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the author's barely disguised longing for a kinder world

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btw sam saying 'i choose to learn. i already have power' was one of THE greatest, most badass moments in dimension20 history and i will fight anyone who disagrees

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From the Liam O'Brien Fireside Chat:

The Question: When, if ever, did Caleb start to feel settled/moved on with his love for Jester?

Liam: That's interesting. I mean, it's definitely like a tempered thing now. I think he still loves her very, very much. But he is so happy for her happiness and Fjord's happiness. He loves Fjord very much. And I think he just appreciates her from afar. She's still the most special cupcake in Exandria. And, y'know, for me, there's no issue there. He can still care for her and think the world of her, and of course it's always a delight when they get a visit from her in Rexxentrum.

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thought about caleb and jester playing strip card games yesterday. what is more them?? possibly nothing. this is go fish and jester is definitely not cheating.

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just had a convo with my friend. she mentioned she doesnt like sake cause its sparkling.

“wait, sake is sparkling? what have i been drinking?” i said. because i also dont like sparkling stuff.

i look at the sake bottle ive been drinking from for fun events for the past year. its vinegar.

i’ve been drinking strawberry flavored vinegar.

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I love my people and it's amazing to see so many of us turn up today, but it's like herding very friendly cats 😂

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I just feel a little insane over Jeopardy by Penny and Sparrow. The lyric: “I know you, in a way I know nothing else.” It literally hovers between meaning “I know you in a way that I know nothing else.” But can also mean “I know you in a way that I literally know nothing other than you.” And that makes me feel a little insane. But like in the best way.

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do you think that for a brief moment, even through the gumption of trying to get the qohlye to give sam magic powers, evan felt vindicated? he's never been terribly good with people but he's always been good at reading them. and now, after years of telling sam and her not really believing him, evan is being told to his face by the only being that knows the objective truth in the world that sam is exactly how smart as he always thought she was.

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Guy who has wandered through the halls and corridors of your body not with any special kind of love but with the untold intimacy of a contractor assessing the damages and potentials voice: right, so the main issue here is that the body is currently a temple, okay, and what we want is for it to be a home, cause temples are pretty and all and occasionally nice to be in if you're into that sort of thing but very few people would actually want to live in one. So what we're gonna do first is you're gonna take a look at what's here, the carrying walls and windows and all that, and you're going to come up with something you'd actually like to be alive inside of, and it's going to be a lot of work and it's going to feel strange and stupid and embarrassing but you're still gonna do it, because otherwise this construction site is fucked. And maybe what you want to live in is a skatepark or an anime-themed cat cafe or an esoteric library that has a dildo section for some reason, so it might feel like it's a downgrade from a temple, but it's actually the opposite cause the main customer for a body is you and the main customer for a temple are templegoers and maybe higher powers of some kind, - i wouldn't know about those, they never hired me, - not the temple itself, which is what you are, right, cause the body/mind/soul separation doesn't actually do anything, so what you're gonna do is look at the current layout and dig out whatever hope and ability to want you have and come up with a blueprint, and then my boys can actually get to work. Oh, and you have got to change the windows, it's drafty as fuck in here.

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i just did a full spit take. holy shit, danielle

(same, aabria. same)

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#she’ll see this later and remember that I love her

Me: Why is my roommate shrieking with laughter?

…

Me: Oh. It’s Wednesday.

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that's all

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the vet measured junta on sunday, and as we were leaving the assistant said “he wrote down the measurements for you” and passed me this

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i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

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look. spirk went canon for the first time when spock went into heat and they fucked wrestled on vulcan and spock's heat broke even though jim only faked his death. then they got divorced and spock tried to purge all emotion from his body. then spock realized that jim is his soulmate and feelings are good actually and they held hands which is vulcan for kissing and spirk went canon a second time. then spock died and they had to regrow his body and put his soul back in it and he had to relearn all his memories and finally he remembered jim and spirk went canon a third time. then they were married for a while and saved some whales, met god, had to deal with spock's terrorist cult-leader brother, space chernobyl happened and the soviet union the klingon empire fell and jim was framed for murder and spock had to find the real killer. then jim got sucked into another dimension and died (don't @ me i refuse to even watch this one) and spock got zapped into an alternate universe where he didn't know anyone and had to play spiritual guide to chris pine and zachary quinto. and NOW, thanks to executive producer bill fucking shatner, old jim got to meet even older spock on the astral plane one last time and DOUBLE HELD HANDS which we can only conclude is vulcan making out with tongue. so yes, for a fourth time, spirk has gone canon

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idk who needs to hear this but if you have been putting something off bc it doesn't need to be done until the end of the month. we are almost done with the teens we are approaching the big numbers (the twenties). that date shall dawn upon you swiftly and without mercy before you know it. psa for everyone except me i got plany off time