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i forgot to post this here. i made them a new tupper pfp (it looks Okay!)

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Analysis so bad you don't even know what it's talking about anymore.

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spearmaster to me is like a great dane that started off extremely small and underdeveloped but then grew to be absurdly large very very quickly

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A second silly iterator outfit has hit one of my little guys

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i was messing around with inspect element on 17776 and accidentally removed juice from an entire chapter . the mental image it brought was too funny not to shittily doodle

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slapped this together for the mech I've been playing in a lancer westmarch

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he did it again

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naomi osaka's US open r1 outfit!

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This is actually a baby reindeer

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TBH maybe more people would rp with real humans instead of chatbots if we sat them down and taught everyone proper roleplay etiquette

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in one of the servers I'm in, we've been discussing looking back at your old art, and a couple people mentioned that getting compliments on their old art makes them feel like their artistic growth isn't as evident to other people as it is to them, or like they havent improved as much as they thought for people to still be complimenting their old work

but it's really not like that! Your personal perception of your art is inherently going to be very different to the audience. This is how i explained it in there & i thought i'd share it here as well:

A compliment on your old art doesn't undermine the growth in your new art, it's just admiring the qualities of your work that were already there!

Our art can change direction, our grasp of the fundamentals can get stronger, and this means our personal standards will always go up and the choices we would make creating a piece change, so when you as the creator look back on your old art, you're hit with a lot of "oof, I'd do x and y and z differently now".

But your audience doesn't have any of those hangups, to them youve drawn some good art, and when they look at your current art, you're making even stronger art, and both of them are worth admiring.

not that any of this makes it any less psychic damage inducing to look at your own old art LOL but putting yourself in the shoes of the audience and looking at it for what it is rather than how well it reaches your current standards can still help a little with that

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when i was 14 i came out to a highschool teacher as transgender and i believe i was the first transgender person he ever talked to, and i suppose he panicked, because all he did was say "i think you should listen to little lion man by mumford and sons," and i did, and it changed my 14 year old mind, but i am still unsure what his intended message. he was cool with me being transgender though.

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I love the idea of a roomba topography map being the jumping on point for a liminal horror story. House of Leaves II: Roomba.

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fog of war in the grocery store

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Meep

Someday I will learn to draw hands

gift for @mewguca

Initially wanted to make it look like an icon, but I had issues with colouring and.. yeah

Black n white version undercut