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It is interesting to get a glimpse of other people’s lives at the grocery store, often with no context. The mom trying to get her young kids to stay with her, the person who ordered 35 pounds of flour, the couple taking engagement photos, someone on the phone venting, the Halloween decorations that are slowly taking over the store.

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I like the world I am building on Tumblr. Today, I had an anxiety attack and scrolled through Tumblr to calm down. I needed a good distraction to stop thinking about how sick I felt on loop. I looked at Hermitcraft and Dan and Phil. I should start following some fan artists, y’all are good.

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As yes, my annual turmoil from being entertained by football and thinking it is too dangerous.

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For two and a half years, I have kept a “Song of the Day” list. I don’t necessarily have to like the songs on the list, they just have to be part of my day in some way. It creates a sense of continuity and purpose in my life. If I achieve nothing else in a day, I will at least add to the list.

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A’ja Wilson won MVP again :)  i started watching her when she won an ncaa championship. she has done so well!

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im so silly. i look at my cat and ask “are you a cat?” and i respond with "yeah, youre a cat."

like of course shes a cat. this is well established i dont need to check

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Why is it so hard to keep a proper sleep schedule? I will know that I have to be up early and still stay up late ughhhhh

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Today at work I found a peach on the wrong shelf with a large bite taken out

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I once listened to a marching band play a cover of Welcome to the Black Parade. I was ready for the G note but it never came. They shortened the song and removed it! I had no idea it was possible to experience the opposite of being G noted. It felt so hollow lmao

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I rarely wear jewelry because I don’t like the way it feels on my body. I was recently given some to use in professional settings to blend in. This is beneficial because I would have forgotten, put off, or not thought of doing it myself. I now have another tool to help me make a good impression. I wish I didn’t have to make myself uncomfortable to be viewed favorably, but I don’t want to risk exclusion. The job hunt is hard enough as is. Maybe someday I will be in a position where a small detail like jewelry does not feel so scary. 

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I sometimes draft thoughts that don’t make it onto this blog. I’ve basically tricked myself into journaling.

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I get random words and phrases stuck in my head like songs. Usually, they're just there. Sometimes they're annoying. But sometimes, they're amusing. A recent example is “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss”.

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I love labels. My whole life I have struggled to express myself so when I find a word that works, I cling to it. It doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be enough to begin to be understood.

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Why did 4 Non Blondes name the song What’s Up? instead of What’s Going On?

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When I have to write anything longer than 300 words it is like asking a computer to do something you think it can do but it just returns a cryptic error message. My mind blanks in a way that is difficult to describe.

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Piano Thought 2024/09/15

I tried to play piano for the first time in a long time. I can’t read music anymore so it went as well as you might expect lol

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Cute Baby Thought 2024/09/14

Today at work, there was a baby in a grocery cart examining a pumpkin nearly as large as him. He put his palm on it like he was trying to learn what it is. He was curious and content :)