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Hi everyone, I havent had internet for awhile, I received a bunch of requests for Kaz and will soon to be writing them , so sorry for the delay!

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Someone requests angst or some fluff for Kaz Brekker please, I’m in the mood for writing and you send me the angsty of the angst

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Now that Season 2 of Shadow and Bone is out, I might need to start writing more Kaz angst or shadow and bone content

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I’m so in love with Steve Harrington

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Definitely recommend this writer, the way she captures these emotions got my heart aching, a MUST read!

marlie b’s spider-man masterlist

hi everyone ! here are the two masterlist’s to both of my spider-man fan fictions. the first, being the trilogy i wrote & the 30 blurbs that goes along with it, & the second being a singular series that is currently in progress. 

enjoy !

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Far From You Trilogy

(completed)

y/n stark & peter parker have known each other since they were in eighth grade & have been inseparable best friends ever since. but in the aftermath of thanos’s destruction & the losses they’ve both endured, y/n & peter must navigate a new understanding of who they are to one another all through snarky comments, badass fights, devoted friends, & a whole lot of hilarious moments & eye rolls (usually from y/n). this trilogy follows peter & y/n from the summer going into their senior year of high school through their senior year in college, along with 30 blurbs to shed some light on their lives together before, during & after the trilogy. 

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Just Out of Reach

(sequel in progress)

y/n met peter parker one time at the one of the university bus stops & shared a pizza with him in the rain. he seemed like the nicest kid & so when y/n sees peter in the hospital only a couple weeks later looking like a shell of the boy she’d once met, well, y/n’s always felt a calling to helping people. so why not help peter parker? plus, he’s super cute so that also is a huge help.

to put it plainly, y/n loves helping other people & feels some sort of connection to a curly-headed kid with one arm that she hardly knows, peter is tired & can’t seem to catch a break & is kind of an asshole. & it would seem that even though felicia & peter broke up & were never even really together, felicia still has some plans for the two of them. also no one likes gwen stacey, mj takes up a new hobby called vandalism & y/n’s roommates get arrested for something they didn’t do.

Sequel: If You Need Me

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OMgg HE KNOWS

Andrew Garfield Answers the Web’s Most Searched Questions | WIRED

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'the little things' was sooooooo good 💖✨💖💖🥰✨✨ thank you for writing and sharing it, you're a great writer!

🥺🥺🥺

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UPDATED MASTERLIST

LAST UPDATED: APRIL 23, 2023

☀ - FLUFF

☂ - ANGST

MARVEL MASTERLIST

SPIDERMAN/PETER PARKER

ALRIGHT SPIDERBOY

Part 1 | Part 2

LOST AND ALONE

Part 1

I DO NEED YOU

Part 1

CAPTAIN AMERICA/STEVE ROGERS

LIABILITY

Part 1

COME BACK TO ME

Part 1

SWEAT MORE LIKE TEARS

Part 1

THE WINTER SOLDIER/BUCKY BARNES

YOU'RE TOO CUTE

Part 1

SHADOW AND BONES

KAZ BREKKER

The Little Things

Time

Desire

Just a Burden

Don't Go

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REQUESTS

Hello, I have been very inactive but I would love to start writing again, so if you have any requests that you’d like for me to try and write, I will try my best!

Here are just some characters that I would like to write about. Much love

MARVEL

Peter Parker

Steve Rogers

Bucky Barnes

Loki

Wanda

Tony Stark

etc, (pretty much any marvel characters

These are just some characters that popped into my head, cause I have taken a recent liking to these characters.

Thank you!

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LOST AND ALONE

PART 1 OF 3

SUMMARY: Who knew, a mere stranger could become someone so important.

WARNINGS: Mentions of death, anxiety, depression

PAIRING: Peter Parker x Reader

AUTHORS NOTE: i love my bby peter I just want him to have everything but I hope you enjoy!!! it has some major angst but also some fluff with my bb peter

WORD COUNT: idk (not edited, will fix later)

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The world around you felt so small, it was suffocating you. It took almost every ounce of your damaged and broken mentality to pick yourself up everyday. Dreading to even wake up, but it was better to be there rather than at home, shall you even call it a home.

Every night, it would be filled with constant yelling, stuff being thrown and doors being slammed. Blasting music into your ears didn’t seem to do any help as it was so loud, all your neighbors would complain. Calling the cops wasn’t enough, as their past visits seems like nothing.

At school, at least you felt like you were safe. You were in your own space, no one really bothers the weird kid sitting alone at the lunch table. And that didn’t bother you, being alone felt nice. It gave you room to breathe.

You sat at one of the tables in the cafeteria, slowly eating bits and pieces of your lunch as you read your book. Music just pumping into your ears. You were so lost in your own world you hadn’t noticed someone in front of you repeating your name.

“Uhm, Y/N?” Peter Parker stood in front of you with his sidekick Ned Leeds, holding their tray. Your eyes trailed over to the two.

“Yeah?” You replied, a bit confused. You knew the two of them, the two were you in your philosophy and chemistry class but you guys weren’t close, you would say acquainted but that’s it. The two were almost inseparable.

“Your bag fell, some of your papers and books were scattered, so I and Ned picked it up.” He replied handing over a pile of papers from your bag with several books in hand.

“Oh shit really?” You sighed as you looked towards your bag and as they say, it was, it had fallen. “Thanks.” You mumbled as you grab the paper from them.

Peter’s eyes scanned a few of your papers and noted that you liked to write. “Yeah, it was no problem.” Peter smiled back.

You looked at me and smiled as the two of them turned back around and headed towards another table until you can hear Ned whispering no so quietly.

“Let’s sit with her! I always see her sitting by herself and she’s always helping us out during class- you asked her for answers to the philosophy homework like five times Peter!” Ned whispered.

You giggled softly to yourself, they probably thought you weren’t able to hear them but it was quite the opposite.

“Okay yeah, but like I know she likes to be alone.” Peter replied, aware of who you were.

“You guys can sit here if you want, or don’t. It’s really no big deal.” You replied back giggling. “I don’t bite.”

Ned and Peter looked at each other, eyes staring each other down as if they were blaming each other for not whispering quietly. “Yeah sure!” Ned replied happily.

As the two of them sat down, Ned noticed something your pencil bag. It was a polaroid photo of you and your brother, next to a Millennium Falcon Lego set. “No way! You have one of those!” Ned smiled cheerfully.

You looked over to what he was talking about and you smiled. “Yeah, it was my brother. Me and him were obsessed with Star Wars and I bought that for him like two Christmas ago.” You replied looking happily at that memory.

“No way, that’s so cool. I’ve been nagging Peter to help and build that thing with me.” He replied.

Peter hadn’t known much about you better yet you had a brother. But as he listened to you talking about your brother, he felt some sort of sadness behind those memories and he wasn’t brave enough to ask about it.

“I-I didn’t know you liked Star Wars.” Peter smiled, learning something new about her.

“Yeah, I’m big nerd. I have all the Lord of the Rings and Hobbit books plus the films. Also, I have read almost all of the Game of Thrones books.” You replied nonchalantly, for some reason you felt comfortable just spilling out information about yourself.

“You like the Hobbit too!” Ned cheered. As if he found another version of Peter in front of him. “You and Peter are so much alike.” He pointed out.

Peter looked at him, “Well..” he uttered.

You smiled, “That’s cool.”

Peter laughed awkwardly, he wasn’t good at making conversations, better yet with someone like you, someone he felt sort of comfortable with yet so awkwardly uncomfortable with. It was hard to explain but he always felt like you were a person that would be cool to have around. Peters eyes darted towards your arm as you moved your sweater around. He noticed some bruising and cuts.

He wanted to ask if everything was okay but he knew it wasn’t his place to ask.

“We’ll thanks for hanging out with me during lunch but I gotta head towards Mr. Ford’s class for some early test prep. Coolio!” You exclaimed. You sat up and grabbed the rest of your books and threw your plate of lunch and waved goodbye to the two boys.

You bit your lip as you said your goodbyes, in all honesty you weren’t heading towards Mr. Ford’s class, but you were heading home. It wasn’t ideal but you always had to go home early. Your counselors already knew what was happening and knew you would be able to catch up on your school work, so they allowed you.

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As you headed home towards your building, you inhaled deeply and headed inside. “Mom? Dad?” You called out.

You expected some sort of response but instead you got silence. You questioned as to why nobody else was home but didn’t want to prude. You walked towards you room and payed on your bed. At least they’re not home. You thought to yourself.

The silence in your room, the sound of the air conditioning buzzing through your room, it was so quiet. It was something you weren’t used to. You had tried to stop yourself from thinking overall before a lump in your throat started to grow even bigger. And before you knew it, you exploded in tears and in relief.

All the moments, all the memories and all the things that had happened in this tiny apartment of yours slowly came crawling back. You hadn’t thought about him for while, but today your heart ached as you remembered him, who he was.

They blamed you for his death, they blamed you for ever existing. Their eyes always looked at you filled with hatred. They have wished you dead lots of times. And your heart ached because what if they were right?

Your eyes were filled with tears and it almost felt like you couldn’t breathe. Was it a panic attack? You’ve had them before but it was never this bad.

You rushed towards your window and opened it as fast as you could as you let out a breathe, slowly inhaling and exhaling to calm yourself down. It had taken you a couple of tries but you had managed to calm yourself down.

You laughed at yourself like a psycho, it would’ve been nice to have someone here right now, you thought to yourself. But, no one was there and I don’t think anyone would ever be. You were all lost and alone.

You closed your eyes and sighed, “Looks like it’s just you and me lil buddy.” You cooed at your cat who laid herself next to you. “Thank you, for being with me at least.” You sniffled

What you hadn’t noticed, was someone just a building away, sitting on the rooftop, listening.

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Peter hadn’t been on to listen to conversations that he wasn’t apart of, but as he swung across the city and felt a sense of danger he just went and headed to that direction and found it odd that he spotted you outside your window.

Peter could hear her heart beat racing and her sniffles. Was she in pain? He wanted to just go over there and see if everything was okay but wouldn’t it have been weird that Spider Man is outside her window. So he waited, with Edith on standby with emergency just in case.

He watched as she cried and his heart broke, it was so different, you were so different what he sees around school. He found you someone who just smiled and didn’t think of anything negatively. You were always just in your own space, you didn’t show any ounce of sadness, you were just you. Happy and always lending a hand. So when he spotted you, in the brink of falling apart, all he ever wanted to do was just hold you. You had looked so fragile and in his heart he knew you were not okay.

Inside your room, you were sitting by your window as you rested your head on the side of your table. As your cat laid beside you.

“Hey, I know can’t talk back but thank you, you’re always just there comforting me unknowingly. I’m sorry you have to hear all that stuff.” You choked. “You don’t deserve this.” Tears were yet again falling.

Peter could hear everything you were saying as he moved closer to your building, just a few floors above you as he sat on the fire escape stairs.

“I’m sorry that I disappointed everybody, I’m sorry I’m not him, I’m sorry that you had to lose him and end up with me. I wish… I wish it was me that had left, not him. Then maybe.. just maybe it would’ve been different.” You sobbed.

Peter had to stop himself from lunging into your window and to stop himself from just shouting that, no you are not a disappointment and that you are important. It took so much of him to stop himself.

“Hey munchkins, you think somewhere other, someone cares?” You asked your cat sadly. She purred as you rubbed her belly. “You’re the only I have you know that buddy.” You smiled sadly.

Peter, clumsy as he was even though he was spider man, his foot slightly slipped on the steps of the stairs which made a slight noise, it was quite but it could’ve been from all the way from your bedroom. And you did hear it.

You glanced towards the noise and fumbled with your rings, “I’m gonna put you over here just in case.” You spoke to yourself as you cared munchkins away from the window.

You slowly walked towards the window and peeked over slightly above you, and there you spot, a red and blue costume. Your eyes widened. Is that Spider-Man? You thought to yourself.

Peters eyes widened, he was seen and he hadn’t had a clue to what he should say to as why SpiderMan was just chilling above her room. Peter inhaled, “Uh… ha.. hey what’s up?” He spoke. Peter couldn’t believe that’s what he had said after everything else he could’ve started with, he was mentally face palming himself. Great! He groaned in his head.

“Uhm, hey Spider-Man?” You questioned. Out of all the things that could’ve happened, you found this hilarious and you couldn’t help but let out a small giggle.

Peter was nervous, so nervous and for what? You didn’t know it was Peter behind that mask but Peter couldn’t help but feel nervous in front of you. He didn’t know why he felt this way.

“I was just swinging around the neighborhood- you know! As you friendly neighborhood Spider-Man!” He exclaimed happily. Oh god, Peter mumbled.

You laughed, this was the last thing you were expecting but oddly enough, it made you forget about what was happening in that dark old room of yours. “Okay friendly neighborhood Spider-Man, you probably heard what I was saying right?” You asked him.

Peter didn’t really know how to respond to this, better yet as Spider Man, but tried he did, “Just some parts. I was swinging around and I heard your heart beat racing.” He replied honestly.

So he did hear most of it, you thought to yourself. Well that’s just great, he knows I’m a nobody and a loser. You awkwardly laughed, “Ha..ha.. so how much of it did you hear? Oh god please don’t tell me you hear me crying.” You pleaded.

Peter laughed, and you looked up, eyes sparkling, that laugh- its as if you’ve heard it before.

“If I say no will that make you feel better?” He asked in response. And you nodded your head.

Your eyes squinted towards him, you knew he heard you, he must’ve been listening for quite a while but your heart softened at how he was trying to make you feel better.

You laughed softly, “No but don’t worry, I don’t hold grudges.” You simply replied.

Peter smiled at you, “I did want to ask… are you okay?” He asked.

This made you inhale sharply at the sudden question, are you okay is never a question that someone can answer easily better yet honestly, because honestly, even you had a feeling Spider Man wasn’t okay either. He’s a superhero, a lot of courage and kindness must be apart of it.

You slowly shook your head in response, the tears welling up. God why am I so soft, you asked yourself. “No… but I’d like to think I am.” You whispered softly.

Peter’s look at you softened. Seeing someone like him but so incredibly broken made him feel so many emotions, anger to those who made you feel this way, disappointment that it took him long to have the courage to speak to you.

“It’s my brother, ever since he died… everything was different.” You inhaled. “I mean my parents never really liked me nor cared for me. But my brother…. now they cared a lot for him. He was like the golden ticket in our family. You know, perfect grades, perfect life, and overall he was just a good person. He was the only one who treated me like his own.” You replied sadly, picking out your nails, heartbeat racing, not sure if you had gone more to say more.

Peter cursed at himself, he had known you for so long but it took him this long to finally have talked to you and he had wished he had sooner. “You’re a good person.” He replied.

You smiled softly, “Thanks. I’m glad I seem that way to someone. My parents constantly remind me that I’m just a person living in their house, not even considering I’m their daughter.” You sighed.

Spider-Man slowly walked down towards you, inching just a bit closer to you. “Why do you stay with them?” He asked.

You shrugged, “I don’t have anywhere else to go.” You didn’t, you practically have no relatives- or at least none that you know of. It was just always you and your family. If you could leave you would but then again, you’d just end up on the street. Cold and starving.

You thought to yourself, can’t believe I’m spilling out my whole life story to Spider-Man.

“I know it’s not much coming from me, but… you’re not alone. You have people that care about you, people that you probably didn’t think about that would. Like me for example!” He cheered.

“Thank you.. for listening. I mean, the last person I would think of to be listening about my life story was Spider-Man. No offense.” You chuckled at him.

“I’m Y/N.” You smiled reaching out for his hand.

“Pe- Spider-Man.” He spoke nervously.

You looked at him oddly. “Yeah… hey, thanks for listening. I know you probably got some better crimes to fix, but thank you for staying.” You smiled nonetheless.

“Of course. If you’d like, I can swing by again sometime. Just to catch up with each other.” Peter suggested.

You raised an eyebrow, “Really?” You asked. Peter nodded his head.

“I’d love that.” You replied.

Peter’s sense we’re heightened as he hears a couple of sirens just a couple of blocks over and you noticed it as well. “You should go. Save some lives.” You chuckled.

Peter giggled and sprung out his web to the building over. “See you Y/N! I’ll talk to you later!” He shouted as he swang building to building.

You waved your hands goodbye and laughed to yourself. “Guess I’m not lost and alone after all munchkins.”

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watched no way home yesterday and I’m a wreck with a roller coaster of emotions bye I’m gonna write some angst Peter Parker to let my emotions out

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Grishaverse fics recs

$- Smut

£- Fluff

€- Hurt/Comfort

₹- Angst

Some fics, Drabbles or blurbs or headcanons didn’t have titles so I randomly titled them:D

Darkling x Reader

Cake Night Talks by @lillianastras £

Game of House by @cheekygreenty £

Stranger by @cheekygreenty £

Disobey by @cheekygreenty £

Pretend by @zim-zam-goddamn £€

My boy by @cheekygreenty £

Blow up by @all-art-is-quite-useless $£

Your Meaning by @sunny-reys £

Smol and tol by @zim-zam-goddamn £

Cat fight by @cheekygreenty £

Kaz Brekker x Reader

Simply clothes by @alcottsangel £

Cupid screwed up by @genyaakostyk £

Mans best friend by @magpiencrow £

Nicknames by @goldengoddess £

Sober thoughts by @goldengoddess £

Barrel’s Goddess by @alcottsangel £

Shawty by @brekkers-multi £

You are done for by @sumsebien £

The little things by @emotionaiwrecks £

Unpredictable little brat by @liberty-barnes £

Frustrating by @darling-i-read-it $£

Foe to Family by @im-constantly-fangirling-backup £

My crow by @darling-i-read-it £

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 & 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 by @fishley £

Jesper Fahey x Reader

I put a spell on you by @genyaakostyk £

Oops, I did it again by @genyaakostyk £€

Timing, people, timing by @genyaakostyk £

May I have this dance? By @magpiencrow £

Not What it looks like by @magpiencrow £

Fake dating by @goldengoddess £

Take care by @goldengoddess £€₹

My heart beats for you by @magpiencrow £

Shut up and kiss me by @goldengoddess £

Friendly Flirtations by @thebadgerclan £

Strongest Sense by @thebadgerclan £

Lost hair pins by @triptuckers £

The Perfect Crime by @sunny-reys £

Kaz playing matchmaker by @magpiencrow £

Matthias Helvar x Reader

Temptress by @magpiencrow £€

Ask the saints by @genyaakostyk £

In the wake by @sumsebien £

Stay alive for me by @goldengoddess £₹€

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Aloha everyone! I’ve been MIA for so long!!!

After some personal problems and emergency, a lot has happened.

To shorten it, had to move back to home to help my parents but had to make sure everything was dealt with before I move back home. I lived in Portland and had to move to Hawaii for my parents and my lease for my apartment still had 4 more years so basically had to deal with that and of course transferring schools. So hopefully you guys understand, finally I’ve settled and is just waiting for school to start, I’ll be active much more!

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can’t believe this one was a huge hit with you guys, I loved writing this and making soft kaz thank you all so much!!

The Little Things

requested by: anon

request: Could I get a Kaz x reader where Inej is really close with the reader so Kaz asks Inej for info on the reader (like their favorite dessert, their coffee order, favorite book, etc.) so Kaz can get closer to the reader without physical affection and eventually confesses to the reader? Tysm <3

summary: even two spoonful of sugar was love

pairing: kaz brekker x reader

authors note: omg guys this was so cute to write, my heart kept fluffing up just thinking of so many things kaz would do for his love, i hope you enjoy it!

word count: 1594

Sunshine and sunflowers. Those words would describe the aura you gave whenever you enter the room. The way you hid everything, the chaos, the hatred, and the darkness that Ketterdam had shown you were a breath of fresh air. You were so bright and so full of kindness

You had just came back with Inej from the shops. In need of new books and the fact that Kaz didn't like it when you went out alone, Inej had been your friend, your dearest friend actually.

Inej had helped you become a custom of the ways of the crow. She had trained you with Jesper to learn how to protect yourself, and although you weren’t much in for the missions. Kaz had kept you because of your intelligence.

“Back so soon?” Jesper chirped up.

Inej and Y/N looked at Jesper, “Sadly, they didn’t have the books I wanted.”

At this moment, Kaz’s undivided attention to anything, all of a sudden his ear’s perked up. Spotted Inej and Y/N sitting down next to Jesper.

“Is there any sweets I could eat?” Y/N asked.

Jesper laughed, “You can get a pint of beer if you’d like.”

Y/N groaned, “No, like some cookies or brownies.”

Jesper shook his head, “I don’t think you’ll find any of that here.”

Y/N frowned, “My cravings have not been fulfilled.” She groaned.

Silently in the background, a smirk formed around Kaz’s mouth. His devious plans to learn more about her were being put to place. He turned around, his cane hitting the wooden floor towards his office, and just as expected, Inej had been waiting.

Quickly, Kaz closed his door and sat down. “Did you figure it out?” He asked.

Inej nodded her head, “She’s looking for this book, it’s called Pride and Prejudice.” She informed him.

Kaz didn’t know how to approach Y/N or at least had the courage to have a private conversation with each other, he was scared and oddly enough, too shy to communicate.

In order for him to understand and know what she likes and not like, Inej had been around. In the beginning, she’d had only been there for Y/N because of Kaz but the longer that they had spent time with each other Y/N and Inej had gotten so close that Inej didn’t have to report to Kaz anymore. The two were just found inseparable.

In the months Inej and Y/N had hung out, Kaz had figured out all the things she had enjoyed.

For one, Y/N liked her hair parted in the middle because apparently, it showed more frame to her face.

Secondly, she always likes two spoonfuls of sugar in her drinks, more precisely, her coffee.

Thirdly, she likes to keep a diary of leaves from different types of trees, petals from different flowers, and lastly, she had kept the little letters she had received from Kaz.

Kaz had often left Y/N little notes of things that needed to be done before or after the mission. And Y/N kept all of it.

“You know Kaz, I don’t understand why you can’t just talk to her.” Inej smirked. “I know you fancy her but a little chat with her wouldn’t hurt to try.”

Kaz had wondered what it would be like if he had the courage to talk to her. I mean, Kaz does talk to her but not in such ways Inej has.

“Just give me the list.” Kaz ordered.

Inej pulled out her list and handed it over to Kaz.

He smiled.

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Y/N had fallen asleep and hadn’t realized by the time she woke up, it was already midday. The sun was setting in and the crowds of Ketterdam began to crowd.

The noises of everyone could be heard from her window. Rubbing her eyes, she sighed and grabbed her empty mug, and headed towards the kitchen.

To her surprise. Inej, Jesper, and Kaz were all down by the bar. Inej would have been out till late and Jesper would’ve been outside posted as a guard or in the crowd playing cards. And Kaz usually would’ve been in his office, plotting whatever he was plotting.

Y/N smiled, it was rare to have all of them together in such a peaceful manner. More often it would be missions or meetings.

“Well good morning beautiful.” Jesper cheered, earning a side-eye from Kaz.

Y/N giggled, “I must’ve fallen asleep. I don’t think I can go back to sleep, my stomach has been starving.” She groaned.

“Hey Arne, could I get some c-“ Y/N asked, only for Kaz to already have a cup of coffee in his hand. It was warm as if he waited.

Kaz’s eyes looked towards her, “Two spoonfuls of sugar?” He asked.

Y/N nodded her head. How did he know? She questioned.

“Y/N, Can you go up to my office and grab me my files? It’s inside a red folder.” Kaz had asked.

She nodded her head, unsure of the situation but she could see Inej hiding a smile and Jesper smirking from behind.

Y/N quickly headed up to his office, spotting the red folder she also spotted a book right next to it.

Pride and Prejudice, it read.

Y/N’s face could summarize confusion. She found it odd that he out of all people had the book. Taking her opportunity, she grabbed the book as well and headed downstairs.

“Kaz!” She yelled out. “Why do you have this?” She asked flaring the book up.

Kaz shrugged, “Must’ve been any one of my customers. They leave stuff behind all the time.”

Y/N smiled brightly, and Kaz’s heartfelt so many emotions. But nothing can describe how happy he felt when he saw her smile.

“Inej! Look!” She chirped.

Inej had seen the book she wanted earlier and gave Kaz a smirk. Oh, this boy. She thought to herself.

Kaz had really gone out his way to get just even the little things. Kaz was nowhere near good with his words but he knew his actions could show more.

"Remember this book? We couldn't find it anywhere." Y/N cheered brightly. Her excitement can be felt around the room.

As she flaunted her book around, Kaz hadn't stopped smiling.

It was the feeling and seeing her so happy that made Kaz feel so many emotions.

"Kaz, how did you manage to find this?" Y/N asked curiously.

"Like I said, left here, probably one of the customers." Kaz simply replied.

Y/N grinned, knowing there must be more to the story.

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Day by day, Y/N noticed many things. When she had woke up, a cup of coffee would simply be ready. With two spoonfuls of sugar to be exact.

The bakery next door had managed to sell her their last pieces of brownies.

Y/N noticed that when she had asked for something, it somehow appeared magically. She had her suspicion that Inej had contributed to this, but she also felt Kaz had something to do with this.

It was odd that Inej would quickly disappear whenever she was in need of something and either the day later or after, the thing she would be missing would be right there, staring right at her face.

So out of her curiosity, Y/N planned a scheme.

Ask for something that she necessarily doesn't need, and see what happens. In fact, it had to be something so inconspicuous that it'd probably be something so hard to find, not even the great Bastard of the Barrel could find.

Y/N had waited, not requesting or blurbing anything that she needed to ensure they weren't suspicious of her and when her opportunity had come, she struck.

Y/N sighed loudly as Inje sat down next to her cleaning her knives.

Inej glanced over, "What's wrong?" She asked.

Y/N sighed again, "Nothing." She replied.

Inej rose her eyebrows, "It wouldn't be nothing if you weren't sighing so deeply." She chuckled.

"Okay well, I was reading this book and it had mentioned this flower that seemed to have medicinal powers if it was brewed correctly, and I had looked everywhere for it and can't find it at all. I wanted to use it and see if I could make each and one of you a vial use whenever you guys are in danger during your missions." Y/N explained, knowing there's no such thing of such flower but hoped Inej had believed her.

Inej suddenly took interest. "W-whats the flower called? I know people that could know it." She asked.

"It's called an Athelas. Apparently, it is super rare to find." Y/N sighed sadly.

"Athelas." Inje repeated. "I'll make sure to pass it on whenever I see any of them." Inej smiled.

Y/N smiled back, her plan was working.

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Y/N had been laying down on her bed with books scattered all around when she heard a knock on her door.

She quickly stood up, "Yes?" She shouted.

"It's me!" The person replied back. Jesper.

"What do you want this late at night?" Y/N asked opening the door.

There stood Jesper with a pot of flower. "I'm just here to hand this over. What is it anyway?"

Y/N's eyes widened in shock. That was not possible, she had made up the flower, just a figment of imagination. "Who sent that?" She stuttered.

"Kaz." He replied. "Look are you gonna grab it or what?" He asked.

Y/N dispersed from her thoughts, "Yes, sorry." She said grabbing hold of the pot. "Thanks." She replied as she closed the door.

She walked towards a table and set the flower down.

This plant doesn't even exist, how could Kaz even find such a thing? She thought to herself. She sighed sitting down, Well that proves my suspicion.

So Kaz had been getting these things for her, but why? She wondered.

She looked closely around the flower and spotted a piece of paper graved inside the soil.

"It's the little things."

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Omg! Thank you so much for featuring me in this! I’m so glad you have enjoyed it as I have and want to be able to share it with others! thank you so much!

June Fic Recs

I read so much amazing content this month, I swear, this list should be ten times longer but I had to narrow it down. Enjoy all these fantastic pieces x

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All works belong to the writers credited, I am merely sharing them. If any writers wish for their work to be removed, drop me a message and I will do so straight away.

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Shadow + Bone- Closer (Kaz Brekker) by @dreamer-writer-fangirl

Nina Zenik Headcanons by @cedrics-grave

Being Inej Ghafa's Girlfriend by @beingleft

The Little Things (Kaz Brekker) by @emotionaiwrecks

Masquerade (Jesper Fahey) by @spider6oy

Heal My Secrets (Kaz Brekker) by @for-bebbanburg

Coma (Kaz Brekker) by @slutfornat

Hold My Girl (Jesper Fahey) by @cinnamomumm

Graveyard (Kaz Brekker) by @brekkers-multi

What Was He (Mal Oretsev) by @murswrites

Jesper's Love Languages by @beingleft

Alina Starkov x Reader by @lanstsov

Moonlit Rooftops (Kaz Brekker) by @ode-to-joy

Farewell, Wanderlust (Matthias Helvar, Kaz Brekker) by @gxldendxys

This Is How You Fall In Love (Alina Starkov) by @eifhames

Too Much (Jesper Fahey) by @pink-surftable

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Harry Potter

Sneaking Out (The Weasleys) by @autumnhymns

Life Is A Gift (Luna Lovegood) by @dreamy-clousds

Fireworks (James Potter) by @maybanksslut

Scars (Remus Lupin) by @lauralestrange7

Painting With Luna (HCs) by @sourweasley

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Julie and the Phantoms

Simple Touches (Luke Patterson) by @charlies-gillespie

How To Move On (Luke Patterson) by @sunny-reys

Braiding (Luke Patterson) by @littlemissaddict

[emotionallywreckd]

Hi !! Are you ok ? , you havent posted in a while and I was getting worried

Hiiii! I didn’t think anyone noticed by absence really, but thank you for asking! just had to deal with some personal stuff but I’m slowly writing everything and getting back on schedule

Thank you so much for understanding

[emotionallywreckd]

Hi everyone,

Sorry for being MIA, recently had a family emergency and couldn’t really do much writing as I’m always in and out of the house because of personal reasons, someone close recently passed away and I needed to fly over and help my family with the loss.

I’ll be going through my asks and publishing the fics that I was supposed to publish.

I’m truly sorry but I hope you all can understand :) miss you all xx