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Roberta Mazzone

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You never feel the void of an empty seat in real time

Roberta Mazzone

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You have a way of looking into my eyes

and seeing a chain reaction

of all the women I’ve ever been

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Oh, my love-- it'll be quite a few weeks ahead;

For now, you are unknown to me again, I only know the last seven years of you, and the silhouette of your cut jawline You asked for this, not me. I'll never leave you, unless you plan to leave, then I'll leave you first, but-- I'll always tuck you in at night, and there will be no one else who'd recite your nighttime prayers right

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“To define is to limit.”

— Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

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iA.

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you are the strongest version of yourself when your heart is calm

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How do I describe this era but for depicting the fractals of light bending through palm fingers, as if I had spread my palm across my face, and that same light bent between my fingers straight for my eyes

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             God-- you are my forever

Did we forget?  Who we    are    You are shut in survival, so too am I but just like you are meant for the outdoors, and protecting you from those who intend to bring you down so they don’t bring us down So too I am created for our inner hearts, and what is soul food for the inner workings of this home; what soothes for the temporary moment to breathe

We are the modern day hunter ; gatherer

I’d lie awake endlessly for you (you’d brush my eyelids closed) I’d follow you into the deep-end (you’d pull me back to shore; treading kicks below) I’d drink poison, for you (you’d resurge my lungs, suck it through your teeth, and spit it in the sand; wipe your face; grit--)

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I’d wake you up from this heavy burden. You keep running from me-- from any help-- from resurgence from the outward clatter This goddamn noise; “how to break the inward chatter”

How I wrote about you since I was in my teens, manifesting a human like you, whether man, woman, soul-- you came, and you refused to let me refuse you-- for years .. Because you knew--you always knew Well, you doubt now, because you’re tired not just of me, of it all your body is tired I know, you’re tired If I could give you a bit of me, for a bit of reprieve a moment to We are tired,  and I will never give up You are my --end of time-- Sleep, my love; I’ll wake you at 7:20.

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