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update: i saw the finale and am decently pleased. this weekend, i'll be moving emma over to a new, single blog, but i may stay on here for a while because i want my new blog to thorough and way more active. that being said, i may be rather quiet on here for a little while!!! but im gonna make it work and i'm excited. love y'all! IF ANY MUTUALS WANT TO PLOT PLS COME INTO MY INBOX / MESSAGES! i'd love to plan something!!

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What's a minor quirk or quality about my character you like?

What details have you seen that you just really enjoy?

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i am all for audrey thinking she has no chance w emma any more (bc emma never reciprocated/said anything back about audrey loving her) and she’s just totally oblivious to the fact that emma Is Pretty Gay, and Is Kinda Falling In Love With Audrey More And More Every Day so when emma finally has the courage to do something. like. romantic audrey’s just like. wait. wait, like.. gayly?? like, you were… this wasn’t… all the dates weren’t just as Gal Pals are you actually??? you actually like me back???? in the Gay Way??? the day has come??? are you serious. are you fuckin serious. holy f

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talk abt me mabel pls i'm ur daughter

i love you and this is so random and i don’t know if i pronounce hélène’s name correctly and i’m emo and it’s late and i’m deteriorating. i love you

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noaccomplice if u arent sick of talking about me yet !! u know !! just ashley things

i sound terrible bc i sang taylor swift 2009 and 2011 singles in my shower for an hour right before this. i’m stupid

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

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Send me a URL on anonymous and I'll record myself talking about the mun.

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first of all, let me just say wow. when i first started writing audrey back in september 2015, i never thought i’d still be writing her so many months later. i never thought i’d connect with a character as much as i connect with audrey jensen. i never thought i’d make such a close group of friends or have people that truly enjoyed my portrayal of a character enough to follow me for almost a year. the fact that over 400 of you have decided to follow, write with, and get to know me means so much to me. roleplaying audrey has only been such an enjoyment for me since day one when i first stepped foot into this fandom. i look forward to coming on here, i love exploring new plots and finding new ways to develop audrey each and every day that i get to write with those of you that follow me. all in all, i am just so thankful for all of you. i really wanted to wait until i hit my year milestone to make a bias list, but i am just so floored that so many of you enjoy what i’m doing here enough to follow me that i had to cave in and make something sooner. that, and with scream wrapping up season two on tuesday, it seems like as good a time as any. 

first things first is the psd pack. this pack comes with four separate psds (pictured above) that you are free to use and edit however you wish.   you can download the pack here.   i hope you’re able to find them useful.

next, and i promise this will go under a read more because it’s going to get long, i have a bias list. i’ve met some incredible people writing audrey for as long as i have, and a lot of you have an incredibly special place in my heart, and whether i’ve known you for eleven months or since my most recent revamp, i am thankful for each and every one of you that continues to follow and write with me. 

Keep reading

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            WHO’S IN THE MOOD TO SAVE THE WORLD?

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noaccomplice:

‘   now   that   you   mention   it   —   I   SHOULD   HAVE,   ’   there’s   a   grin   that   pulls   at   the   corners   of   her   lips,   makes   her   feel   warm,   and   it’s   natural,   genuine,   something   of   a   calm   that   only   emma   can   really   pull   out   of   her.   she   settles   down   beside   her   on   her   bed,   a   place   they   spent   way   too   many   sleepovers   to   keep   count,   and   they’re   close   but   still   not   close   enough.   audrey   still   wants   her   closer,   always   does,   but   she   always   bites   her   tongue,   holds   back,   keeps   from   pushing   too   far.   ’   but   no,   actually,   lord   of   the   rings   –   so   i   hope   you   don’t   have   plans   with   anyone   else   tonight,   because   you’re   booked,   ’   it   was   a   joke   about   the   movie’s   length,   but   she   couldn’t  stand   the   thought   of   sharing   emma   with   anyone   else.   not   tonight.   she   hit   play   and   leaned   back,   encouraging   emma   to   do   the   same   with   a   silent   reaching   towards   her   hand.

‘   i   just   —   thought   it   would   be   a   good   choice   considering,   y'know,   you’re   leaving   in   a   couple   of   weeks   and   everything’s   going   to   be   different,   ’   it   almost   aches   to   voice   it,   emma   has   always   been   a   constant   in   her   life.   it   was   the   first   time   she   truly   acknowledged   her   sexuality,   and   even   when   they   were   separated,   on   the   rocks,   she   still   saw   emma   on   a   regular   basis   at   school   —   and   now   their   lives   were   finally   normal.   no   more   killer,   they   had   survived   the   blood   shed,   emma   deserved   to   move   on   and   do   incredible   things   —   amazing   things   that   audrey   had   no   doubt   she’d   manage   to   accomplish.   the   silence   is   overwhelming,   almost   too   much,   and   she   clears   her   throat   —   tries   to   make   the   conversation   feel   normal   again.   ’   hey,   do   you   remember   sixth   grade?   we   used   to   watch   this   movie   every   weekend.   i   seriously   thought   your   mom   was   going   to   ban   lord   of   the   rings   from   your   house.   ’

out of habit, emma’s upper tooth loosely snags her bottom lip, her lips raising to match audrey’s.  i’m going to miss that smile, emma thinks, before brushing it away, sweeping it into some corner of her mind.  ❛  no one else.  just you.  ❜  there’s a GIDDINESS in the words, because the truth of them excites emma in ways she’d forgotten.  nina’s sleepovers were always wide-eyed paranoia, staying up until you couldn’t anymore out of blind fear that something would happen.  emma, shifting, taking audrey’s hand, their legs touching, the touch ALMOST ENOUGH  ( but not quite –––– emma swears there’s something missing but she can’t place it ).  emma tightens her grip on audrey’s hand, just a little, just enough.

the dreaminess of the moment skitters off as audrey does what she does best.  it doesn’t ruin their moment, but everything slips into something else:  ❛  yeah, no, i know.  ❜  but emma says it like she didn’t, like no one told her, and in a way, no one had. everyone had been too scared to tell emma that she was deciding to CHANGE HOW IT WAS  .  .  .  and now that they’re back, like this  ––––  emma doesn’t want to think about it.  ❛  i guess i’ll just have to come home every other weekend and annoy you.  ❜  she smiles it off, hoping maybe audrey believes her.  can she ever believe me after –––– ?  emma shifts a little and feels some pull in her stomach.  ❛  if i fall asleep, YOU’LL WAKE ME, won’t you ?  ❜  her voice is soft and her face turns up to look to at audrey’s and their faces are closer than emma remembers, but that thought, too, she pushes aside.