eleanorblackthrn

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24/7 listening this song and associating it with eleanor :((

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drusilla blackthorn love of my life

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benj & josef 🗼✨

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tentando montar fancast para meus personagens fav e não conseguindo decidir em nada odioooooo

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taehyung as josef = 🏡💕

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always busy thinking about eleanor blackthorn and josef belendrake

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acho que jamais vou parar de chorar :((

protect eleanor blackthorn all the cost!!!

Look

I made an entire story for Bárbara Lightwood and the argentinian instructor Thomas barely mentioned in choi

tis 100% understandable I love it

YES I WANNA HEAR MORE ABOUT HER!

WHILE I WAS READING I WAS THINKING HER SPECIAL INTEREST COULD BE PAINTING!

I love giving minor characters stories SO PLS ID LOVE TO HEAR MORE ABOUT HER IM INVESTED

Ok so Eleanor. I'm guessing she wasn't born and raised in LA, maybe Idris. In an incredibly rigid and strict environment. She was seen as weird from a very young age and people used to give her strange looks or whisper behind her back. Her parents tried to discipline her, to train her out of all of her behaviors that they deemed strange or unwitting for a shadowhunter. She was taught to mask from a very young age.

But despite how much she tried to fit in she was still mocked and ridiculed. She grew up with basically no friends and was cut off from modern society due to Idris being so traditional. Even if she some how was in touch with modern mundane society, autism wasn't even diagnosed in women until the 90s.

She became a chronic people pleasure with simmering resentment and repressed rage which occassionally bubbled over. She had never been a traditional shadowhunter and always preferred painting over fighting. She could spend hours and hours in her studio with supplies she had snuck in from outside.

She moved to La when she turned 18. That's when she met Andrew. She had heard rumors about the man who had been captured by faeries along with his brother and then strangely released. The Blackthorns had a reputation for being untrustworthy. People said they were cursed. Naturally Eleanor was intrigued. She had no sense of self preservation.

And Andrew was nice to her. He complimented her and asked her about her paintings. That was all it took. Just for someone to show the slightest bit of interest. Someone to be kind and talk to her like a person. She found herself addicted to that feeling. So much so that she latched onto him and never let go. And he wasn't always nice or considerate. But it was the best she knew she was going to get. She would be crazy to leave.

They were married quite quickly and she became Eleanor Blackthorn. She lived in the LA institute and had an entire art room all to herself. When she was pregnant with Julian there was a knock on the door and she opened it to find two scraggly, dirty, scared looking children with blond hair and pointed ears.

She found out that the children were Andrew's. Born from a relationship that he had with a Seelie, one of the ladies of the queen's court. She supposed she should be a little upset or even angry. But the relationship had occured before they had even met and Abdrew had no way of knowing their mother was intending on abandoning them.

Besides, what was she going to do? Leave? Who else would want her?

And those poor frightened kids needed her. Helen and Mark were skittish and quiet for awhile, but they began warming up to her after awhile. Her more then Andrew. They stuck together like glue though. Refusing to leave each others side. Mark and Helen even slept in the same bed, for several tears after they arrived.

Eleanor could recognize trauma. She saw it everytime she looked in the mirror. Andrew however was less forgiving. He thought it was ridiculous that they refused to sleep separately. When the baby was born they became obsessed with taking care of it. Helen was always taking Juluan out of his crib to rock and sing to him.

Mark couldn't say Julian very well since he was only 4, so he started calling him Jules and it stuck. Helen and Mark were still very close, especially on account of them being half fae, but they had accepted Jules into their circle quite nicely.

Eleanor wished she could protect them from the harsh words of other shadowhunters, but she had never been able to protect herself and she knew better then anyone how cruel people were. It was good that they could lean on each other.

When the twins were born, at first Ty seemed just like his sister, except for the fact that he cried a lot and fed pretty irregularly. But as he got older Eleanor could see a lot of familiar things in his behavior. And she felt ashamed. She was furious with herself at first for doing this to him, for passing it whatever it was on to him.

But then she thought about how badly things had worked out for her, despite the fact that she tried to follow the rules and people still didnt care. She thought about how exhausted she was of pretending and suppressing, and she thought of how angry and bitter she was. She didnt want that for her child.

Ty was doomed no matter what. Either she forced him to suppress his true nature like her parents did to her and he ended up traumatized and hating himself. Or she could teach him to embrace it, knowing full well that other people wouldn't. Knowing full well that she might be putting him in danger. Shadowhunters didn't take kindly to those who were different.

But it was a option that her parents had never given her and if they had, she knew she would have chosen to be herself. Because this pain? This hallow emptiness?

It was a fate worse then death.

The only thing she could do now was try to make things better for him.

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TUDO!!!!

#JISOO: BI RIGHTS!

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