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aw

trans_irl

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someone buy me tinned peach slices

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friends says yes, anxiety says no.

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sis its hard not to be cringey

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do re mi fa so fucking done with you

blackbear

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i hate ur friends and they hate me too

blackbear

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The bitch is back

Elton John

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Do it before you regret it

Me girl, do it x

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lol im gonna regret everything when im older

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lmao someone help how do i use this

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do you ever just sit and listen to never gonna give u up by rick astley bc it brings back the good old memes

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im iconic, good luck changing that x

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how to leave them behind

hey, why are you here? is it because youre just scrolling and happened to come across it? or is it because you want to leave them behind? whatever the reason, let me tell you some shit babygirl...

1.KNOW YOUR WORTH - sis, you are gorgeous!!  dont let anyone or anything tell you different. key to getting over someone is to know your worth. start off now by writing down 5 things you like about yourself. for example heres mine!: my eyes, that im good at football, my artwork, my hair colour and my descent. see? it can be as weird or as basic as you want but just remember KNOW YOUR WORTH!!!

2. STOP CHECKING IF THEY SAW YOUR POSTS - i know its tempting but girl, it does you good. stop it now. im gonna be real, they probably dont care. not because they dont love or miss you, but because they are in the same position.

3. STOP LOOKING AT THE PHOTOS - this ones also difficult, all the memories in one photo. you need to learn to stop. delete them girl. itll do you good in the end.

4. GIVE THEM THEIR CLOTHES BACK - they gave you their jacket once? you dont need it, itll only bring you back the memories and we want you to get over them! this is a hard one but it needs to be done

5. TALK - talk to a friend or close relative, theyre always gonna be by your side 

GET THAT HEAD UP AND REMEMBER, YOU ARE LOVED!

Xxx

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love is a weird thing. you dont always understand it, it just happens. you can go from hating them to adoring them quicker than anything. its always the little things that bring a smile to your face, the glimmer in their eyes when they smile at you, the warmth of their body when youre lying on their chest, when their face lights up after one of your jokes, the little kisses on your forehead. see? its all the little things that hit the hardest. its not all about the sex or money, its about really finding that love and happiness between the two of you. love really is one of the strangest but greatest things to exist

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i miss it

yo i miss so much shit. i miss when i was young. i miss when school wasnt so goddamn pressured. i miss when people didn’t talk so much shit about each other. i miss when there wasnt a standard for all us girls to live up to with our looks and lifestyle. i miss when i fell out with people because they wouldnt play tag with me, not when they tried to take the love of my life and my friends away from me. i miss when my arms were clean as my mums kitchen unit. i miss when i had all of my friends together, not on other sides of england or other countries. i miss when we would stay up until 7am telling each other how fucking in love we were with them. i miss when all my family were together. i miss making mud pies in the garden and potions with the shampoo in the bath. i miss being happy. i miss when his mum didnt destroy him mentally. i miss my friends. i miss him

i miss it all bro, i took advantage of it...

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5 things i wanna do w him

1. STARGAZING!! - i know it may sound unoriginal and cringey but honestly, i love the idea. as a matter of fact i just sat out on my roof for a good half an hour or so looking up at the stars, taking in the beauties of mother nature. what wouldve made it better is if he was there beside me. just lying on a roof with each other gazing up at the stars

2. a beach day - unfortunately, where i come from im not very local to a beach so a beach day together seems so fun. ice cream, fish and chips (its a british thing) and a good go on the penny slots in the arcade with him seems like my kind of day

3 theme park - we already went to thorpe park for my birthday and honestly, it was easily one of the best days of my life. going on the water rides twice bc we r dumb and didnt realise we would later freeze, going into the horror maze together with me holding onto him for dear life, eating that whole packet of sausage rolls and kit kats, when we were on the walking dead he put his arms up (the ride was pitch black and indoors) and accidentally caught a guys hat that fell off, when he panicked bc his seat belt jolted, waiting 2 hours and doing trust falls in the queue for the saw ride and just laughing together for hours on end

4. go to one of his rugby games and him coming to one of my football (soccer games - i love when couples go to each others sports fixtures. like honestly, its adorable. cheering each other on from the stands or sidelines, being able to shout “thats my boy!” or “thats my girl!” is literally perfect. it would also motivate me because sometimes, when im training or playing, i tell myself “hes over there cheering you on” and it motivates me to do my damn best and it works

5. a sleepover - no, not for sex or anything like that. its because i want to do shit together. bake cookies, dance around the kitchen at 2am bc why not, stay up all night, play call of duty together, act like utter idiots during crackhead hours and just fall asleep in each others arms.

yes, this is how much i miss him bc of quarantine :(

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In Turkey I be swimming in the sea and a lil fish starts sucking my toes - mankeh

me explaining why im scared of fish