An intricate look through poetry, personal essays and media at my attempts to navigate my past sexual assaults and abuse, combat my mental, be the best mother I can be and to just...keep breathing.
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Thank you baby @maaiiioooo I am the luckiest girl in the world. #nerdgirl #nerdgirlsdoitbetter #harrypotterfangirling #grindelwald #seraphinapicquery #fantasticbeasts #fangirling #bestfianceever #bestfianceaward #heknows #heknowsmesowell #harrypotter #spoiltrotten #geek #geekgirl #unapologeticallynerdy https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvwt9n9nURF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1weeu7wxb24ba
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Cheshire and the Mad Hatter makeup test Full Cosplays coming soon...watch this space #makeuptest #madhatter #cheshirecatmakeup #madhattermakeup #cheshirecat #lovemycosplayman #cosplaygirl #cosplayman #love #beauty #rattytathats #rattytathatsarethebest #rattytathatoriginalmadhatter #aliceinwonderland #aliceinwonderlandcosplay #wereallmadhere https://www.instagram.com/p/BvQKL8wHxwK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cs7jazq0m0vw
#makeuptest#madhatter#cheshirecatmakeup#madhattermakeup#cheshirecat#lovemycosplayman#cosplaygirl#cosplayman#love#beauty#rattytathats#rattytathatsarethebest#rattytathatoriginalmadhatter#aliceinwonderland#aliceinwonderlandcosplay#wereallmadhere
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Kind of weird to be going on a date night to the cinema to watch your own fiancé...also kind of awesome 😀 #actorfiancè #datenight #pulse #bfifilmfestival #justiceforbarry #excited #proud #crescentartscentre #futurefilm #filmacademy (at Crescent Arts Centre) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvPdKCCHfyC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10rqfxwd6z5o9
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Not a bad way to be woken up #mydayforaliein #teaandtoast #bestfianceever #spoiltrotten #spoiltheprincess https://www.instagram.com/p/BvJPqt4Hi3I/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=b6t6918to57x
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My Cheshire #steampunkrealm #steampunkgirl #steampunklover #rattytathats #rattytathatsarethebest #madhatterrattytathats #sogladifoundthisartist #lovemyhat #alternative #alternativestyle #fullcosplaycomingsoon https://www.instagram.com/p/BvHMTjIn9Hs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10mz0l5m40zbg
#steampunkrealm#steampunkgirl#steampunklover#rattytathats#rattytathatsarethebest#madhatterrattytathats#sogladifoundthisartist#lovemyhat#alternative#alternativestyle#fullcosplaycomingsoon
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Genuinely spoilt rotten. I was unwell and he didn't want me bending to tie my boot laces. #itsthelittlethings #bestfianceaward #heisntperfectbuthesmine😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/BvHI0mDnOim/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15otqngpeqqrm
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Love this girl more than life #stpatrickcelebrations #bestfriends #thirteenyearfriendships #lobeyoualways #couldntlivewithouther #bffl #bfflifestyle #crazygirl #honorandclara https://www.instagram.com/p/BvFg75KnMKJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5diewdwlybop
#stpatrickcelebrations#bestfriends#thirteenyearfriendships#lobeyoualways#couldntlivewithouther#bffl#bfflifestyle#crazygirl#honorandclara
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They almost made me believe it. They came so close to convincing me it was all in my head. That I asked too much, Wanted too much, Needed too much. They almost convinced me it was wrong to ask a man to do his fair share, That needing help made me less of a woman some how. Then I met you. You do dishes, Get up in the night, Get up in the mornings, Make dinner, Make breakfast, Make the bed precisely the way I like it made. You're everything they said I was asking too much for. They almost made me believe it, But then I met you. You made me realise I was never less of a woman And now I know what a real man looks like. #loveyou #love #iloveyou #loveafterdomesticviolence #loveafterdomesticabuse #loveaftersexualabuse #loveafterabuseispossible #becauseofyouimnotafraid #leanedintomylife #rightman #mrright https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu9jcdBBtlr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bl1s6233xq4m
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Appreciation post: I am the luckiest woman in the world. This is the man who taught me that it could be and would be better. That I didn't have to settle for pain. That I was worth much more than those who had come before had lead me to believe. The man who loves every scar, has kissed away every tear and who loves my children like they're his own. #loveafterabuseispossible #reallove❤️ #reallifefairytale #metoo #notafraidanymore❤ #loveaftersexualabuse #loveafterdomesticviolence #loveafterabuse https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu8iP-2BylL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1unojdqbywyl1
#loveafterabuseispossible#reallove❤️#reallifefairytale#metoo#notafraidanymore❤#loveaftersexualabuse#loveafterdomesticviolence#loveafterabuse
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I have two modes, innocent and sweet or 2006 Goth Emo with a bad attitude. That's it. (at Ballymena) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu8TG7iBnxH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13ax301wjw9bz
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Real love #love #lover #loveyou #reallove❤️ #loveofmylife #reallifefairytale #lifeafterabuse #loveafterabuse #loveafterabuseispossible https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu6h0v_hQAh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rd69wwje1ple
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The Mirror
I look in the mirror
And search for an old version of myself.
Before the scars,
Before I cut my hair so short you couldn't pull on it,
Before I tried to rearrange everything about my appearance that suggested vulnerability.
The mirror does not comply.
Instead,
I am confronted with a woman I do not yet know,
Rather than the child,
The adolescent I have mourned for.
The woman however provides an answer,
She tells me,
"You will never be what you were, such dreams are wasted dalliances with life, but you can be what you are."
What am I?
Mother,
Survivor,
Lover,
Partner,
Friend...
Free.
#survivor#metoo#beforeandafter#nevergoback#nevergiveup#nevergivein#survivor of abuse#domesticabuseawareness#it can happen#it does happen#it can happen to anyone#freedom
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When you're trying to juggle careers, kids, large families and life in general, it can be easy to forget about each other. Always make time for date night. Looking forward to the next one. It'll be nice to see Mario's mug on the big screen. (at Ballymena) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu5__Idhk6s/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8munthvqcoiy
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Nailing the 50s Style https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu53AxBhXsW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n9dypw75s1s5
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I don't believe you
I don't believe you when you say you loved me
We don't destroy the things we love.
I don't believe you when you say I broke your heart
Because there wasn't enough there to break.
I don't believe you when you tell me you wanted me
You only ever wanted the idea of me.
I don't believe you when you say you loved any of us
You would have to know what that word meant,
And I don't believe you do.
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"Why him?" You asked me.
Of all the people in the world why him?
The simple truth?
Because he was everything you pretended to be.
He is everything you never could be.
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How are you justifying this in your head? I suppose you're content to blame me. I wonder how well that excuse will hold up when she has grown?
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