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Starting ozempic on Friday :P

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I’m back

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Now that I’ve relapsed I need ana buddies again, pls interact if interested, preferably no younger than 17.

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I forgot how fucking boring it was to starve yourself, how did I do this shit before?

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I hope I get a honeymoon phase after not restricting for like 8 months.

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Anorexia to recovery to bulimia pipeline very real.

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Lmao nvm I gained weight

I think imma recover, I got a physical job and at this point money matters more to me than being skinny, or maybe my job will make me skinnny haha

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I think imma recover, I got a physical job and at this point money matters more to me than being skinny, or maybe my job will make me skinnny haha

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Just got my wisdom teeth out, feeling like absolute shit but at least I’m incapable of eating a lot of food.

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All the thinspo I see they don’t have hip dips, I need thinspo with hip dips so I don’t feel even more shit about myself 😭😭

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Pastries are surprisingly nice to throw up, banana bread in particular, so long as you chew thoroughly and don’t wait to long after to purge.

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It’s odd, the more weight I lose the more I hate myself. Thought it would be the opposite but I guess not.

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Relapse time

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Really hate that I’m going through another birthday feeling fat.

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Lmao I think I jinxed myself

9th day binge free, haven’t gone this long without binging in months.

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9th day binge free, haven’t gone this long without binging in months.

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Wish I could go back to the honeymoon phase of my Ed.