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jealous

'Cause I wished you the best of All this world could give And I told you when you left me There's nothing to forgive But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was Heartbreak and misery It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way You're happy without me

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void

a spiraling void,

an inevitable enemy,

not like in the scary movie,

this one is forever unseen,

but it has always been close within,

an endless void with no end,

could get lost in a few seconds,

floating in a complete darkness,

brain shutting from any logicness,

and suddenly,

everything stops with complete silence.

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Yusuf (AS) was threatened with prison for not sleeping with Minister’s wife. He had two choices: 

1. Pleasure of body and pain of the heart. 

2. Pain of the body and the pleasure of the heart. 

This is why he prayed for the prison; a life with a dead heart is a life in the prison of sin.

AbdelRahman Murphy

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It was narrated that Abu Hurayrah (may Allah be pleased with him) said:

A man came to the Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) and said: O Messenger of Allah, which of the people is most deserving of my good companionship? He said: “Your mother.” He said: Then who? He said: “Then your mother.” He said: Then who? He said: “Then your mother.” He said: Then who? He said: “Then your father.”

— Narrated by al-Bukhaari 5626 and Muslim 2548

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another breathless night

it doesnt matter whether it’s a 40 minutes or a 4 hours sleep,

the nocturnal attack will always comes swinging,

i’d be in a weird dream, scary dream, or a fearful dream that trigger my utmost fear with no clarity of what it is as soon as i open my eyes.

the unknown terror, suffocates me,

heavy breathing to almost stopping,

this is all just so exhausting.

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Fun zodiac facts here!

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Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive. Never surrender.

Tupac Shakur (via hplyrikz)

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when it starts to happen,

reality wise, you almost could not believe yourself.

wow.

is this what and how a lot of people have been living like?

this empty?

this sad?

this.... unimportant?

it almost feels like im dissolving from the world,

i could trip myself oneday and have no one care to ask if im ok,

i could jump off a bulding and not receive one call from people i know,

should i just give up?

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Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.

Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (via hplyrikz)

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I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life.

Robert Polito (via hplyrikz)

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Fun zodiac facts here!

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care too much,

love too hard,

i hope i dont break myself apart.

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tired of nothingness

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Gabrielle Giffords: [Gun] violence is a big problem. Too many children are dying. Mark Kelly: We’ve got 15 to 20 times the death rate from gun violence than any other industrialized country. And Congress needs to address this problem. Gabrielle Giffords: We must do something.

Former Congresswoman Gabrielle Giffords knows first-hand how gun violence impacts the U.S. today. On January 8, 2011, Giffords held a public event in Tucson, Arizona at which a gunman opened fire. Six people were killed, and many were seriously injured. Giffords was shot in the head and suffered severe skull and brain injuries. 

In the seven years since the shooting, Giffords has made an unprecedented recovery. She even made an appearance in Washington to cast a vote on August 1, 2011—less than seven months after getting shot in the head. 

Giffords eventually resigned from Congress. With her husband, astronaut Mark Kelly, they started Americans for Responsible Solutions, a nonprofit with a mission to promote responsible gun ownership. 

Today, on the day hundreds of thousands are coming together for March For Our Lives, we make this post to remind you that enough is enough.

To see our full interview with Gabrielle Giffords and Mark Kelly, head right on over to MAKERS. 

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why bother?

why bother to fall in love again when it comes with another heartbreak

why bother falling in love again when the love can fades

why bother to fall in love again when it is not real love

why bother to love someone when you dont even know you do

why bother to fall in love again when there were never permanent?

why bother to fall in love again when you still do not know what you want

why bother falling for someone that your heart says “i’m not sure yet”

why bother to love someone that you are not sure the reason why they love you

why bother to love when you are not ready

why?

because our loneliness crave for love.