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come on karkitten

you know you want some of the bird

I REGRET ATTEMPTING TO TALK TO YOU!!!

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ah yes

scream for me

scream my name

!!!

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woops

im around for once

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no

how about i just handle this right here and now

just go talk to her yourself

dont lay around to long moping

now shoo

youll be alright

…COME TO MY HIVE?

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on to the point

i get it that youre mad but im done so move on to the point already

NO SHIT THERE’S SOMETHING WRONG YOU GOD DAMNED ASSHOLE! I KNOW YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG TOO! YOU JUST WANT TO BE A FUCKING ASSHOLE FIRST!

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so there really is something wrong

alright then Karkat

whats up?

DO ME A FAVOR AND GET OFF YOUR FUCKING HIGH AS HELL HORSE. QUIT FUCKING AROUND WITH ME I SERIOUSLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU HERE. SHAPE UP OR I’LL JUST QUIT TALKING TO YOU. I DON’T NEED TO TALK TO YOU.

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wait wait

i got this kitten

youre here talking to me even though you shouldnt because you lost someone and youre still a sad lonely little shit because you just dont understand the concept of nice so you drive everyone you love away

am i in the ball park?

SHUT THE FUCK UP! NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR YOU SILLY LITTLE BUILLSHITTY THINGS THAT YOU NORMALLY SAY.

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that is a very odd way to get my attention kitten

why dont you try oh i dont know

actual words?

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welcome to hell

i will be your feathery guide

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something extremely weird happened to be the other day

dont even know what to think about it

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i got a new laptop and now i gotta work on transferring all my shit and/or redownloading my games

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im pretty sure theres someone whos willing to take on your problems

but you also have to be willing to let them help you

or maybe you dont even have to be willing

who knows

That does sound like a wonderful kind of person to have around. I can’t imagine anyone who would want to take on my problems.

Dave might, but I’m not sure I could ask that of him, he already does so much for me. 

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the one that keeps you in check

keep your sanity in tact

keep your anger at bay

that kind of thing

its sort of like taking a tranquilizing dart without the falling asleep part

they are quite nice to have

I’m starting to get that idea. John sees this guy, but most of his problems are from post game incidents.

I don’t think you can be much more of a downer on the situation then I am. I just want to be able to sleep again.

==> You look confused.

Sorry, what’s a moirail again?

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i dont think anyone that hasnt been in the game can help you much

not to put a downer on the situation or anything

maybe you should try something like

a moirail

Yes, I would think so. It’s rather hard to have a good therapy session, however, when you can’t really explain the root of your psychological problem.

I can hardly tell this man that I spent four years alone in an alternate timeline because I played a messed up game. He’d lock me up.

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i see

i would assume that anyone who has been near that game has a high chance to have that

Apparently.

According to my new therapist, I have PTSD.

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why a therapist? 

something wrong?

Nothing terribly interesting I’m afraid. Mostly just taking some night classes and searching for a job.

I’m staying with Dave at the moment and my original plan was to get a job and eventually my own place, but Dave has expressed a desire to have me stay long term.

Other then that… I’ve started seeing a therapist?

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right

so how are you

what has happened since i was gone

anything interesting?

No, I was quietly hinting to my presence as a way to reel you in and get you to talk to me first.

Clearly it worked.