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please im begging does anyone have good tips for ⭐️ving/ losing please help a girl out ive been battling the same 5lbs and im still very over but i cant stop and working out isnt helping rn please gimme something😭

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and yk i think all the girls seeing if they could touch their fingertips around their wrists in the middle of class in 2nd grade was what truly made me realize i was different

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when the stinging in your hips reminds you that youre real

why would you ever want to stop

you have to, to get better

but do you want to get better?

day after day you remind yourself

“i need to stop”

so you do, but then it turns to what you consume

too much? too little? a vicious cycle

how do i stop if i cant find it in me to want to?

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chat am i selfish for wanting one day to myself? like just one day i can actually feel my feelings and nobody elses problems are overpowering mine?

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i love my people but when everything is going wrong in their lives and you cant bring up your issues without fear of making theirs worse, its rough. sorry for the double vent today but i cant talk to them about it. i keep hearing about everything thats going wrong in their lives and yeah sure i tell them the small stuff but when youre told "you havent even had a bad day you just hate christmas thats why youre gonna cry" or "dont cry itll kill my vibe" or "you never tell me any of your problems (while talking about theirs)" i know its joking but goddamn i cant talk to anyone about the big stuff because i dont feel like im allowed to. im probably a shitty person for thinking like this but i just want to be allowed not necessarily to get worse but to not get worse in secret because of fear that im gonna make their lives worse. i am doing so much worse rn but clearly im known as the fat funny friend or the goofy one or the loud one so i have to keep that up so they dont know whats wrong and honestly its exhausting, im exhausted. i just want someone to listen and care, not saying they dont but- i want someone to hold me while i cry and i want to not be afraid to cry to that person. im just so done and idk what to do anymore

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its rough when the one youve been there for when nobody else was moves on and finds someone else she needs more than you. you cant comfort her in those dark periods, only he can. yes she still needs you but if we were both drowning ive been told she would save him over me any day. and i shouldnt feel bad about it i shouldve expected it, but god it makes me feel useless. no matter how many others ive had shes always been my number one and knowing im her number two fucks with me so bad. and now that i have my own person i love and need, shes mad that im not spending as much time with her and not paying as much attention to her as if she didnt do the same thing at the beginning of her relationship after breaking me and not even realizing it. i still love her more than life itself and somehow shes still number one but both my boy and her are competing for that title now and i dont think she will accept that im doing the same thing she did to me. i really wish she would. it haunts me when im alone and my brain is going but i dont know what to do or how to bring it up without her feeling more shitty than she already does. because everything is going wrong that can so clearly i cant bring that up and make her hate herself or me any more.

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If you want them to be quiet shove your fingers in their mouth

If it’s not enough gag them, muzzle them, make them an obedient little pet for you.

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Some ed movies/series and books cause I have quite a few saved up and I feel like sharing 😄

Movies/series

To the bone

Starving in suburbia

Red band society (on yt too)

Thin

Insatiable

Taste of Emptiness (on yt too)

Kate’s secret

America's next top model

Perfect Body (on yt too)

For the Love of Nancy(on yt too)

Dying to Dance (on yt too)

When friendship kills

Sharing the secret

Hunger point

Super skinny me

Super slim me

Supersize VS superskinny

Books

Skins

Sharing the secret

Wintergirls

Wasted

Full

The opposite of butterfly hunting

Before we were blue

Thinandbeautiful.com

Addicted to perfect

Emilee

Elena Vanishing

Hope and other luxuries

Size zero

Unbearable lightness

Dying to be thin

Sick enough

The predatory lies of anorexia

Summer’s dream

The best little girl in the world

Wasted

You're welcome stay skinny 😘

Will add on when I find more

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I need to be pushed into the matress, back arching while they’re holding onto me so tightly. Fucking me from behind. Mmh, I need to be used as a toy while they hold me so fucking hard.

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little miss gets wet just from his voice

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how do i politely tell someone i want them to fuck me until i cry

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Hypersexual gf, bf who fucks her like a slut any chance he gets >>>>>

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wanna come over to smoke? maybe make out with the bong between us? Pausing to take rips while we grind and frot against each other? getting lost in how wet and hot smoking makes you and how every touch just feels so good

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