abusive in a different way and we get a glimpse of it with the conversation in ‘white rabbit’ and how she manipulates jack into going after his dad

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mhoooooo, the sandwich convo ♡

MATTHEW FOX ON JORGE GARCIA (2010)

I just love him, and I think he's really unique (...) I just love him as a person. I just... adore him.

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yessss please let's discuss jack's inadequate parents, both of them.

im sure margo holds a lot of love for jack (as does christian, but he's too emotionally immature to have that translate into anything other than projection). but she's also a woman married to an alcoholic cheater, and has no idea how to exist out of that.

her son is grown, grown enough to even stand up to his dad and enact a boundary, and she still manipulates (unconsciously sure) him to bring that asshole back to her. because she presumably doesn't know how else to function.

she's definitely a peak reason why jack such a hard time trying getting out of this dysfunctional hell.

and because we never saw any sort of resolution between the two, i'll also always hate her for it.

i just wanna hold young jack in my arms for four hours.

as someone with similar parental dynamics to jack it is crazy how they didn’t explore the psychological damage margo did like an enabling parent is really just as bad and in some ways worse than the abusive parent, there should’ve been a flashback of jack crashing out on his mum. also they’re never as innocent as they seem, they’re just abusive in a different way and we get a glimpse of it with the conversation in ‘white rabbit’ and how she manipulates jack into going after his dad

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"you have to be your first priority" idk man it depends

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MATTHEW FOX ON JORGE GARCIA (2010)

I just love him, and I think he's really unique (...) I just love him as a person. I just... adore him.

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matthew fox said sawyer choking jack rights in the bts for s5 (in the smallest, calmest voice possible)