elfborne

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STUNT

im mallu i take my beef seriously

spit bars? i spit knives im a hazard

saw you staring and drooling

caught you teasing and sleazing,

its shameful really, your momma would have you believe

i wont stop at breaking bones, i eat the marrow too

left a single stone unturned and hurled it at your head

i got the devil in me and two more on my shoulders

you and whose army and your ant sized soldiers

everything holy left a long time ago

im petty like a girl, i keep the receipts

when you cross me, ill go on a killing spree

slushy gushy mushy im wet and warm and sticky

icky licky gooey, im hot and cold and picky tongue slick like a gutter

tongue sharp like a cutter

bars smooth like salted butter

made you look once twice made you stutter

stut tut tut tutter?

serve face on a platter

trick space, made him think he really mattered

whats with the accent you sound like a tech tycoon and you ugly like one too

tryna sell me your startup

man you better get your bag up

they thought i was gay, man, i did a number on them

is he hetero homo or just metro

i done it, girl breathe, talked her through it call it guided meditation

might slip out sumn

might whip out sumn

whatever you did, i did it first

no sir, im not being prideful, im just saying it like it is

im a whore for the floodlights, showgirl, big stripper boots, I bring boys to their knees better repent

so i dare you, pull a stunt

try once, never twice

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My eyes smarted, I could feel worms crawling inside the browns of my eyes

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i saw hell besring down in ureyes

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What a life it was, stuffed full of bated breaths and skin and sticky kisses. I came alive in those moments. I lived for them alone; the thought of being in his bed tugged me out of mine.

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You're stupid for wanting youre stupid youre stupid you're stupid

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O pale night, so silver and wan

[elfborne]

Satan's dooming bride

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Pulled into a fit of sleep, as if by a string, numbing

[elfborne]

It's only good if its forever

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If you'd like, you can put me down

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I didn't realise what was wrong with me for a long time. I was alone all the time, the same thoughts buzzing around in my head over and over again, bouncing off the walls in my room. The same damned echo. Only a lifeless repetition. I was an island in those days, longing to touch, be touched, to reach out and be held, to feel my hands full of something, someone. The days dragged on, and the solitude pulled at my chest. I had never felt something so deeply before. On some days, it would get really bad, and I would drink the emptiness down with a glass of water.

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There will be no gasoline

Sugarless

Worn

Gauze

My only angel

Feeders

The hunter

Gabriel's prayer

Sacred goat

My heart is a gun

Horns

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We'd love to believe we're the only one looking up but we aren't

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Piss bowl urinal warmth

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I razed the lands, and the hills shone new in the dying light. The trees were scorched to a fluff. Smoke rose up in grey clouds and rolled down the slopes. I only watched as flecks from the fire swirled themselves around, turning to ash and then falling like snow.

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A face that always seemed on the cusp of laughter

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Cars that get too close for comfort

A puddle of cum on the floor